Miraquill
A PERTUBED MIND
Though I may never have hurt anyone physically
Or even emotionally
Except if you'd accuse my mediocrity
Like uranium, I'm unstable
Just maybe without an half-life
That makes me unable to keep the bond of friendship even stronger
And I'm drawing the line just a little earlier
Saying silently, "Let's keep the distance."
Though I try to leave everyone with a good impression
When will i begin to face my external battles
If I'm still consumed by the tumult of internal ones
I'm unstable.
And it doesn't feel okay to be so.
©zak_muhd
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Events
Yesterday night
The wind blew
Maybe hard
I'm not sure if it rained
Morning came
There wasn't power supply
Those who when afflicted
With calamity
Say:
Truly to Him we belong
And Truly
To Him
We shall return
Deep down
I thought
That our countdown had started
We'd count
In odd numbers
1,3, 5
I just hoped
It wouldn't exceed 7
Evening struck
When He decrees a matter
He only says to it:
"Be!"
And it is.
©zak_muhd -
The Brother
His trousers
So tight
Like he'd signed
A contract
That his thighs
Would never expand
They stuck to his gluteal
While he fell down
On his face
In humble prostration.
I know what you're thinking
It was only a voluntary prayer.
©zak_muhd -
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Abused
Yesterday
I was abused
Throughout the night
I felt like a victim
The heat didn't help
I was almost bare
They perpetrated their acts
Those vile creatures
I felt helpless
It was a nightmare
That came alive
I looked forward
Awaiting fajr
Then it was dawn
The white thread appeared
Distinct from the black thread
They had done their evil
Left their marks
My poor self
I'd barely survived
And began to ponder
Was it my fault?
Maybe I was at their mercy
©zak_muhd -
Survive
I barely lived
Was always gasping
In short breaths
Hadn't learned swimming
In this ocean
They called life
