word_inhaler

just another sunflower in the world of roses.

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  • word_inhaler 1w

    You are the heroine I would always want to snort,
    So That I can have the euphoria of you in my vien,
    and the sadness? Well. I am not ketting that go too,
    I am gonna absorb it in my big heart and I won't give it to you.
    yes I won't see, that's the first time you heard this in love right?
    Not giving heart,
    well practically you don't, you never.
    You love.
    you give parts.
    So I will give you my beautiful parts. or atleast try and absorb your sad parts.
    and I will have my tainted heart.
    Seems impossible, well even to me.
    I have a array of sadness buried in me, but well that smile,
    That just numbs them off.
    So yes you are the heroine without even knowing you are my heroine.
    Only, I know I consume you,
    It's all our secret okay?
    I..
    well Let's just that be a secret.

  • word_inhaler 1w

    If My brain puts down it's shutter someday with all the negative thoughts.
    I would love to have you and just a lens so that I can see you everywhere,
    and I can have my peace with me
    and Keep smiling while listening to all the love songs.

  • word_inhaler 1w

    If our love could change with colours,
    Then Will you accept my dangerous thoughts of negativity in RED? and make it "stop"
    And My sometimes lame jokes and sarcasm in YELLOW? and "look after me."
    And My positivity and extra dedication on things which are important just for me? In GREEN?
    Will you carry my wishes too through our long path of misunderstandings, and arguments?
    Will you be transparent and there for me like BLUE?
    Or
    you will turn into GREY by looking at my clumsiness and Messiness in thoughts?
    And then it will be all BLACK without you?

  • word_inhaler 2w

    You are like the pillow of happiness without which I can't sleep.
    But is it fine to have some sleeping pills like him, once in a while?
    You are like that constant beautiful sun which will rise in my routine
    but is it fine to stay in his thoughts home once in a while?
    You are like the Madness and smile and laughter,
    But Is it Fine to cry whole day for him once in a while?
    Your presence is like My beauty present,
    Is it Fine If I dwell in past sometime?

  • word_inhaler 2w

    It's like,
    I am swimming in the occean alone without equipments, And Obviously I couldn't. But I felt the choke.
    I am standing on top of the stage with a huge crowd having nothing to speak, just that embarassment.
    I feel like, I am a monster inside trying to smile and impress the intruders.
    But then, I know I am not, THE MONSTER.
    I am the survivor of the Monsters Inside.
    This bubble of overthinking and sadness is suffocating inside, It's like they both fight each other inside and you just an collateral damage of Shit thoughts and if's..nobody knows that you are in the bubble,
    Or MAYBE, Someone would have tried for you to get out,
    or well, They just would have been a spectator.
    and then that thing paints everything even if you come out of that bubble.
    You choose to stay Isolated with boundaries
    But it's also like.
    you try to radiate positivity, by keeping every negativity packed up inside a ball,
    and that ball is hard to carry sometimes.
    It's like you are tangled in so much emotions and you know the pain,
    So, you choose to untangle other's pain instead.
    you are that coated shadow, helping others but suffering secretly.

  • word_inhaler 2w

    Sometimes, It's hard to be the same person,
    Behave the same way you did to people.
    Be welcoming and keep your kindness up.
    So I put guards on Instead, and sometimes Even They get Cracks due to loneliness.

  • word_inhaler 3w

    You look like a dried Leaf In search of water
    And I am the monsoon.
    Give me a chance to make you wet in my love.
    Just Don't get too drenched.

  • word_inhaler 3w

    When everything moves like happiness,
    I want you to be my solitude and stay.
    Give me realisations and Hold onto me..

  • word_inhaler 4w

    One makes me feel giddy in my stomach and fills my heart with bliss with just simple looks,
    But I am scared If He take my fragile heart, He might just fill it with confusion and chaos.
    Yes that might, Change everything.
    One makes me feel Happy inside out, with all the cute jokes and weird actions,
    Maybe to make me laugh, or maybe just for him.
    Maybe He is a wreckage too, Or what If I put cracks on him?
    One makes me feel curious about the mystery of what happened in his life that he has the same abandonment issues like I am, and maybe we can be together And take time to trust and not abandon each other.
    One makes me feel Home, And gives the feeling of a keeper, which feeds all the Negativities and Make me stay.
    But what If I am not a constant person?
    That ifs of assumption and overthinking let more things be.
    Is it greedy to have alot of Ones who make you feel you, Each for every broken part Or I should wait for the one, and keep finding little happiness Or just complain if He doesn't nourishes all the broken parts?
    Does that make me a fluctuated person?
    Does that Make me Greedy, And Less of a girl?
    Will that Hush away everyone?

  • word_inhaler 4w

    My smile is beginning to fade,
    I feel so done expressing, listening to people, trying to be happy,
    and just overthink everything every incident.
    Yes,
    I want just the four boundaries around me, but not physically, just mentally.
    But I will tell you what happens?
    just like a door, My mind has special channels for special person to come in and go out.
    But I don't know why, I wait for them to come in.
    And that waiting hurts.
    Everything hurts now, Initiating conversations, Having conversation, Making friends, walking alone, fake laughs, Expressing, analysing, Living.
    I hope this kindness and empathy just doesn't fade away,
    with the cruelty and overthinking of the petty world.
    Also, Hoping hurts too.