Miraquill
December 30, 2020, Wednesday
Angel,
You know, I never pictured myself being able to have the strength to write this. You, I had believed were one of the “nice” guys in my life. But I was dead wrong. Maybe it was partly caused by you being under the influence, but that's also when your true colors and intentions come out. I was dumb enough to trust you, to believe in you, and to have loved you. But now I see what type of monster you are. Your news professional help to fix that suck mind I yours. People say that it is time for me to love on, but the only way to do that is by forgiving. I am not forgiving you do what you can feel might or a “person” which you are not. I am forgiving to set myself free from what you did to me, in different ways. I am forgiving you to set myself free so that maybe I can now sleep without having nightmares about you so that maybe I won't constantly have to have panic and anxiety attacks caused by you. I am letting you go, for my health and happiness, but that I no longer have you in the way interfering with my relationships.
So once again I say, I forgive you, Angel so that I can be at peace with myself. They say forgiveness is the key to freedom, and that is why I'm letting you go. But before I do, I would like to say this...
“FUCK YOU, ANGEL!!!!!”
©where_are_my_shoes
where_are_my_shoes
a daisy in a field of roses❤ live a life that’s worth remembering🖊❤️
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where_are_my_shoes
84w
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84w
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I didn't want to use the word because it's a painful thing to as it but here I am I'm sure you know exactly what this means and anyone who is a victim of anything like this, speak up It is a difficult process but your voice deserves to be heard. ❤️
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#yourvoiceneedstobeheard
#mystory
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Help share this maybe I will allow other people to know that it is okay to get your side out.December 30, 2020 Wednesday
Angel,
You know, I never pictured myself being able to actually have the strength to write this. You, I had believed were one of the “nice” guys in my life. But I was clearly dead wrong. Maybe it was partly caused by you being under the influence, but that's also when your true colors and intentions come out. I was dumb enough to trust you, to believe in you and to have loved you. But now I see what type if monster you are. You news professional help to fix that suck mind I yours. People say that it is time for me to love on, but the only way to do that is by forgiving. I am not forgiving yo do that you can feel might or a “person” which you are not. I am frgiving to set myself free from what you did to me, in different ways. I am forgiving you to set myself free, so that maybe I can now sleep without having nightmares about you, so that maybe I won't constantly have to have panic and anxiety attacks caused by you. I am letting you go, for my health and happiness, bsi that I no longer have you in the way interfering with my relationships.
So once again I say, I forgive you Angel, so that I can be at peace with myself. They say forgiveness is the key to freedom, and that is why I I'm letting you go. But before I do, I would like to say this....
“FUCK YOU ANGEL!!!!!”
- a victim of stuff that shouldn't happen to girls without consent.
©where_are_my_shoes -
I’m back with a new mindset and new goals and thoughts!
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where_are_my_shoes
141w
What do you do when you know the only option you have is to quit? You know you can’t go on and there is no way to fight it anymore because we have reached the end of the tunnel and know that you have nothing else
It was all set up like a rigged game
So tell me how
©where_are_my_shoes -
where_are_my_shoes
142w
Hard times are who shoe is who is the real friends and clearly I have none.....
©where_are_my_shoes -
where_are_my_shoes
142w
When I’m gone, what will matter then? I had no purpose here nor in death
©where_are_my_shoes -
where_are_my_shoes
142w
I can’t change the past and because of that I have no future
©where_are_my_shoes -
where_are_my_shoes
142w
We all know it’s better to try than give up but if you’ve tried enough that you can why keep trying when you know you’ll never make it?
©where_are_my_shoes -
where_are_my_shoes
142w
If I’m being honest........I just want to give up because there’s absolutely no point in trying anymore.
©where_are_my_shoes -
What is my life worth, if for me it is nothing?
©where_are_my_shoes
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sugarwithspice
84w
Read More*They say money doesn’t grow on trees.
I say it does.
I say,
The root is evil,
And the branches greed.*
They say money doesn’t grow on trees;
I say it does.
When eve’s lips first touched the forbidden fruit in the gardens of eden,
I say she tasted money.
I say the human was a broke soul,
and the devil a bank teller.
I say she tasted power, felt greed, lost everything to gain status.
After all, isn’t that what money does to a human.
Doesn’t it embody greed in the rich,
Resentment in the poor
And the struggle of everyone in between?
They say money doesn’t grow on trees.
I say it does.
Anything is money if you sell it well, my mother says
I hope one day my words would promote my thoughts.
*My student textbooks define economics as society's way of managing scarce resources;
I define economics as bunch of human beings scavenging the scarce to reach supreme abundance*
We created a god in the image of ourselves:
A paper.
Something that was blank once,
but when written on
Something catastrophic
At the same time something of use.
A paper,
A human.
We placed it on a pedestal and now gravity is its myth
We gave it worth:
Paper.
Sometimes i wonder what would happen if we burn all the money in the world.
Would we find something of worth in ourselves,
Or will we burn away
Like the ashes of the cotton.
I heard someone say:
*Money is expensive.
Money comes at a cost.
The mind,
The body,
The soul,
from it all
those who sell their souls
never seem to get it back.*
We live in a world where a name grants you respect,
And what you show is the major judge of your character than what you have.
A world where the fortunate sells money for profit,
And where the poor thrives on it for their entertainment.
A world where virtue is an internet trend,
and all money does is make a murderer out of a friend.
Fact:
*The overworked is underpaid;
The underpaid is overstressed,
And the overstressed dies quick
Offering nothing but tears in his wills.*
I say money does grow on trees.
I say it is the fire accelerant in hell for the rich,
And sparks of warmth for the less fortunate.
Bartering and trading:
Paper for worth,
Value for soul,
We scramble,
And God laughs looking down
While we cut down his money trees.
Scattering around in eden
Killing and dying for a little shade.
BUT
If we place value upon ourselves;
If we mine the hidden treaures
when the goal matches the purpose,
A folly wish but maybe then
when we set aside what we have,
and pay attention to what we own.
Perhaps then we may make a difference
We may find a gem:
Worth.
When that day comes we’ll all be something of value:
Bills on leaves.
They say money doesn’t grow on trees.
I say it does.
I say,
Let the roots be the womb,
And the branches wisdom.
©sugarwithspice.
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layersofdesires
149w
Not forgotten
And she's not forgotten
Till the day she's being written
Confessing the suppressed love
Poetries dripping ache
©layersofdesires -
sai_sai_25
148w
Fly
I wish i can be like a bird,
Can fly high, have freedom
To go anywhere,
See the purity of bird soul
Bcz of the white feather that
Cover his body,
I want to fly higher and higher
Until i reach the lightness of
The sky, i want to fly like im
The most brave, smart like a bird,
I want to fly like no one can stop
Me to all my dreams, and ofcourse
I want to fly just to go with u...
©zhienzhien -
words_by_serene
148w
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P. C- Pintrest.
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dusky_dawn
150w
This is where it all started
This is where it will meet its end.
//In the crumpled pages of my diary//
©dusky_dawn
(N.M) -
heal_thy_soul
156w
I remember myself
Back in those dark nights,
Where my eyes were red,
And my pillows were wet..
I am here now again,
Peacefully lying in this dark night,
With sleepy little eyes,
And no more cries..
Life is not unbelievable.
Life is believable.
If you believe to believe.
©heal_thy_soul -
Comfort?
Rushing for comfort,
From the edge of the storm,
Deep set in my burrow,
Where I can stay warm,
But the thickets are dark,
As the light's chased away,
By the coming oppression,
When hell starts to play,
With the thoughts I have in me,
Turning faith to fear,
So I lose my direction,
Though I'm ever so near,
To the door that will save me,
From the chancels of doom,
Then I awake in a cold sweat,
In my hospital room.
©clifton2 -
bewitched_of_you
158w
Read MoreLife is too short to be
judgemental about others,
When you are incompetent
Of judging yourself.
Life is too short to keep
the same mistakes repeating,
instead try to learn from
the committed errors.
Life is too short to be
sad for someone who is
happy without you, instead
try to make yourself proud.
Life is a wonderful journey.
Make it worthy and fill it
With laughter and happiness.
©Aniket_Das
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Picture Credits: Pinterest11 Word Story: Life
Life is too short to waste
on matters
which are worthless.
©aniket_das -
beard_and_tears
158w
I May Have A Dark Side More Dark Than A Dark Room But I Have Learnt To Live With It
Because
It Never Goes Away
And
All You Can Do Is Fight It Or Make Peace With It .
©A Broken Soul -
oj_chavulimo
159w
Let me take care of your broken heart
and show you how to fly.
Let me hold you gently by the hand
and kiss your tears goodbye.
©oj_chavulimo
