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  • wedontexist__ 1w

    Mail My Heart Back

    I made a mistake
    letting you in
    I made a mistake
    letting you twist yourself in my life
    For you to reach in and grab my heart
    Just for it to be torn right out when you left
    You took it with you
    and every day I wish you would mail it back

    ©wedontexist__

  • wedontexist__ 4w

    I feel like it controls me, my life. Is there a way to control it without it taking me down? The twist in my chest, the heavy breathing I can’t take it anymore it’s just… why me? The late hours wondering why just… why why why why. It makes no sense. To be burdened with so much anxiety over something I could control but it gets out of control in an instant and I can’t seem to understand the reason it gets out of hand.

    ©wedontexist__

  • wedontexist__ 7w

    Inside Out

    I feel like the world will I never truly know who I am. I feel like I’m being suffocated, that everyone around me has this free space surrounding them and I’m over here and it’s so hard to breathe. Every breath I take is just like pieces of glass cutting my lungs it’s like having some thing cut my throat trying to destroy me from the inside out. This “claustrophobia” that is being created just suffocates me and I can’t breathe. I can’t run away.

    ©wedontexist__

  • wedontexist__ 10w

    Unreliable

    What was the point?
    To go out of my way to hangout with you
    For you to basically stand me up
    You don’t know how much that hurt me
    And I know you won’t understand
    That much of a betrayal
    How do I trust you again?
    Do I even try planning my day with you again?

    ©wedontexist__

  • wedontexist__ 11w

    This is random

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    Do you ever feel like someone is purposely ignoring you?
    But you haven’t done anything wrong that you know of and yet still feel like it’s your fault that they are ignoring you?

    ©wedontexist__

  • wedontexist__ 12w

    You

    How does one think of you and not smile?
    My heart burst for you, it melts.
    When I see you, the world stops
    I can’t help but get excited thinking of an…
    “Us”
    I can’t help but stare, that smile, that laugh, everything about you is…
    Perfect
    Even if you don’t see it, I do and I dream that one day…
    We’ll be happy

    ©wedontexist__

  • wedontexist__ 14w

    Irrational

    Have you ever gotten this irrational fear/idea that you’re slowly making the people around you hate you? It scares you and you can’t do anything about it and there’s this deep pain that won’t go away because it’s all you’re thinking about. And finally in the end you’ll be all alone because everyone you loved, everyone you’ve ever loved left you.

    ©wedontexist__

  • wedontexist__ 14w

    Am I?

    I must be if people keep telling me
    Do I look it? Have I changed that much?
    To be called hefty and fat… hurts
    Why is it me that gets these comments
    By loved ones and friends?
    I shouldn’t let it affect me but it hurts too much to not let it

    ©wedontexist__

  • wedontexist__ 22w

    I hide my pain so
    I don’t make you
    Feel bad
    It helps you
    But fucking hurts me

    ©wedontexist__

  • wedontexist__ 22w

    Emotions

    Waves of emotions
    Cascade over me
    There’s no time to recover
    When the next wave hits harder
    Uncontrollable as I try to catch my breath
    Yet again can’t recover in time
    For the next wave hits and breaks me
    Officially breaking the dam

    ©wedontexist__