Who's your best buddy?
Me: Mirakee
©vangpiee
vangpiee
ever question yourself..! Are you being as you!?
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vangpiee 1w
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vangpiee 1w
I don't know why we people are growing this awkward! Why are we hesisting to share our problem? Why are we giving up the process of fixing us? Why are we trying to avoid the problem? Why are we trying to habituate to our problem? Why? Why can't we just stop over thinking? In this competitive world how come we dissing our knowledge with stupid depressions? Don't we have any cure?
21st century issues
I used to text you when I feel alone.But why am I feeling alone after texting you?? I thought to fill your emptiness with our happy thoughts, but more I put my efforts the lost energy is leaving a space in my heart! The more am the only one trying...the more am becoming empty!
I can't even scold u! Tell u! Because you might end up being worse. Why?
The more I try to understand you! The more I'm getting hurt! But ironically I'm not sad about this. Well I have been warning you. Its like I'm not quitting of understanding you! Its like I'm just making my space out..so that you can fix your problem the way you wanted.
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How did I go from this...
Speaking calls for hours ...
to this ...
mentally preparing myself for the scheduled call before an hour
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vangpiee 2w
That level of confidence thou!!!
That is why she is still single!!
Tag your bestie if she does toono one
seriously no one
My best friend imagining HOW TO REJECT A GUY WHEN HE PROPOSES whom she met 60 secs ago
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*solving maths equations exists*
Frnd: what's this X?
Me: (*with extra brain*)
its Jooheon!!
Frnd: what?? Who is he?
Me: he is an Alligator
Frnd: what does he do?
Me: he makes me anxious
Frnd:how does look?
Me: well! He looks like Joker and walks
like Zombie
Frnd:
Me: He is from MONSTA X
Frnd: FUCK UUUU
Me:Bultaoreune
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Its been ages....
Its been ages,
I haven't seen you,
my heart starts pounding whenever I remainded of you.
Its been ages,
I haven't felt you,
my mind is going crazy from the pictures of our memories.
Its been ages,
I haven't hugged you,
my fingers are cracking without your touch.
Its been ages,
I haven't relished you,
my stomach is aching waiting for your love.
Why does it have to be 7 long days to complete a week!!
Dear Biryani I really really miss you!
I hope we'll meet on next Sunday
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Pardonner
Forgiving yourself is harder than forgiving others,
Whenever you thought to forgive yourself another memory of your mistake flashes and you'll end up falling in the guilty hole again!!
©vangpiee -
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©vangpiee -
Someone : hey! why do you listen to those Korean songs? Do you even understand their language? Do they even have meaning to their songs?
Me: oooo! What's your favorite English song?
Someone: Well its DESPACITO!!!
Me:
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vangpiee 5w
Love is like voltage,
it has to form between two points
©vangpiee
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thoughtsofme 6w
I never felt this before
"The pain which is not physical but mental"
The bleeding heart,the crying soul
More painful than an orphan
to be the motherless child .
Everyone ruining the life unnecessary reminding, Giving the pain of sorrow
Judging, rectifying & commanding.
As if born for them and taking breath for them
Once they showed the sympathy now ruining the rest .
No one to withstand nor to say as she is my daughter "how dare you do "
Just benefit with the patiency and silence
So to break inside with their
sword like words
Its is so to be the homeless child staying in the home
I got the difference between the mother and father so later but soon
Surrounding says before" it's less painful for the child to be fatherless than motherless " & those lines hit me so!
Is It your justice almighty? I ask you now
I want my life to be ruined by you (almighty) than by others .
Why people think the motherless child is helpless and dependent and ruin them ?
Is they don't have the right to survive for themselves ?
"The message here I want to convey is love your mother more than anyone as the only species exist who love you for your sake"
May Allah bless everyone with parents presence through out their life span.ameen
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Dear parents,
I'm your sapling (kid) grown over your water (love).
Once you induced this seed (child) into the earth (society), I started interacting with bacteria (new world), ground water (societal prejudices and practises) and roots of other saplings (companions), etc.,
But remember however far my roots (growth in the society) may reach, I'm still your plant (child). However far do I interact with other saplings (children), I still grow up to be your shadow (pride).
I grow up to be straight and strong, not letting my branches (will and confidence) down.
Trust the seed (baby) you sow (gave birth to) and watch while it starts filling your life with it's breeze, shade and fruits (support, health and happiness).....
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the_crescent 8w
Walking past the forest - saw the world of darkness,
For the first time ever - this darkness felt pleasant.
Maybe the heart longed for it - for a long-time,
this silence and calmness..
Lights are too fuzzy to make life rosy, but
the blown of candles made it shine so glossy!
If there present an almighty, I shall ask him his true sense of heart- was the life born out of sorrow, or was it born to be!
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Proposal!!
Proposal came from every side
All they seen just good and pride
All they want a perfect bride
Is there anyone who can tied
Make her silly mistakes rectified
Making all her scars hide
Fulfilling her need and provide
Making happy and always tried
Confessing love more and wide
Spending the whole life by staying beside
Is there anyone who can tied!!
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thoughtsofme 19w
Diary
Hai mere raazo Ka khazana
Jab koi na sune Mera fasana
Yeh banjata hai mere afsana
Koi Nahi iske siwa apna
Mai hichkichati nhi isko kehna
Auro ki Tarah kamiya na nikale
Bas sunta hi rahe Mera daastan
Jab bhi tum insaan isey padho
Mujhe galat mat samajhna
Mai likhi Hu isme mere raaz
Aur padhe hai sirf aap insaan khaas
Koi chod Gaya Kisi Ka
Toh pata chala ki hai wo Kaisa
Yaha se Mili mujhe utsukhta -
ovais43 22w
I don't that...
I have to smile, forcefully
Because the other way they could get to know my feelings.
I have to smile for a while
Even though people know I am repeatedly faking it.
I have to smile amidst the chaos
Because I don't want to send them a sign to offer me, sympathy.
I have to smile to show off
That I am happy with my life to be loved by their so called love.
Because otherwise, they'd think I am desperate soul, doing everything only for attention.
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thoughtsofme 24w
27/10/2010
Doesn't remember all what happened but some thing happened which is pricking me deeply inside till now!
It was evening time heard the news that mother condition is going critical . I was praying to Allah every single moment and asking my aunt when she will come to home when I am going to meet . She was comforting me soon she will ! Any how she made me to have dinner and make me sleep and I tried to sleep but not actually slept all my concentration was on the conversation on phone where someone saying all the situation is going bad no hopes of living .I started crying for that time and trusted my almighty so much that he will sort out all .in crying I got slept suddenly I got a Dream where my mamma is lying on the floor as dead person made to laid .soon after I was shocked all my senses stopped all Iwas feeling scarry when I was closing my eye all the dream coming Infront of me as if it is reality . Sudden I heard the noise my aunt shouting no one is there in home shouting madly on almighty all my fear is gonna be real.
Soon I approach to she her she hugged me and started crying what going on I am not able to understand . We went to hospital......
hospital is fulled by our relatives all I seen the horrible shoutings and crying . All are hugging me !! Still I was in hope mamma will be all right and soon she will come to home as I trusted Allah and left on
This was unbearable to hear that mamma at her last breath also chanting my name asking each and every person to make her meet to me .as I said this I went near to the ICU room from glass I saw all the machines and I become mad what is all .
All that which I seen in TV shows I was stucked and my steps backed up me . All I got unconscious from there I was taken to my home there I get some aware it's all about to Morning 28/10/2010 I was asking my aunt's when they (relatives) will be coming to home with mamma . they all said soon . It was all around 10am someone called to arrange the house . All putting white matrix on the floor all making some changes something or the other silently with out knowing me when I came out I was confused and asked my aunt why are you doing this all here what happened firstly she said your mother is coming on the way but I was not satisfied with this answer suddenly she hugged me and started crying so loudly and saying you mother is no more she left us !!And all like last day to live in my home ! All I can hear the sound of crying and was so mad at that time to that I was pulling my hair and beating my self and suddenly got again unconscious when I back to the living I was my mother after 2 days lying on the floor same as I was in my dream .I not able to accept this and in fear I didn't went near also this day was like hell to me all I stayed unconscious and when she was taking away from home I was made to be conscious and asking me to touch and see mamma as much as you can .it was the first time I saw my father crying and around 6-7pm I saw my mother for the last time .
All turned to ten years but still my eyes searched for her still my ears hear her voice all my night are useless as I can't able to sleep without her !
This all I said with you not to gain any sympathy or for something but to introduce with the reality .no one exists forever but some time only there to stay with ! Yeah it's true that dead will come to each and every person it will not leave us it's all about our karma and how we treat and live in this temporary life ! No need to say what you people to do as all you knows already! Keep my mother in your prayers .Got injuried 10 years ago but the wound is still fresh
©thoughtsofme
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thoughtsofme 25w
Learn to give
happiness,
Because
Everyone around you
already has
Innumerable pain
In their chest
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thoughtsofme 25w
Everyone has similarity of their beauty
And it's proportionality can't judge it's beauty©thoughtsofme
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thoughtsofme 25w
Every story has its reality otherwise it haven't been spoken!
©thoughtsofme
