Miraquill
Some people don't feel safe with their feelings
People like that get scared when someone gets too close
They go into hiding to avoid that person or hurt that person without even realising it.
vangpiee
ever question yourself..! Are you being as you!?
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vangpiee
4w
Is anyone out there?
Who hears me loud & clear
I’m going without knowing where I’m going
When it’s hard, I let the strength leave me, it’s just my body
I wanna trust the flow of life
Every moment to me is like a celebration of life
I’m gonna dance my own way
Only got one life to live
No matter what anyone says, I’ma do me
Till the lights go off and the breathing stops
When it really ends
So I can say, I did it my way
I wanna be myself
I wanna run
I need love and help
I can overcome
Just let me free
©vangpiee -
vangpiee
6w
Artificial life
I thought I was failed in *friendship* and *love*,but now I guess I failed in *life* too. Do I have something to achieve ?
©vangpiee -
vangpiee
9w
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Why can't we be a free bird with no expectations?
The lesser the pain..
The lesser the stress..
B'cause you never looked for the end!People expect a lot from others and if that doesn't happen they go from *people you know to people you known*
©vangpiee -
vangpiee
9w
I'm afraid to take the path with steps, though it is through the garden of life....
"What if the plants are throwned?",
I'm afraid to open the doors of my heart, though the exist is closed....
"What if they break the window?",
I'm afraid to believe in love again, though the bells are positive....
What if it's a broken music?",
I'm afraid to be afraid of thoughts,though my fear is right....
What if I'm just being delusionally timid?".
©vangpiee -
vangpiee
9w
Everyone loves black unless it is on you skin
Everyone want huge things unless it's your weight
©vangpiee -
vangpiee
13w
"A broken glass cannot be sticked together", I said.
"It can still be heated and re-moulded!", he screemed.
©vangpiee -
The mother of a child
As the day got more shedules I had to fix myself to the times. I was walking through the traffic under this cloudy sun not knowing why the birds were plain chirping. Im having my breakfast as soon as I reached the office,it was then I heard this strange noisy words, " I looked around and found none", so, I just ignored it. Working on the tiredsome projects with the helpless colleagues for hours finally bought me the time. Im having the lunch looking over my colleagues at the corner of the canteen, I heard the voice again..., I still "looked around but found none". This time I was bit scared to ignore. Though the voices are intensifying I still " couldn't find one". I worked my extra hours with these strange sounds . I thought my office is ghosted because my colleagues " checked around but heard none". I packed my things to catch my bus and then I heard the voice again , it's a girl cry. She is telling that she can't be fixed. She yelled that she can't see beautiful colors,can't hear rhythmic chirpings, can't smile hearfully. She cried that her mother is just ignoring her instead of fixing her. I crumbled . I crumbled and realised these are not just voices, these are my inner child's struggles. I decided to be a good mother to this child so I can fix "the" problems of unknown reasons and bring all the toys my child lost.
©vangpiee -
vangpiee
20w
"hey it's just a joke!"
Ok! For whom?
©vangpiee -
vangpiee
21w
Me before discovering my phobias:
I'm not scared of anything unless or until you are my MOM!
Me after discovering my phobias:
Fuck it! Why is everything scary!!! Why should I put up with this every hour???
Ooo it's that..........omg!!! I saw it again
©vangpiee
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How I raised myself
©bettywrites
Five years and still continuing . Funny right?
Then yesterday everything ended like a flash.
But I don't care even though I care.
I am not saying this because that is how strong I am,but that is how I raised myself.
I need to stay strong and I must be.
This is not some girl running around its first love.
This is a girl who waits for endless and crazy surprises so just in case something comes up.
But sometimes I felt hurt like I was betrayed. See,I am not given the chance to be emotional,okay?
So it has to be because I have got no true feelings in me.
Did I ever have feelings for you?
I raised myself to doubt my emotions.
This is not some random stories,this is just the simplicity of myself.
I give up not because I am a coward,but because I see some future before starting .
And has for we who raised ourselves - no guardian,we doubt our opinion sometimes,but we stay in them.
And I don't give second chances.
I forgive not to forget but to let go of a doubtful spirit.
I am not just a star in the galaxy,but I wonder if i am not even the galaxy we talk about?
Stars shine brighter than themselves and i am the brightest.
"I love you" if you want me to,but I don't know what the emotions are like.
Like I say I spite to forgive. So,if you hit me with my emotions,we are gonna spite each other.
I am not a bad person but this is just the way I raised myself for the lack of a guardian and drunken parents.
So,I believe I have a drunk heart and drunk emotions.
So if you want my love,I give for free. Aterall,it does not exist.
You know,maybe be I have the love somewhere that I never noticed.
But,after we broke up,I realized I don't care even though I care.
I realized I want something even if it is the more of you that I am never going to get.
But,maybe be I really could give second chances.
That is not because I am confusing.
The love might be there and I never noticed.
That is how I raised myself.
Filled with doubts. -
Men
To all the men out there
Don't shut up when you feel
like screaming inside .
You have the same rights
to express how you feel.
And even it's OK to CRY sometimes
when you feel low.
Happy men's day
❤
©shayara_rinny -
tasaduqparsa
9w
Every season in Kashmir is Autumn.
Every dawn begins with the cordon.
Every dusk ends up with the mourning.
Every leaf cries for the darling.
You the devils in uniform painted with my blood.
Terrifyingly murdering our innocents,
Crushing their bodies
And morphing that an ENCOUNTER.
Leaving the roads red,
The sky black and the breeze bloody.
They were terrorists is what you always claim.
Wrecking our hearts down full of flame.
Pushing our hatred more deep.
Turning the voices to weep.
Making our pens to bleed.
Burying an another branch and a seed.
©Tasaduq Parsa -
cassieopia
39w
I DONT HAVE YOU IN MY HEART
I miss you like crazy
I miss you baby
No matter what I say or do
There's just no getting over you
And I miss you
But its buried deep
Below my feet
Other worldly
I think it hurts to be away from you
I can see my feelings
But not feel them
They are over there
Sitting under a tree
As if they don't belong to me.
And I don't care to walk
On over and meet
Let other people greet
As they hurry down the street
A broken heart
Thats forgotten how to beat,
Rejected and bruised
Slightly used
Not even dreaming of reuniting
Because it just hurts
Way too much
©cassieopia -
thoughtsofme
46w
I never felt this before
"The pain which is not physical but mental"
The bleeding heart,the crying soul
More painful than an orphan
to be the motherless child .
Everyone ruining the life unnecessary reminding, Giving the pain of sorrow
Judging, rectifying & commanding.
As if born for them and taking breath for them
Once they showed the sympathy now ruining the rest .
No one to withstand nor to say as she is my daughter "how dare you do "
Just benefit with the patiency and silence
So to break inside with their
sword like words
Its is so to be the homeless child staying in the home
I got the difference between the mother and father so later but soon
Surrounding says before" it's less painful for the child to be fatherless than motherless " & those lines hit me so!
Is It your justice almighty? I ask you now
I want my life to be ruined by you (almighty) than by others .
Why people think the motherless child is helpless and dependent and ruin them ?
Is they don't have the right to survive for themselves ?
"The message here I want to convey is love your mother more than anyone as the only species exist who love you for your sake"
May Allah bless everyone with parents presence through out their life span.ameen
©thoughtsofme -
Dear parents,
I'm your sapling (kid) grown over your water (love).
Once you induced this seed (child) into the earth (society), I started interacting with bacteria (new world), ground water (societal prejudices and practises) and roots of other saplings (companions), etc.,
But remember however far my roots (growth in the society) may reach, I'm still your plant (child). However far do I interact with other saplings (children), I still grow up to be your shadow (pride).
I grow up to be straight and strong, not letting my branches (will and confidence) down.
Trust the seed (baby) you sow (gave birth to) and watch while it starts filling your life with it's breeze, shade and fruits (support, health and happiness).....
©the_crescent -
the_crescent
49w
Walking past the forest - saw the world of darkness,
For the first time ever - this darkness felt pleasant.
Maybe the heart longed for it - for a long-time,
this silence and calmness..
Lights are too fuzzy to make life rosy, but
the blown of candles made it shine so glossy!
If there present an almighty, I shall ask him his true sense of heart- was the life born out of sorrow, or was it born to be!
©the_crescent -
Proposal!!
Proposal came from every side
All they seen just good and pride
All they want a perfect bride
Is there anyone who can tied
Make her silly mistakes rectified
Making all her scars hide
Fulfilling her need and provide
Making happy and always tried
Confessing love more and wide
Spending the whole life by staying beside
Is there anyone who can tied!!
©thoughtsofme -
thoughtsofme
60w
Diary
Hai mere raazo Ka khazana
Jab koi na sune Mera fasana
Yeh banjata hai mere afsana
Koi Nahi iske siwa apna
Mai hichkichati nhi isko kehna
Auro ki Tarah kamiya na nikale
Bas sunta hi rahe Mera daastan
Jab bhi tum insaan isey padho
Mujhe galat mat samajhna
Mai likhi Hu isme mere raaz
Aur padhe hai sirf aap insaan khaas
Koi chod Gaya Kisi Ka
Toh pata chala ki hai wo Kaisa
Yaha se Mili mujhe utsukhta -
ovais43
63w
I don't that...
I have to smile, forcefully
Because the other way they could get to know my feelings.
I have to smile for a while
Even though people know I am repeatedly faking it.
I have to smile amidst the chaos
Because I don't want to send them a sign to offer me, sympathy.
I have to smile to show off
That I am happy with my life to be loved by their so called love.
Because otherwise, they'd think I am desperate soul, doing everything only for attention.
©ovais43
