Past
Sometimes I delve in the past so deep that the intactness of the present vanishes.
I forget...
I dive, into the oblivion...
I dive, into the soulful past...
I dive, into a sea of sadness that ever lasts...
© Utkarsh Shukla
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18। Why do we fall? To stand up again. Stronger.
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सीख
अगर मेरी कश्ती में तूने छेद ना किया होता
तो शायद उस समय में डूबता ना
डूबता ना तो तैरना सीखता ना
आज मैंने तैरना सीख लिया है
और अब
ना मुझे तेरी जरूरत है और ना ही कश्ती की
क्योंकि खुद तैर कर समंदर पार करना मैंने सीख लिया है
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मासी
मासी आपके लिए कुछ लिखने बैठा तो सोचा कहां से शुरू करूं और कहां पर खत्म करूं,
मेरी मां बोलकर आपका उपकार करूं या दोस्त बोलकर सत्कार करूं। अभी तक आपने जो कुछ किया मेरे लिए उसका आभार करूं और शुक्रगुजार रहूं ,
या बस मन ही मन गले लगा कर आपको याद करूं और आप की ममता का एहसास करूं।
क्या करूं क्या ना करूं या फिर इससे अच्छा यह सब कुछ करके बस भगवान की तरह आपका हमेशा सम्मान करूं।
बचपन से लाड़- प्यार कर आपने मुझे जाना है ,
और तो और कहीं ना कहीं आप ने अपना पहला बेटा मुझे ही तो माना है।
मैं जब जब रोता तब आपने ही तो मुझे हंसाया है,
और आज आपको रोता हुआ देख लगता है यह दुनिया की कैसी माया है।
अभी तोहफा देने की तो मेरी हैसियत नहीं हुई है,
लेकिन कहीं ना कहीं इन शब्दों में आपके लिए मेरी अहमियत छुपी हुई है।
बड़ा होकर आपके लिए मुझे बहुत कुछ करना है ,
क्या करना है कैसे करना है यह सिर्फ मैं ही जानता हूं।
आपको मासी नहीं अपनी मां ही मानता हूं ,
मासी नहीं अपनी मां ही मानता हूं...
© Utkarsh Shukla -
यार
दसवीं में आया एक नया लड़का क्लास में
शक्ल से घबराया और भोलापन लाया था अपने साथ में
बात शुरू हुई - "और भाई क्या हाल"
दिन पर दिन बीते और दोस्ती हुई अपनी बेमिसाल
धोखा दिया जब उन सांपों ने
याद है मुझे सिर्फ तू ही खड़ा था मेरे साथ उन काली रातों में
तेरे दोस्त बहुत है ये मैं जानता हूं
लेकिन भाई तू मेरा, मैं तेरा, ये दिल से मानता हूं
ब्रो कभी भी लगे तू अकेले दुखी है पड़ा
याद रखियो कि तेरा यार , तेरा भाई, तेरे हमेशा साथ है खड़ा
भाई से बढ़कर भी तो मेरा बेटा है
देवव्रत नहीं, तू शायद मेरे लिए देवता है।।
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Saap
Kaatunga hasratein jaise hu kasai !
Yaad h kya jab nhi ho paati thi tujhse padai?
Roti thi to chup krata jaise bada bhai !
Lekin aaj tu bhool gyi jo kasmein thi khai?
Beti ichadhaari saap h, doodh pie ya hai khaati malai?
Bas kr ab na dena safai !
Itni jaldi tune asliyat dikhai
Khtm hua mtlb to krli ladai !
Deta nhi Mai koi fucks ab
Kyuki jhoothe thi tum aur baatein tmhari tab sab
Gaaya tha tune 'agar tum saath ho'
Beti aaj pata chala ki saari jhoothi thi baat vo
Ab to bas krenge Ho ho ho
Bcz dude tera imaan h so low low low -
Ek
Ek Baar bhi socha Na usne,
Ek jhatke mein palat gayi,
Khaayi thi kasam bar bar usne, na chorungi Mai
Firbhi girgit jaise ek din Mai rang badal gayi... -
धूल
जिक्र-ए-मोहब्बत में सारी शर्तें कुबूल हैं
मोहब्बत में सारी बगावतें भी भूल हैं
अगर मेरे प्यार के पैगाम का तुझे इल्म भी ना हो
तो शायद सारा आसमान भी बस धूल है
©Utkarsh Shukla -
दुख
मेरे दुख का सबब शायद तू ही है
क्योंकि तेरी सोहबत में मोहब्बत मानता हूं
तेरे आंसुओं को पानी नहीं
शरबत मानता हूं
©Utkarsh Shukla -
Life Is Little
It's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world.
Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing all of it at once and it's too much
My heart feels like a balloon that's about to burst
And then I remember to relax and stop trying to hold on to it
And then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my little stupid life... -
Disappointment
Disappointment is nothing but the gap between
Expectation and Reality
Don't expect, you'll never be disappointed!
©ut_sh_
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Afraid
I'm afraid to see you in real
It might break a lot of walls I've built inside my head and heart
I'll end up spilling every feeling I worked so hard to hide ..
Your eyes will melt what's frozen inside me
Your touch would burn me down to flames
So even if I'm dying inside to look at your beautiful face
I can't
I'm afraid I won't be able to take it anymore
I'm afraid what's hidden won't be hidden no more...
©tranquiler -
Wail
Some days there's so much in your heart
So much that it becomes too hard to carry that heaviness
You are just so afraid
That if u let it out.... there's no stopping
It'll all come out
There is this boundary you could never cross
You want to reach out but you can't
You want to make it all better
But there is so much that is keeping you bounded
Just waiting that someone would hear my wail
That maybe my feelings would be heard once again?
©tranquiler -
Maturity
"I'm mature"
I keep telling myself that..
I Try to teach my heart not to feel bad about every little thing I don't like
I Keep on repeating that compromise is the best with people you love
I remind myself to forgive people who made a mistake
But why do I have to make one sided efforts?
Why do I have to learn to be fake?
Why should I hide my emotions?
Am I really mature if I don't make mistakes myself?
Is being mature really supposed to be that hard??
©tranquiler -
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Have you ever let your imagination do wonders?
Imagining a utopia
Wondering what if ! What if
Your home was amidst the beautiful woods
So magnificent and romantic,
Where the wind strikes your face and flows in sync with your hair and leaves you numb,
Where trees are as green as emeralds
And they whisper and gossip among themselves,
Where the fauna lives in complete harmony,
Where every morn is marked by the music of birds,
Where when it rains there is a pacifying calmness
A pure site! A marvelous scene!
Where rainbows are the sharpest and most colourful
And they are not even a rare site!
And there is a river flowing just a few steps away
Whose streaming water composes beautiful songs of nature
Where in winters the aurora takes your breath away
And when I wander around and reach the river;
I look at my reflection under the moonlit sky;
I see the happiest and ecstatic soul
Untouched by drama, living in her own world...
@mirakee @writersnetwork @writerstolli @odysseus #podUtopia
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Memories
Sometimes all your vivid
Life changing;
Sweetest;
Horrifying;
Awesome;
Adventurous;
Funny and humourous;
Chaotic;
Dearest and dreadful
Loving
And finally eternal
Memories are about just one person?!
That one person is my best friend..
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The new world
I guess I forgot that being innocent and simple is out of fashion now...
The new world demands ferocity!!!
I guess I forgot that now are not the days of selflessness....
You have to be selfish to be happy!!!
I guess I forgot that nobody cares enough
You just have to love yourself and face this whole new world...
©tranquiler -
Life is the quintessence
Of how opposites mingle
Good with bad
And darkness with colours
©tranquiler -
@tranquiler
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Why Mum ?
Why don't u complain Mum ?
When I dare not to ask how you are,
Don't you care ?
Whether I care or not !
You gaze at me, I gaze at you,
We say nothing, but still say everything.
You get teary eyes, but that control is laudable,
Coz you know I hate breakdowns !
You shower me with the best you can,
I am honoured, that you still remember
My favourite cuisine — The Tea !
With your feeble legs, you get up, to offer me !
Do you remember ?
When the world was embracing the new year,
But you were on the hospital bed,
Struggling for life !
You told me not to worry,
And I really didn't,
For I knew you were going nowhere !
It's been a long time Mum !
I am done with the negatives,
Hurry up, otherwise I'll need a sedative.
Without you, my life is just a piece,
But if you'll be there,
It'll be a Masterpiece !!!
©raven_12 -
Sometimes...
Sometimes,the gang,the group or,the squad is jst one person
And that person is always more than enough.
©riddle08
