As the sky gets shadowy and the cold gets more intense, i see a shooting star and suddenly make a wish for you to put your name on my palm lines, everwritten. on the other side you are still in the arms of sleep, unaware of my favourite desire.
©uba____
uba____
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uba____ 74w
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uba____ 75w
The negativity within the thoughts is like tornado, breaking all the peace of beautiful dreams.
©uba____ -
रात के अंधेरे में चांदनी को छुपते हुए देखा है जिसे झपकती पलको ने नहीं देखा उसे बंद आंखों ने कुछ देर ठहर कर देखा है।
-उबा -
uba____ 77w
Her smile is therapeutic enough to heal wounds of mine.
©uba____ -
Or phir ek waqt aesa aata hai
Mahez Yaadein guzarti hain dehleez se
Insan nhi !
©uba____ -
Sansein chal rahi hain uski lekin badan mai harkat nhi hai
Cheekhein maar rhi hai vo koi sunne wala shaqs nhi hai
©uba____ -
I still see your shadow in my lucid dreams.
©uba____ -
uba____ 80w
यादें ☘
आज कई दिनों बाद उस कमरे में कदम पड़े जहाँ से निकलना ही कम होता था।
कमरा देखा तो बहुत सूना पड़ा हुआ था, इतना सूना कि खामोशी की चींखें सुनाई दे रही थीं। खिड़की में से धूप की किरणें धूल में लिपटी हुई उस कुर्सी पर पड़ रही थीं जहाँ आप बैठ कर सुबह की चाय पिया करती थीं।
बेड पर सफ़ेद रंग की चादर बिछी हुई थी और एक भी सिलवट या दाग नहीं था क्योंकि महीनों से वहाँ कोई गया ही नहीं, या यूँ कहूँ के किसी की हिम्मत और दिल नहीं हुआ जाने का।
ड्रेसिंग टेबल देखी तो आईने में खुद को टूटा हुआ देखा , देखने को तो सारी चीज़ें अपनी उसी जगह पर थीं जहाँ आप देखना पसंद करती थीं लेकिन फिर भी मानो सब बिखरा हुआ था, इसलिए क्योंकि जिस शख्स ने सारी चीज़ें समेट समेट कर अपने हाथों से सजाई वो ही नहीं थी अब।
अलमारी खोली तो कपड़े तो बहुत थे उस में, और कपड़ो में बसी यादें बहुत खूबसूरत जिस में से गुलाब की सी महक आरही थी। फिर कपड़े देखते देखते वही बैंगनी रंग की बनारसी साड़ी दिखी मुझे, वैसी के वैसी ही तय करी हुए रखी थी जैसे के आप छोड़ कर गयी थीं। साड़ी देख कर पहनने का दिल तो बहुत हुआ लेकिन अभी लायक नहीं थी में उसके तो सिर्फ ऐसे ही लगा कर देखली “ मेरी बच्ची प्यारी लग रही है ” यह अल्फ़ाज़ सुनने को नहीं मिले मुझे, कोई कहने वाला मौजूद ही नहीं था वहाँ कमरे में इसलिए बाहर गई, अब्बा को आवाज़ लगाई।
अब्बा वैसे तो हमेशा वाओ या ब्यूटीफुल कहते थे इस बार उन्होंने सर पर हाथ रखते हुए कहा “ अल्लाह तुम्हे हमेशा खुश रखे, हर बुरी नज़र से बचायेे ” यह कहा और आँखों में आँसू भर लिए।
इस बार मुझे कोई कॉम्पलिमेंट नहीं मिला शायद में आपकी साड़ी पहन कर इतनी खूबसूरत लग रही थी के अब्बा खामोश होगये।
शायद वो मुझ में आपकी छवि देख रहे थे। फिर मैंने आईनेे में जाकर खुद को देखा तो इस बार आईने ने मुझे टूटा हुआ नहीं दिखाया बल्कि खूबसूरत दिखाया महीनों बाद।
-उबा -
uba____ 80w
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Sometimes i keep my thoughts to myself
Because its hard to penned in a way that i want.
-uba
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I am but a mirror of my imaginations desperately trying to keep up and reflect it's grace but faltering so bad that I laugh at how much better it is to fail and getting clearer each time
©petrichor_tales -
someone_you_know 57w
@qalm_e_afrah @uba____
Dear Afrah and Uba,
Like every other teenage girls, I know you too have a lot of insecurities. I know life is always full of a lot of IFs and BUTs. Inspite of all the adversities that come your way, just always remember that YOU'RE THE BEST THE WAY YOU ARE. Some people might always find flaws in you and state that YOU ARE IMPERFECT.
But it doesn't mean you will believe them and cry over it. Nahh no ways! You're way more strong to prove them wrong and stand for the right cause.
Show them the power of an imperfect girl!
Below is a lesson I always wanted every teenage girl to know...
It's okay!
It's OKAY to be happy
It's OKAY to be sappy
It's OKAY to be sad
It's OKAY to get mad
It's OKAY to be busy
It's OKAY to be crazy
It's OKAY to try
It's OKAY to even cry
It's OKAY to be betrayed
It's OKAY to be hated
It's OKAY to be messed
It's OKAY to be cursed
It's OKAY to forget the things that have gone
It's also OKAY to move on
And at times it's also OKAY
Not to be actually OKAY
Keep smiling beautiful girls.
Your presence is always admired here on mirakee.
And no matter if I'm here or not, remember that I love you both a lot. You both are a blessing to me❤
~someone_you_know
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P.S. cuz of some health issues I couldn't write something really good to read but this is all I could write.
#weekendc @writersbay thanks a lot for the beautiful prompt.
@fromwitchpen thanks for the help❤.
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bouncy 57w
@sarcasticbong I can write and write yet not get short of words to describe you. All I wanted to say is THANK YOU AND SORRY.
@writersbay You know, you gave the right person. Thank you soo much bay #paradoxbong #weekendc 16.04.2021Sarcasticbong
On a winter evening
When I walked past the dark streets
Having no idea of where and why
You guided me as the moonlight
And I discovered a part of me which
I never knew existed in me
Every night, the firefly producing
bioluminescence that passes by,
asks about you and I tell her
"He is a collection of paradoxes
Controversial wreck and a classical mess
Around dozen personalities in one
Who is predictable in his unpredictability
A poet in relationship with rhymes
Who lives in a cozy world called metaphors,
Walls decorated with cursing verses,
Furniture that bleeds pain"
"Wait! Is he a satan?" Firefly interrupts me.
"No! He is no sarcasm sarcasticbong who is as hard as the moon to own but the silvery luminance he produces is for the universe to own."
©bouncy -
darkerthanblack 67w
Chapter 3
// Sundar sundar vo haseena badi,
Sundar sundar,
Main to khone laga uske nashe main
Bin piye behakaa //
We were singing aloud in sink like we were exerting our frustration out of our body in the form of this song, we were so much in moment, if someone asked us to something daring we would have been done it, we had so much of adrenaline rush in our body. When song was complete we looked at eachother and high-fived eachother like we did something big in our life we completed some goal, though it was just a song but we had fulfilled some goals.
We didn't propose to eachother as in we didn't said we are in relationship but we were understanding eachother very well, hanging out after work, planning weekend to go out, we were living with eachother but there were no compulsion to it, it was more of like we are vibing with eachother.
After completing the song, I looked to her, she rolled down window of car and was enjoying slow winds passing through her face, wind which was making her hairs dance on their direction, her eyes were watching the living side of road which was making me feel like she is about to kiss wind and ask them to pass it on for someone who is in need of that love.
She was so happy, she was so lively that she forgot she was having cramps few minutes back.
Few hours ago, we were talking on call and suddenly she said "I fucking hate it when I have periods on such a good day, I want to go out, it is so sunny, I want to dress well, I want to enjoy this time and I am so much of pain right now, like so much that I can kill someone to get rid of this pain, please god take this pain away". I stopped and gave a thought and asked "shall we go out? Don't get ready, let's go out for a ride, wear your payjama, you really look beautiful in it, I am bringing chocolates and some pastries for you, I will be there in 20 minutes, just wash your face and come out of your flat, we are rolling baby" she was shook after listening to this , with low tone she replied "okay" and I cut the call, went out and started doing chores to make her feel good, spraying room spray in car, getting fresh warm pillow for her, went out and bought things for her and reached her place, called her down.
She was looking so beautiful and perfect with sleepy face, I hugged her when she came out, she was smelling so good,feels like I went to garden full of flowers where water is just sprinkled over muddy ground, and sun is hidden behind white clouds. She kissed me on cheeks and said "you smell good" and then we went out for the ride.
We were enjoying this thing between us, there was no rule of being fabricated with looks and being smart ass in front of eachother, we were more of like cute kids walking around and exploring ourselves, I was really enjoying her company, she was so perfect so perfect, how can even someone think of breaking this heart,I was her escape from the reality of stuck with someone else thoughts and also I was searching for something in my life, she came in my life like a missing puzzle pieces, she completed my puzzle of love, but I felt like we are perfect for eachother for some reason or other. I was really seeing my future with this person but taking everything very slow like very slow like very very slow.
She rolled up windows took my mobile and changed song to very slow soft song, then she looked at me with little shyness and came up to me kissed me on my cheeks, this happened so sudden that I didn't get any idea what just happened. She took my other hand and kissed it slowly, and she was kissing all over it and suddenly she bite me on the hand like she was known to this drill, like she was already ready to do it like she took my hand not to kiss it but to bite it, that bite was so sudden that it gave me little shock of something happened in hand like a lion put his teeth in hand and it is going to tear it. I took my hand away from her by looking at her in anger like what you are doing? She gave me sad look, the sad look, that will melt anyone, that look can melt down glaciers, and that look made me put my hand back to its place, like I am giving you my hand, use my hand as you like, she was so happy to see that, she kissed me again on my cheeks and this time she didn't bite my hand but put it over heads n made me pat her like when we pat a kid when they do something good, this thing made me smile,
It made me so happy that I parked my car, and kissed her, kissed her like I haven't kissed anyone from years, like someone put drugs on her lips making me addict to it, she stopped for few seconds took few deep breaths and we kissed again, this kiss was so intimate with love and happiness that we forgot that we were still on the road. I opened her hairs again which she tucked few minutes after rolling up window, her hairs were soft, which was placing all our faces, I played with her hairs, they were smelling so good, I was getting drugged with this smell, I was becoming addicted to this smell, I want it, I want it more, I want have it more and more.
We were back on the road, we were heading back to her place, both were getting hungry, we went to her place, ordered pizza.
I went so many times to this house, but I always find it amusing everytime whenever I go, it has smell of hers, like essence of her all over the place, she maintained her house so well, there was one white dream catcher in living room, I don't know why but I find it so beautiful in that place, dream catchers are always been beautiful but this was one was different like it came from the real feathers of a white bird who has its existence only in heaven like it is so beautiful. I was so much in thought of it that i forgot she was calling me.
We went to her balcony, last time we bought chairs, to seat in balcony like a restaurant with open view place to enjoy, it was place, we decorated it with ligths and small plants and wooden floor, it looks so good to seat there especiallyat night, we can see a lot of places as she was living on top floor, we had really great view of outside, it was really great idea of mine to do this.
We had pizza and wine like a date over a big five star place.
Before leaving I said "I love this place very much, it feels like I also want to stay here, actually I want to stay with you" she looked at me with a smile and said "NO" . We both laughed and I went back to my place.
At night she messaged me "thank you very much for this day, I really wanted to go out and enjoy it, wish I could stay forever with you and forever and ever"
©Darkerthanblack
@mirakee @writersnetwork #pod #shortstories
To read other parts of it use :-- #youandnewmeYou and new me
3Sometimes being in love and being not in love is same if you are staying with a great person, the person with great feeling for you and the person who likes you who you are,
All is about feeling and existence of eachother with love and at most care.
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©darkerthanblack -
kri_k_sni 68w
Dear Best Friend,
@pkblogs @desire_queen556
Isn't it strange how you always fall short of words when it comes to express your feelings to the one you love the most? It's been really long that we are connected but still, I never expressed my feelings towards you. I know, I'm acting dramatic but I thought, this is the best way to spill out those feelings for you.
You know, there are so many bad things that happened to me. But still, I am the luckiest to have you. Every time I fall, you lend me a hand and help me stand again. I don't know how you manage to motivate me everytime. Being my 3AM person, you always proved that friends can be family too. It's really very hard to imagine my life without you.
But you know what? Handling a messy stubborn person like me is really hard. I know it's not easy to be with someone like me. I know it gets tough to handle me, but you've always been there and I can't be happier. Thank you for being the best part of my life. You are not just a friend, you're family. I hate you yet I love you the most.Dear bestfriend
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gunjit_jain 68w
On that partially sunny dawn,
After waking up from the bed,
She walked a bit, towards the lawn,
But suddenly found her bedsheet red.
She got tensed, like anyone else,
Wondering, if she fell from bed last night,
She was young to understand body, and cells,
That's why she felt worried and fright.
She felt pain, and also the irritation,
This was the main cause of worry,
Red spotted bed was downing room's impression,
So she changed the bedsheet, in hurry.
At the time of afternoon meal,
She told her mother about the incident,
About how it decreased her zeal,
And asked, "is it an accident?"
Her mother shut her up, with a hiss,
But perhaps somewhere, she felt pity,
She instructed not to talk about this,
In front of other members of family.
After the meal, and finishing her work,
She talked to her, in the isolation,
The thirteen year old girl, felt a jerk,
After knowing this phenomena, called 'menstruation'.
She was also instructed about some do's and don'ts,
Like not to go in kitchen, or touch eatables,
Not to do religious rituals, even if she wants,
Also, during periods, to keep separate water bottles.
She had to ask for sanitary pads in a low voice,
So that no one other could listen,
Though, it's a natural process, no one has a choice,
But then also, hiding pads, she had to learn.
In the starting, she felt sad, when she got to know,
That every month, it would take place,
She fought her first periods though
With a gloomy and pale face.
With the passing time and passing years,
She got knowledge about this process,
About the pain, of which she was feared,
But also about how, she was blessed.
Inspite of periodic pain and mood swings,
She was now capable of giving a new life,
It hurts a lot after breaking down of uterus linings,
But it helps to be a mother, after being a wife.
Years passed, at the age of 26, she was married,
She became pregnant, after duration of two years
New life in her womb, she carried,
It's due to that pain, which she used to bear.
She gave birth to two cute twins,
A cute baby boy and a beautiful baby girl,
At the time of birth, they had small hands like fins,
Small ball like face, and eyes were like pearls.
After a duration of twelve or thirteen years,
When they both were entering their teenage,
A similar incident took place with the daughter,
She too got frightened, due to the lack of knowledge.
The daughter asked to her mother about the same,
During the evening, while they were having dinner,
She explained her, with no hesitation or shame,
In front of her brother and father.
The daughter was neither kept quiet nor hissed,
But was explained everything, very efficiently,
After this, by her mother, she was kissed,
This is what, we really need universally.
// Parents shouldn't hesitate to talk about menstrual cycle,
They should teach their children about this life giving blood stain,
Because this process, like any other life process, is vital,
And salute to all girls, as it's not easy to bear this pain. //
©Gunjit Jain
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A huge respect to each girl who is reading this❤️
You are blessed❤️
#ceesreposts
#english_by_gjMenstruation: A Life Giving Life Process
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I am hated by the admirers of the day,
embraced by the moon and stars at night.
I'm known for being the shelter of murk,
but I'm a mother who's upbringing the light.
I paint clouds before they blow life in soil,
but never felt the joy dancing in the rainbow,
Even while dying in the rays of sparkling sun,
I travel with you from gloom to shadow.
While hung among death and mourns,
I am kept in the deepest core of the mind.
Timid pupils are greedy of spectrum of hues,
so I live with courageous souls of blinds.
I've been overlooked in the world full of colours,
but I'm adored by universe and black holes.
I'm taught how to engulf hatred with fortitude,
and be a diamond of boldness stuffed in coal.
When I dissolve in the flesh of humans,
I'm seen only with abhorrence in the eyes.
while my golden soul is always left ignored,
where beam of peace and light interwines.
-Ananya -
gunjit_jain 68w
पता नहीं क्या लिखा!
तेरा हसना वी जन्नत ऐ
तेरा ताबीज़ जन्नत ऐ
तेरा हसना वी जन्नत ऐ
तेरा ताबीज़ जन्नत ऐ
हो जन्नत ऐ तेरा मुखड़ा
तेरी हर चीज़ जन्नत ऐ
ओ तेरे पैर वी जन्नत ऐ
हो तेरे शहर वी जन्नत ऐ
हो अस्सी पी जाने इक्को साह
ओ तेरे ज़हर वी जन्नत ऐ
ओ जन्नत ऐ तेरी गलियां
तेरी दहलीज़ जन्नत ऐ
हो जन्नत ऐ तेरा हसना
तेरी हर चीज़ जन्नत ऐ
गानें तो इश्क़ हैं❤️यूँ दिल से दिल का मिल जाना इत्तेफ़ाक़ थोड़े ही है
खुमार है इश्क़ का जनाब! कोई मज़ाक थोड़े ही है
- गुंजित जैन -
darkerthanblack 68w
Chapter 2
"So are you ready to meet her?" I was saying to myself while looking into mirror, I was so nervous to meet someone whom I don't know personally but meeting through dating app after talking to someone for a week and finally a chance to meet her, and it is my first time trying to meet someone unknown and I am so nervous to even move out of flat, I was thinking so much about everything and practising my lines what to say or what not to say, where to seat and what should I talk to her like there was list in my head which was going round and round.
I finally moved out of house gathered all my guts to see that person who is going in my head for a week.
I left for the place thirty minutes before, so that I can observe the place and make myself comfortable. I choose the table where there were less people around so we were able to talk comfortably. She came after few minutes still early from the time we decided to meet.
She was looking for the place to seat as she was expecting she was early to the place, i looked that thing and called her at that time, we saw each other for the first time it was kind of weird moment in one of those days, where you are talking to that person so long but don't know how to start the conversation and that person is looking towards you assuming you are going to start the conversation. But it is one of those moment you don't know what to do, how to react to it.
We saw eachother, I stood up we hugged eachother and I pulled chair for her, made her seat and went back to mine. She was looking stunning, she did little make up her face which was making her more attractive then ever, she was wearing blue mascara which was looking so good on her eyes and matching her clothes, she was wearing black scrunchie on her left hand after she opened her hair, oh god, she was looking so beautiful when she opened her hairs, I was melting down bit by bit, there was soft sweet smell of hairs was spreading like aroma, completely changing the perseption of the place.
We ordered something to eat, and we started talking, I love how the conversation was not getting boring at all, how it changes from small things of our daily lives to talking about politics and economics and other things. I was so much happy to talk to someone who is so great in talking about everything, though there were some awkward moment but there weren't any shy moment there were more of laughs, like what we are talking. When we were eating her hairs were coming in between, everytime whenever she went to eat something, I pulled her hairs back to her ears, the moment was so different that we imagine in movies and shows, she stopped eating and looking at my eyes, it was kind of awkward moment, my hand over hairs and we both looking at eachother, and the cherry over the cake moment came when I saw sauce on her lips, I came forward and licked it from her face, and came back to our normal position like nothing happened between us few seconds back, actually we didn't know how to respond to that sudden moment, it become awkward for few minutes, I was hoping she will leave me right with a slap on my face so, I closed my eyes and took few deep breaths and slightly opened my eyes to see is she left or about to slap me but it was all different she was blushing, I felt little relaxed and more of guilty person, who did wrong to the person with out consent, and she felt that feeling in me, she looked towards me and holded my hand like a bond was going to create with hands which will stay forever and ever.
We looked at eachother I asked let's go out, it is been 3 hours we are here, though we don't know how this hours passed, we still felt like we came few minutes back.
We went out, I asked her would like to walk for few minutes or an hour because I don't want you to go so soon, I think she was feeling same. She looked at me and said "I was about to ask you same" we both giggled.
We were going towards park, for some reason the hands were still stuck with eachother, I think when we holded it first time, we are still holding it from that time, it was more of nonchalant thing, we were roaming in the park like sophisticated couple for few minutes after that she was like a kid to me, she wanted to eat cotton candy then icecream and Everything which was nearby, she was having her time and I was happy after looking at her,
When we reached to end, there were few people who were roaming there dogs, she left my hands and went straight towards dogs and started playing with them, and talking to them in sweetly and cute ways, I was dying in happiness after listening to her, I went along to play with dogs, by the end we were friends with dogs and with the people who were holding them.
We left park, we reached back to our vehicle where it was parked, it's one of time where we are going to be apart, we looked at eachother and said it was good moment, let's meet again and by saying that we hugged tightly, we were still holding hands, I brought her hands up and kissed it before we leave, we were going back to our vehicle, but I stopped and turned around and went back to her again, and kissed her on her forehead and hugged her tightly and when I was losing my grip as in to get away from her,she got the moment and hugged me more tightly, it was more of like she was crying and she don't want someone to see she cried, I put my hand over her head gave it little pat, like she deserves that as she went so many things in her past. While hugging me with cute voice she said thank you, I was melting down when she said it,
We hugged and left the place towards our own direction.
This meeting with her was so different from the meeting I ever had with other woman through dating apps, it was more of good connection and bonding with ourselves as own self, as a person we are in real, we end up faking things and get real towards eachother and had real conversation and real touch towards eachother skin without any sexual arousal or thought. It was more of like I wanted to meet this person from so long, I was waiting to happen this in my life, I want this in my life, i wanted her again in my life, i want to meet her again, I want to meet her daily, I want to be with her, i want her, I had this thought, which I use to have earlier when I was seeking for that person but how things are changed, I came here to take the person to my home and make love with her, and how situation changed and I was waiting to meet that person again and again, but not wanting her in my bed but in my head and heart, it was one of moment where you are touched with the person whom you meet few days back or got to know them few minutes ago, how they are, whom they want.
I love her, she was roaming in my head. I want to have her in my life. I want her to be a part of my life, wish I could get this person for life.
©Darkerthanblack
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2How things changes, the things you are seeking for so long, has came in your life as a different person, whom you never thought to be.
How things change when you meet right person in life, how things get happening in your life,
You want that person, you want that person to stay little longer, whenever you meet them, you feel like you want to meet them again or let them stay for long, please don't go, stay with me forever, stay with me long enough.
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Chapter 1
"We should definitely hangout sometimes" she said while laughing on my bad puns. I took it as a hint where she is asking me indirectly to ask her out. And without thinking twice I looked at her and in my deep voice I asked "so you do you want to meet this person in real life for more jokes or want to meet this person to talk to?"
She had a look on her face, like she is going to grab my collar through video call and punch me on my face, I assumed something is wrong with my lines, so I hesitated and asked "Did I said something wrong?" To which she again gave me that look, now I was curiously seeking for answers.
Now, she also got it I am dump fuck to understand her so she looked at me with a smile and said "Do we need specific reason to meet eachother, can't we meet like normal people and let's see how conversation goes which will decide we should hangout next time or not" I was happy to finally understand what she is trying to say. I looked at her and said "oh, now I got it, let's meet then, day after tomorrow at H3 cafe, we were talking about last day, where you like that dilkhush"
I said that much in one go without thinking and now after saying so much I feel so weird, like I remember everything we talked I hope she doesn't feel like I have feelings for her or any such things like that.
I was so concerned about small small things and even I don't know why I am so concerned about this things which are useless to it's most.
She looked at my face and smiled and said, it's late now, we should sleep now. To which I looked up into her eyes like looking into her eyes as I am going to see my future in her eye and cut the call. I was not getting feeling for her but its more of like affection of having someone by your side and talking to you little more than they do normally.
I saw time it was 4am and I had work to do in morning so I was trying to sleep before I was about to doze off, she sent me good night message with 3 kiss emoticons. I smiled a little and slept.
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