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  • tomgirl 19w

    My sleep

    Sometimes, when I am not able to sleep, I wonder what is it that is bothering me subconsciously and unconsciously. Is it my dreams , my desires or some part of me that I have forgotten and now it isn't let me to sleep? Nowdays, my sleep is being too different than normal.I just can't sleep like before.The days when I was used to a daily routine and slept in my bed normally were gone a long time ago. Nowdays, I may sleep in the bed, but deep inside I am always awaken . Some thing inside me really doesn't want me to sleep. Most likely it's the scarcity of losing grasp of something more than my inability.
    But still I really hope one day all parts of me will sleep properly
    ©tomgirl

  • tomgirl 19w

    Though you left ...

    Do you know,though you left,
    Your touches still keeps me awake,
    Nothing on the earth meets my thirst,
    Nor I can be fulfilled by any intake,
    Do you know, though you left,
    Your words still ring in my ear like bell,
    Though you aren't here, Your
    smell still makes me aware ,
    You know, drugs aren't as
    addictive as you are.
    ©tomgirl

  • tomgirl 25w

    My sleep

    Sometimes, when I am not able to sleep, I wonder what is it that is bothering me subconsciously and unconsciously. Is it my dreams , my desires or some part of me that I have forgotten and now it isn't let me to sleep? Nowdays, my sleep is being too different than normal.I just can't sleep like before.The days when I was used to a daily routine and slept in my bed normally were gone a long time ago. Nowdays, I may sleep in the bed, but deep inside I am always awaken . Some thing inside me really doesn't want me to sleep. Most likely it's the scarcity of losing grasp of something more than my inability.
    But still I really hope one day all parts of me will sleep properly
    ©tomgirl

  • tomgirl 25w

    Sometimes, night feels like....

    Sometimes, night feels like
    an enchanted lady to me
    Who bewitches the world
    with her charm
    Who awakens the world
    with her smell
    who intoxicates the world with
    the rythm of her magical anklet...

    Sometimes, night feels like
    an enchanted lady to me
    who suddenly turns into a
    mysterious cave and invites
    the ever-free explorers to
    come and have a glimpse
    Of her........
    ©tomgirl

  • tomgirl 25w

    Water Girl

    Little girl, little girl
    Where do you go?
    I'm going to see the water,
    Where,water children are busy in dancing,
    Water garden are always floating,
    Water waves compose there own melody,

    I am going there , where water
    Sings in it's own tune
    Water raises it's own voice
    In it's own rune.

    I'm going to the water community
    Where just like others
    I'll become a water girl
    and flow in my own stream.
    ©tomgirl

  • tomgirl 31w

    Snow in madrid

    Softly,so casual
    Lovely,so light,so light,
    The cruel sky let's fall
    Something one does not fight
    How tenderly to crown the brutal year
    The clouds send something down
    Men before perishing
    See with unrounded eye
    For once a gentle thing
    Fall from the sky
    ©tomgirl

  • tomgirl 31w

    The Bright Moon

    1.Dan, just look at the sky, it's a full moon.Can you remember something?,asked Clara.
    Yeah,I can see that,said Daniel looking into somewhere else.
    Clara got a little bit upset for his ignorance,but quickly made a happy face and said , promise me,you'll always be with me.
    What do you want from me?is there any cinema going on? Daniel asked rudely.
    Why are you freaking out,baby?I just want us to be together,said Clara in a crying voice.
    Well,I think I need to go now.I have got some work,said Daniel.
    What work?
    It's something urgent,bye.said Daniel hurrily.Clara couldn't help but raised her eyebrows. Recently his urgent work has become most common topic in their meetings.Though,Clara understands his urgent work must be urgent,still she has a hard time consoling her mind about it .After all, something is more urgent to Daniel than her.

    2. "Good morning.Wish you a new blessing,new hope and a new day".
    "The message is sent",a message comes to Clara's phone.Her relationship duration with Daniel is 120 days 5 hours and about 32 minutes .
    She has count it all by herself.In these 120 days ,she sent him 120 good morning quotes in 120 ways in 120 mornings.She didn't miss it even for a single day! Though Daniel never replies her the same, she still loves to send him these blessed messages to make his morning blessed.

    Though, mornings are great for her refreshment and a new start,but now she is more fascinated with the nights , specially with the full-moon nights after that day.Yeah, that day , when she was roaming around a book shop waiting for a car so that she can get home.But there were hardly any car seen on the street.A sudden fear started to overweigh her.And then all of a sudden,a car came and a man who looked gentle asked her if she needed a ride and then everything in her world changed! How wonderful that night was! But the power of a sudden moment thrilled her more than the thrill of the night.How a tiny moment can change the huge part of life!
    (Will be continued)
    ©tomgirl

  • tomgirl 33w

    The walk

    Come with me,
    let's walk towards the moon,
    The road might get dark,
    I promise,I will be the light.
    And you will never be lonely
    I'll be on your side
    No matter how deep the silence becomes
    There Will be always the
    music of our hearts.
    ©tomgirl

  • tomgirl 33w

    Poison

    She goes wherever she can go
    Thinking that it will go away
    and let her live
    Sigh after sigh ,she calms down
    Though she is restless
    Then she says to herself,
    Everything is fine and
    I'm in the flow,
    Just few more days,
    Soon it will go
    Even though it hasn't move an inch
    away from her, she thinks
    It has gone thousand miles far

    Poor flowers, what's the meaning of
    Pleasing others by blooming?
    They all are gonna dry!
    What's the meaning of life?
    We all are gonna die one day!
    What's the meaning of love?
    It always has to fade away!

    Silvery moon showers her at night
    But she doesn't glow,
    No matter how much it shines
    it will always carry it's scars
    Just like her heart's stains
    They'll just never go
    ©tomgirl

  • tomgirl 52w

    Under the moon..

    Under the moon I sit
    After so many times , trying not to quit
    But I quit, though I don't want to.

    The scars on the moon
    Can't stop it to shine
    One day with the pain inside me
    Maybe I'll be just fine

    Whether seen or unseen
    The moon is always there
    Maybe happiness is just right here
    Maybe ,for some dark black clouds
    It has become so rare
    Or my eyes are just so unfair
    Maybe it is just here....

    Under the moon ,I quit
    Home of mine is just like where
    the moon lives
    But like it , I don't have any light
    I don't get any light
    So , under the moon I quit.
    ©tomgirl