theobsessedwriter

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  • theobsessedwriter 4d

    I HAVE A BLOG!!!

    Hi guys I started a personal blog
    The link is in my bio
    check it out or join
    Anything is appreciated
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  • theobsessedwriter 3w

    The coal landslide was man made but the disaster and pain needed telling, when words call you listen. So here I am.

    @mirakee @writersnetwork #tragedy #disaster #wod

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    (Aberfan) 2

    Thump thump thump
    Step step step
    Pile pile pile
    Let me grow grow grow


    Yes, power in strength
    Death in my height
    You won't see me coming
    The coal monster awaits


    No one saw it coming
    But everybody felt it
    It loomed, like a monster
    Waiting, bidding it's time.

    Maybe it was
    A villainous evil entity
    Craving cursed destruction
    Reeking of death and decay.


    The way it fell was anticlimactic
    Unanticipated but swift
    Dead bodies spread out in seconds
    Sorrow as heavy as lead

    It was all hush-hush
    Endless paragraphs of shocked expressions
    Combined commiseration and misery
    Why try to live if only to die oh so suddenly

    Desperate rushing, digging, hoping
    Barely even made a mark
    Innocently ignorant of tragedy ahead
    The coal monster and the top brass

    Guilty but walking the streets
    Pockets overflowing as the victims lie still
    The coal monster marveled at his excellent work
    His hard work rewarded

    Young beautiful lives snipped at the bud.

    ©theobsessedwriter

  • theobsessedwriter 3w

    Gratitude

    It's hard to find peace in a world as chaotic as ours, today I sit and thank God that my life isn't troubled. I cannot, with a pure heart claim that I am unfortunate. I am truly blessed to have a wonderful support system, friends I can always rely on and the opportunity to live this life as I am. As I stand and breathe, I am sure that I'm so very grateful to be alive, despite life's challenges. Always remember to be grateful in every moment. Remind yourself that you are valuable and valued and that you bring into this world an element that cannot be found elsewhere. Today I urge you to adopt an attitude of gratitude.
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  • theobsessedwriter 4w

    M'all empty inside
    Makes me wonder
    How and when it started
    I keep thinking about stuff
    That will fill me up
    Make me better
    At life
    Or like being human
    But I just don't know
    What if it doesn't work
    Coz sometimes,
    Most times
    I think it's being a mom
    But like how can I be good
    For a kid, a whole human
    How can I be responsible for looking after a life
    Guiding a little human through this f-ed up hell hole
    When I'm failing so miserably
    The evidence is there
    I used to think it was love
    But that was just one massive wrecking ball
    So how can I know
    That I'm not just destined for failure
    Desperate for happiness
    But burning everything along the way
    I'm I the only one this hopeless
    The only one so sad, just like so unfairly sad.

    ©theobsessedwriter

  • theobsessedwriter 4w

    If there was no love,
    Would I be empty and barren?
    The world devoid of emotion?
    If I had never met him
    Would my heart feel heavy
    Weighed down by pain and loneliness
    If I hadn't existed
    Wouldn't the world be a better place
    I wouldn't have felt, or loved or breathed
    If you'd never known me
    You wouldn't have known you hadn't
    My words, my heart, my loves and my life
    It would have never been
    If always leads me down this dark path
    So I leave it to the musings of my darkest hours.

    ©theobsessedwriter

  • theobsessedwriter 4w

    The Horror

    I'm afraid of my own reflection
    My own self
    My pathetic feelings

    I wake and hide from them
    Narrowly escaping the ache
    Relief in bounds

    The fright is paralysing
    The nature of it unnatural
    Spreading like a cancer

    How can I, no, will I live
    Love even, as long as I hide
    Cowering in the corner when I recognize

    It's annoying, moreso terrifying
    I'm lost and I don't want to be found
    It's lonely but familiar

    In my fright I find my hugs
    The shivering I can pretend is a kiss
    Forever doomed to fear me

    From me
    To me.

    ©theobsessedwriter

  • theobsessedwriter 6w

    Blooming maybe Dying

    It's so hard to play this part
    I used to fit the mold
    Now I can't
    Something grows in me
    Thought to be a baby bird
    Fluttering adorably
    Only to be a live dragon
    Upon closer inspection
    Burning me from the inside
    I feel as if I'm in the lab
    Or in a cacoon
    Being remade
    In the process
    I remain confounded
    By this thing growing inside
    It's so painfully powerful
    Yet so unapologetically necessary
    That I let it happen
    Exhausted but eagerly curious
    To what I will become

    ©theobsessedwriter

  • theobsessedwriter 6w

    When push comes to shove
    And I'm finally brimming with guilt
    I can admit that I'm coward
    An ungrateful privileged millennial
    Thinking mediocre complaining
    And rude comments
    Equates a personality

    I wish I could turn back time
    Or sth dramatic like that
    Because like everybody else
    Regret is too much of an emotion
    I've forgotten who I am
    Lost but visible even to myself

    ©theobsessedwriter

  • theobsessedwriter 6w

    I smile kindly to myself because the universe is rarely kind to me
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  • theobsessedwriter 6w

    @writersnetwork #mirakee

    Hopefully this day never comes but it's clearly where we're headed

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    Here lies the soul of the world
    She fought the good fight
    But in the end, hate and violence won
    And humanity revels in its victory
    Or does it?

    ©theobsessedwriter