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  • themessage 2w

    Child

    Underneath
    Her wings
    Is where I longed
    To be .
    But I found myself
    Fighting to keep my place
    Fighting to be heard
    Fighting for her love
    Fighting to keep my sanity
    There was no home to be
    Called mine
    So I kept searching
    I went from one
    House to another.
    Never to find my way
    Back home .

  • themessage 3w

    Be Brave

    I don’t want
    To be today
    I want to stay
    Under the covers
    I can
    feel my hands
    In between my thighs
    I can hear
    My thoughts getter
    Louder
    Get up you can do
    This .
    But I don’t respond
    Not today

  • themessage 3w

    Moving forward

    I begin with wiping
    the tears from my eyes .
    I think back to a time where I was
    Always running and fixing and changing the
    things around me.
    oh “everything had to
    be just so everything…
    Ignoring the thing that
    Needed to change the
    Most was me.
    I don’t think it’ll ever stop
    filling the empty spaces
    with the next best thing my
    Eyes can see.
    Wiping the tears from my eyes again
    While listening to
    “Scarborough fair “
    knowing that this time it’s just me no one else helping me through no one else holding my hand
    No one else telling me it’s gonna be OK I don’t think I had anyone ever tell it to me deep down inside I wanted to be OK but will it
    Wiping the tears from my eyes now knowing there’s no turning back .

  • themessage 3w

    Baby love

    Oh you
    Poor baby
    It’s been too
    Long way
    Too long
    No not me
    I’m not feeling
    What she
    Is concerned about
    There was a time
    I cared
    But now
    That time has gone
    I’m completely
    Removed
    And alone is fine .

  • themessage 3w

    Geoffrey

    He Watches
    Me like I’m ready
    For a battle
    I can feel
    His presence
    Even when
    he is gone
    It’s unfortunate
    presence
    Wears me thin.

    He is loud
    obviously
    Obnoxious
    To himself
    He even says so
    UGH

    He claims
    He is a hypochondriac
    He wears this as a
    Badge and he wears
    It proudly
    But I know he is
    A fake … He lures
    In his spectators
    With stories of illnesses
    That other people suffer f
    From exploiting them
    All Alluding like
    He is dying or something….
    He thinks I don’t
    Notice but I do
    Problematic some
    would say.
    But I say
    he is a Narc
    I can spot one
    From a mile
    Away.

  • themessage 3w

    Corruption

    Recruiting whole
    People to find
    The corrupt ones
    Not seeing past
    the horror in
    Thier eyes
    While the weak
    get slaughtered
    Hiding the truth
    For a lie …..
    Turning a blind eye
    It’s a fine day
    For them
    When you can
    Put that notch in
    Your belt
    But I see you
    You can’t
    Fool me.

  • themessage 6w

    See you

    No special occasion
    Not this time no
    Not this time I wanted
    It to be cerimonial
    It would have been
    Apropos …..
    But I stuck a paid return label
    On it and off it went with
    All my dreams less
    All the drama when you
    Were here .

  • themessage 7w

    No starry night

    I’m clothing
    You the
    Saddest star
    It came to
    The first
    Day of
    September
    For it was
    Dark .

  • themessage 7w

    No reprieve

    I feel the
    Agony
    Of this
    Life and
    It comes
    From
    My phone
    When it
    Used to be
    My
    Escape.

  • themessage 7w

    Afganistan

    I watched
    as they hung
    You flying in
    The sky…….
    now I have
    This heaviness
    On me and all
    I can do is cry.
    You were
    Someone’s son
    And maybe had
    daughter
    you ran but
    Not fast enough
    You were held against
    Your will then hung
    For all to see.