The lilac seeds you watered in the past grew up as plants without flowers, just thorns waiting to prick you as soon as you embrace them. The sunflowers you planted in your garden don't shine anymore, in fact they take away all of your shine every time you peek a glance at them. A cold starts to spread within your tender heart, it takes away every ounce of warmth left within you and makes you cold and dead inside. Yet you can't stop feeling bad for them.
You pick them up from the dirt, you put them high up in your eyes and yet they end up hurting you. Your eyes bleed colourless streams of pain. They hide the same dirt you picked them from in their fists and throw it at your face everytime you show some care towards them. Seems like they have made up their minds, you're bad in their books even if it was for a stupid misunderstanding. They choose to ignore any valid reasoning and hold on to their stubborn minds.
You watch them destroy themselves, out of jealousy for something which wasn't theirs to begin with. And that same jealousy turns into a fatal obsession. It later breeds into hatred for the ones who have them. They start spewing venom on you everytime they open their so-called pure mouths. They label themselves as positive but preach negativity everytime they speak their hearts out.
They are the rust that's growing on you, decomposing you within, taking a toll on your little minds. They spread like a disease and tear you apart limb by limb as they transform into an infection which you can't kill because you still feel bad for them. They end up becoming into a cancer you can't get rid of unless you cut them off entirely. The only way you can have your peace of mind is if you let them enjoy their insanity on their own. Banish them from your books like they never existed in the first place, stop giving them your head space and attention because that's what they really want. To get in your head and ruin your entire day. They take pleasure in ruining your happy little numbered days.