the_healer_idealist

I write to heal. I write to inspire ❤

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  • the_healer_idealist 1d

    Who is this person looking at me in the mirror?
    Is this supposed to be...me?
    She is beautiful as she has always been
    Yes it feels like my skin,
    But in her eyes, I see sadness...I see fear...
    I see...everything but me.

    They told me to always expect change-
    That sometimes life turns out ways I wouldn't expect
    They told me, sometimes things happen
    That might alter my entire reality.

    Is this someone my life used to know?
    Because this...does not feel like me.
    I can't find Demetrious.
    Where did she go?
    ©the_healer_idealist

  • the_healer_idealist 5w

    Your chapter seems to never completely end.
    When I thought this time you were gone for good,
    There you are again
    I now wonder what your purpose might be
    Since you never truly leave.
    This doesnt make sense to me.
    And I wonder why since you've returned
    I feel inspired oncemore
    To make poetry,
    And pen the things that I feel.

    ©the_healer_idealist
    @amyrobe

  • the_healer_idealist 12w

    Not all poems are written to be read.
    Some are meant to be scribed and hidden instead,
    Whether it's hidden in our hearts,
    Or it's hidden on paper,
    We can pen our feelings,
    Or lock them away in our heart or in our head.
    No one else needs to know our secret.
    People don't always need to know how we feel.
    Paper, pen, ink,
    They don't judge,
    They'll never reveal it.
    My poems don't need to be read.

    ©the_healer_idealist

  • the_healer_idealist 12w

    Endings are not always as peaceful as sunsets
    Sometimes they disturb your entire world.
    They aren't always what you'll expect,
    Sometimes they hurt to the core.
    They don't always give you that serene feeling
    Sometimes they agitate everything inside.
    Their hue isn't always appealing
    Sometimes it's dull, not sublime.

    Sometimes they come with storms
    Sometimes rain
    Sometimes it's a maelstrom of the earth's fury
    Sometimes fire with hail
    Sometimes flood
    Sometimes a river of blood.

    Though after the sun sets
    There comes night,
    We can always be assured that,
    No matter how the endings unfold,
    After night, will come day.


    ©the_healer_idealist

  • the_healer_idealist 12w

    There are more graceful ones than you,
    there are purer ones than you,
    there are lovelier ones than you,
    but in your own right, you are still a gem.
    You are unique.
    You are a queen, so embrace it.
    Be authentically yourself and nothing less.

    ©the_healer_idealist

  • the_healer_idealist 12w

    I wasn't myself,
    Yet no one realized.
    I was hurting inside
    Nothing but pain in my eyes,
    That only those who looked deep enough,
    And cared enough could see.
    No one realized I was struggling...
    To even be me.
    I didn't want to be myself.
    I could no longer accept her,
    Because no one wanted her...
    Me...who I truly am.
    No one wanted the challenge of handling the true me.
    So I continued to struggle behind closed doors.

    ©the_healer_idealist

  • the_healer_idealist 12w

    I danced with the moon
    Under the stars.
    She taught me how to illuminate light
    And radiate love, despite the pain,
    And turn my pain into passion & poetry.
    Daughters of the moon,
    Be strong, cry hard,
    And remember to breathe through the hard times.

    ©the_healer_idealist
    ©amyrobe

  • the_healer_idealist 13w

    Is this a mistake?
    Getting close to someone,
    And that someone is not you?
    I can't describe exactly how I feel,
    But it feels like guilt,
    Regret, or remorse
    At the possibility of me forever losing the opportunity 
    To get closer to you.

    ©the_healer_idealist

  • the_healer_idealist 13w

    I'm Just An Illusion

    Who you see me as is not who I am
    I'm not as friendly as I appear to be
    Though I'm open,
    It doesn't mean that aperture is complete.
    No lights in.
    No you in.
    You're not welcomed.
    I'm not welcoming.

    I'm colourful,
    Adorned in synthetic apparels
    But I'm still naked.
    And dark.
    As naked as the earth is when the sun kisses her back
    Radiating her innermost layers,
    And her core
    That is how it is
    I expose my soul
    But still, I'm covered up.

    My face is covered with that thing-
    A mask.
    My lips are sealed incase I utter words of sin-
    Prideful lies.
    Covered up to forbid people from seeing who I truly am
    It's forbidden to uncover my mystery.

    Just like a mirage,
    I vanish from your sight
    I am mutable
    So are my thoughts.

    I'm just an illusion.

    Just like a spectre
    In plain sight,
    I vanish in thin air,
    Out of sight.

    ©the_healer_idealist

  • the_healer_idealist 14w

    I hate you, but I love you the most.
    Of all I hold dear, you're the one I want to hold close.
    But whenever I get too close, you flinch and take a step back
    Because of the depth of my love,
    And its shallow impact.

    You are dark, and you are light
    A beautiful combination,
    Yet an ugly sight.
    You have indefinitely mastered the art of being sly
    But I've caught on your ruse-
    They are believable lies.

    Blinded, but awakened,
    I can't see with my eyes.
    But I know you're not someone I want, though already you're mine.

    ©the_healer_idealist