Love found me
Said that I was finished, Said I was done, i said I was giving up on love, knew I didn't need it, wasn't sure if it was real who knew you were sent to help my heal Love came found again when I was out there lost loving love never againI said I was over it , I was cool, I was done being another one of loves fools, but I guess from love you just can't hide cause it'll make its way back to you every time©thanewb
Stuck in my head
Beautiful melodyIncredible lyricallyIf I could I would sing you all dayLove in every verbYou bring life to every word A song so sweet I just wish you'd stay alwaysYour stuck in my head, time and time again, I can't sing anything else but youA song so peaceful, one I'd leave the streets for life would be perfect if you were mine I'm not lyingthere when I sleep, I even hear you in my dream and every day I wake up to you playing on repeat, repeatAnd that's it that's the whole song, now I gotta go back to singing along, Cause this shit here nigga, this shit right here, that's my jam (I should've said song)It go ham and really for all the right reasons feel yourself, you breathing, everyday living is a lesson your yesterdays for somebody's tomorrows blessings You feel the bass drop and i hear you ain't turned it down well maybe a lil bit we don't want to blow your highs, cause we want you see you all the way up and lean back©thanewb
It is easy to be self ishAnd hard to be self lessIts hard to discard the things that mean so much in our livesThings that represent the triumphs, the accomplishments, the accolades of our lives We shelve itThinking that, without it, when we encounter people they'll never believe it(An old trophy helps prove you were there)But when you come recommendedThe trophies and the pieces of paper that remind us of where we been can't represent where we can goWe shelve lessLike when we're referred to a doctors office that doesn't have their doctorates hanging somewhere in the officeIts not that we were sent there to receive them personally, but instead, we're referred/sent to them to receive the care that they provide and the sender knows you'll receive(Outside of themselves, outside the ego, outside of pay because these trophies cost a lot)Its hard to remove self from the shelf and lose value rather than to have self on the shelf and know value©thanewb
I guess.... the crown?!
Heavy ain't it?Thought you grew out of it when that soft spot turned hardOff the top of your head, you can't recall when you wore oneHeavy is the... and you swear it weighs you downThey see what you're waiting to... Especially when they hate youAnd oh what that hate doSomewhere you forgotEverything and the only thing that mattersYou... Remember to take care of everyone butHow you love you©thanewb
Thinking About As
This here crazy and I don't even know where to start to explainBut the way you got me acting lately on me its hell of strangeCause I don't do this at allNever ever let my feelings involvedBut when it comes to you what can I doCause I just can't help myself at all It's trueThe way you got me caught up like you doI feel like such a foolTry to get over you but I can't cause I keep on thinkin about usTry to find someone new but I can't cause I keep on thinkin about usTry to move past you but I can't cause I keep on thinking about usKeep on thinkin boutkeep on thinking about usI don't know why I can't get you off my mindEspecially when I know I'm just a waste of your timeAnd it ain't fair the fact that you know I'll always careAnd no matter what you take me through I'll probably always be thereBut I ain't your type, ain't your styleAin't what you like but I love your smile I doTry to get over you but I I can't get you off my mindLord knows I triedI can't even sleep at night cause I Keep thinking about us©thanewb
Request of Presence
Got me pouring out my heart and soulNever felt so open, so, exposedBut dealing with you, look at me nowI needed youBut you wasn't aroundI looked all over but you couldn't be found whenI needed youBut you weren't there for me whenI needed youAin't it crazyI still think about you dailyAll of the timeYou stay on my mindI guess I still careBut the hurt will always be there from whenI needed youI needed youBut you weren't there for me whenI needed you
Today I want to give you all that I have, all that I am and all that you ask. I want to not be selfish, but I want it all from you, your joy, your pains, your laughs.I want them so that we stay connected, where I can feel if you're feeling me or feeling neglected.I want our lives to become our life.Without you is a dark cold space, no life.Could you trust me with your love, to nourish it, to shower and shine all my love back into it?Your love takes my breath, As long as we're together and we show love they gonna hate so we may as well just do it.©thanewb
Handle With Care
But, when i finally find youI will fall apartCause you'll see I'm really just carrying around this taped up, glued in here, piece of gum paper clipped there, barely holding on DamnI don't want to start, cause my eyes'll get to swellin and aint no tellin if i get every bit of, or leave a shard I mean it's not, but, it fills up like, drop it it shatters just like, no...Just like, Crystal, what have I done©thanewb
I know it's out there
As a singer/song writer my talents are fueled by emotion. alot of times i think with my heart! it's not always right but it never lies. it longs to be loved, not just any kind of love... but that unconditional, fight tooth and nail never walk out on a arguement, that 100/100, no score keeping, no faults because we both take blame, that listen and hear each other, awkward silences aren't ever awkward, love my songs because whatever reason they were witten don't matter because now they're all for u, i support and encourage your dreams, that motivate each other, that when we're apart can't help but think about one another, can't stand to be apart, that when your gone to long i can't breathe, that i only want to see u smile, that i can never be mad at u, that smile that makes my life everytime i see or think about it, that He created me for His purpose for u, that He woke me up just for u, that i can't even imagine an I without U, that go against the world alone for you, that do everything that can be done and then some to take care of you because you're always supposed to take care of your heart, that make sure you eat even if i starve, that wanna love every bit of your pain away, that i wouldn't trade you in for you the (world), that i can't let you go because i would be letting go of me kind of love! it does exist!©thanewb
My hearts in foul troubleI need a time outIts been broken too many timesNow its bout to foul outInstead of rushing to put it back in the game like I wannaI think I'ma let it ride the bench til next quarter©thanewb
I am not myself anymore!!
You made a mistake coming into my life.
I got intoxicated from your kiss.
Your smell lingers in my breath.
I can taste you when I bite my lips.
My love bites remind me of you.
If you can’t be with me, please leave me
Right here. Don’t take this forward.
Because if I spend one more second with you
I might fall irreversibly and irreparably for you
All over again.
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Your words cut me deep like a knifeDon't worry I already Made room for disappointmentsWhen I gave you my allI meant that I am ready for whateverThis love is draining all my energy We've worked way too hard to just give upYou don't even notice how much I need you Tried to act like something I am notStill you choose to break my poor heartHonestly I am frustrated and devastatedBut all you care about Is what makes you happy I know I will never be enough When it comes to you So I decided to write on paper& let you know exactly how I am feelingPlease stop playing with my heartWhen you know your my everythingMy first love, my first kiss I was even planning on letting You be mine for eternityI'm pleading baby have mercy on me©gnqonqo
I try to dive deep into the depth of wordsbut it seems like the thoughts of youalways fight to floatto the surfacethey want to be buoyantgetting swayed by the waves, lazily and justmarvel at your beauty,shining in the night sky.©oliviah
A little bit of yourself is far better and much dearer than imitating the whole ...© vengel