Have you ever felt like you're in so much pain that you don't even know how to feel anymore? Like nothing or no one in this world can help you, just that person?
Have you given up all your self respect, ego, pride eveything for that person and have only been embarrassed?
Have you let you heart out to someone with all your innocence but have only been questioned?
Have you made sacrifices with everything that you feel just so that you can support that person and expected nothing in return? But, as someone told me "we are fragile humans and it only drains our energy when our feelings don't get acknowledged", it is true. But, do we deserve to get disregarded?
Have you felt breathless in the bright sun because you're reminded of someone? Have you felt jealous of people getting to live such a normal life while you're here questioning your existence? Have you felt so alone that you blamed yourself to be undeserving of love and compassion?
I am reminded constantly of those days when we couldn't stay without each other even for a minute. I had finally thought that this will stay, I was happy I was at peace. Little did I know, that life had other plans. Thay I will always be the last in their list.
Take me back to the night we met by Lord Huron is a song which soothes me. I love it! Absolutely! I love listening to it especially when it rains. I crawl up to my bed, play it and calm myself down. It has been a very good friend to me...something I can hold on to when I'm feeling lost, sad or unworthy. This song helps me to hold on to life when my heart shatters into a thousand pieces. This little writing is one of the pieces that I wanted to share...