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  • swathi_ 54w

    Somethings cannot happen
    But still we don't lose hope.

    I've got so many books in mind
    But, one book I would never be able to read is yours
    You diary.

    Where you recorded our happy moments as and when it happened.
    I wish I could.

    ©swathi_

  • swathi_ 55w

    Don't do it, if you're not sure
    Being ready, you'll never be
    If you've the slightest doubt, back down
    Don't let the excitement and emotions cloud your judgement
    You really don't want to cheat yourself, on the first times.
    It's a beautiful feeling
    You do it a thousand times, the first time is what you remember first.
    So, let it mean something
    Your first forehead peck, first cuddling, your first hug
    Your first kiss, it should go naturally, deep and craving, not stopping to gasp air, just feeling everything and not letting go
    It's special and you better remember that.

    ©swathi_

  • swathi_ 55w

    When you are exposed for the first time
    To a particular emotion
    It draws you in, it clouds your view
    You get obsessed

    ©swathi_

  • swathi_ 55w

    Why God why?
    Just when I was happy, that Grey's Anatomy is one of "The best", I've ever watched
    Why the twist

    ©swathi_

  • swathi_ 55w

    Never imagined I would think something like this
    That moment I was sitting next to you, I imagined lying down on your shoulder, and clasping my fingers on yours
    I couldn't think of anything else
    I didn't speak anything, you know
    I was so immersed in looking at you
    I did hold your hands
    But I was right in letting you go
    Go, I let myself free.
    It was good meeting you, and it also feels good letting you go,
    Also I didn't realise soon, that you were a coward,
    I'm forgiving you anyway for my own peace of mind .

    ©swathi_

  • swathi_ 55w

    It's important to cleanse the mind once in a while
    We learn so much from the people around us
    Mostly, how not to be.
    One incident I felt disgusted about,
    Let me share what I learnt
    How much ever you fight inside a family, it stays inside
    But just because you want others to think that you're a great person,
    It doesn't mean you can let others, strangers, random people,
    To hang your family members out to dry
    I won't to do that, And I must not do that, because I know how it feels
    For God's sake, stand up for who really matter
    And also this is not fun, and sure doesn't sound funny
    Been observing.
    This ain't the first time, and this won't be the last time, I know
    But this is a learning for me, keep teaching. I'm ready and sure to learn.
    Little things. Big impact.

    ©swathi_

  • swathi_ 56w

    It's weird, right
    I didn't love you, or I can't bring myself to accept that and I wouldn't even if so
    But whenever I hear the words you told me, at random places, why does it hurt
    Why does it feel heavy, like something is sinking and somebody is pulling me down from inside
    It's been two years, I feel the same heaviness whenever I hear those words
    I didn't expect that little coincidence to impact my life, this much
    Who are you, and why can't I bring myself to accept the fact that you are not a good boy
    What did you do to me, how can three days and three months become such an important memory to me
    Why can't I forget the exact date and month, even if I try hard to
    What is this, I've always been practical,
    But how did this emotion lock me, here.
    It's weird. What you told me was truth.
    Yes, you made me remember you,
    Every single day. For two years.

    ©swathi_

  • swathi_ 56w

    People forget and move on
    But how someone made us feel, remains with us forever
    You broke me in a good way,
    You broke the wall, I had built around my heart
    You made me open up about my feelings
    It was natural, mutual in all ways
    You saw the real part of me, which I've never showed to anybody else
    I enjoyed being with you, and I always wanted to be with you
    The way you spoke about your family,
    You told me about the day, your dad cried
    And I would never forget, the pronunciation you used to call out my name
    You're a good man.
    I know you were scared, I know you were in pain.
    I'm sorry I didn't realise that. I know you've been through a rough phase,
    And you've scars that cannot be erased
    But I'm happy, that I was able to make you ready to forget your past,
    It's been a long time,
    But it's so clear, the voice vaguely forgotten, but the words pinned in the deepest parts of my heart
    No name can bring justification, to the feel we shared
    It's been a long time,
    We have walked past each other, like we've never met
    But the truth has to be hidden, we can't get hurt anymore
    It's difficult to get detached,
    But let's see how far, I can carry your memories.

    ©swathi_

  • swathi_ 56w

    Fluttered Heartbeat

    The first time we met, I got lost in your eyes
    Not the kind, where you search for a diamond in a treasure Island,
    But the kind where you have all the diamonds sparkling, and you just stand there, in awe, admiring the vastness and the presence
    Some days, there were no words, just silence, and we would listen to each other breathing
    Some days, we talk in a flow without any gap
    I wouldn't have told so much about everything, if it were any other person
    The stolen glances, and the deep enthralling eye contact,
    It does something to me
    It feels like an ocean breeze, an overall calmness and the fragrance of petrichor
    When I ask often, " What do you do to me? "
    His smile says everything, the sarcastic, mysterious, light one
    I can withstand anything else, him,
    I go weak, vulnerable.
    It's a big deal for me, everywhere else, being strong,
    But here, I have no control, I surrender.

    ©swathi_

  • swathi_ 57w

    There has been a vibe between us, since the first day we met
    Not too long, just been two days
    There is nothing else to be shared
    From all the secrets to the theories
    Unrestricted flow of conversation
    There was always this attraction
    We have different interests, but the understanding level is unimaginable
    He starts the sentence, I finish, kinda
    We met for two days, we talked, we were silent. There was this warmth
    Raw, natural self. It was different from all the pre set qualities.
    We were to meet on the third day, some emergency came in, we didn't meet,
    And from there, to here, it's been like a decade.
    The person merely forgotten, but the feeling sprouts every morning.

    ©swathi_