@virat_shabd जी की इस रचना को पढ़ें, सराहें और इन्हें follow करके इनका मनोबल बढ़ाएँ :) बहुत उम्दा लिखा है विराट जी, यूँ ही लिखते रहें । आपकी रचना भी बन सकती है Post of the Day, बस ऐसे ही दिल से लिखते रहिये और @hindiwriters को अपने हिंदी लेखों के caption में ज़रूर tag करें । #hindi#hindiwriters
@my_sky_is_falling प्रदीप भाईजी आपकी आज की पोस्ट पढ़कर ये सब लिखने का मन किया तो लिख दिया भाईजी कुछ गलती हुई हो तो माफ कीजिएगा आप मिराकी की जान है ऐसे ही हमेशा लिखते रहिएगा ढेर सारा प्यार आपको जुग जुग जियो और ऐसे लिखो की युग युग लोगोके दिलों में रहो
कभी सोचा नहीं था, पर कहीं सपनों में बसा था, वो एहसास, होंगे कुछ सफ़्हें, उसपे कुछ चमकते आखर, और नीचे मेरा नाम, हँस देती थी, और आज भी हँसी है, बस हर्षाश्रु और कृतज्ञता के साथ।
मिराकी, तीन साल पहले यहाँ बस मन को लिखने आई थी, हाँ पढ़ने का कीड़ा था तो किताबें प्यार थी,और एक इच्छा कि क्या कभी मेरी किताब आएगी? भाग्यशाली हूँ मैं, मैं अपनेआप को लेखक नहीं मानती, मैं आवेदक हूँ, और मुझे आसमान देने के लिए दिल से शुक्रिया मिराकी, ये हुआ सच, वजह तुम हो। @mirakee@writersnetwork@hindiwriters@hindinama
TRIGGER WARNING :- STORY OF A WHOLE MENSTRUATION TIME
NOTE- HAVE TIME HAVE A READ. AND READ ONLY IF YOU FIND IT WORTHY. BETTER YOU DON'T COMMENT RATHER THAN THE FAKE ONE..❤❤
It was midnight. The clock was showing 3AM. I felt something uncomfortable which had interrupted my sleeping. I felt like something wet in my lower undies. As I'm habitual, I got my periods was started. And then I get to know about the reason behind the pain that occurred two days ago. I woke up and opened my closet to take out the pad. While changing the pad, I could see the reddish black blood as a wet spot. I attached the pad with my undies keeping the adjustments in my mind. I checked the front, back and the sides that if I had fit the pad correctly or not. Done with this, I came back to the bed and tried to sleep again but the periods pain had came along with it, which was provoking me to wake up and fight with it. The baby sleep had turned out into the temporary insomina. Changing the sides in every five minutes, I was trying and trying...
Any how the time passed and the night turned out into the morning. Doesn't matter if I had remembered the date and was mentally prepared for it but still the pain is pain.The killer pain had increased now which couldn't be removed by any painkiller. But still, I had to fight with it. I woke up for the daily basic routines. Went to washroom, while peeing, I could see the reddish black blood flow on the toilet seat.
The pain and the cramps were increasing by the time. I was clearly feeling the pain in my vagina which was continuously laying me down. The pain and cramps in my pellet,waist,thighs,legs, backs, buts and even in breasts were breaking me. All the inside functions were affecting the outside part of my body. It seemed like someone is spearing the poke inside the uterus and it's walls. I can't have the painkiller as it's not the matter of a single day and having painkillers every month will affect the health. There aren't any perfect ointment to massage over them but some exercises help out in reduction in the pain. The hot water bags help out in this. The period cup, tampons are useful in absorbing the blood. I'm thankful that I don't use leaves and old clothes.
I choose the wooden stool over the bed to sit down. Everytime I check if there is any spot on bed or on my trouser if i sit there. I don't have to touch the auspicious things. I don't have to go to the temple and kitchen. I can't touch pickles as it is said that touching pickle in periods can decay them. I have to wash my clothes by my own.I avoid wearing white clothes because of blood stain. I have to wear a smile everytime to hide the pain. The day passes with the changing mood and different mood swings, but I have to hold them as a secret. I can't share my pain with anyone nor I can talk over it with my father or brother. They say what happened why are you acting weird and sitting like that,but I can't answer them. The periods makes me feel like stranger and untouched at my own house. Or I myself had isolated myself from the crowd. I want to shout but I can't. Any type of tension or stress can affect the date and bleeding. To maintain the hygiene, I have to wash my body part, where the blood comes out from. Everytime I have to wrap the pad into a paper to throw it. Even when i go to buy it, they wrap it into a the newspaper.
I can feel the hot flow of the blood and the thick blood clots. I have to wash every garment that I wore, doesn't matter if for 24 hours or for 24 minutes. I can't eat something sour. I can't eat pickles as it will increase the bleeding. I can't move any where. I feel like lazy. Sometimes I get pimples because of periods. I have to face the orthodox. People with a different mindset say that "you are a girl and periods comes so that you can have a complete rest of 4 to 5 days". But how do I tell them that, "I can have a rest just from daily works but I can't have the rest with all these pains and cramps". I have to check for the leakages and I have to change my pad time to time. Sometimes the pungent smell of blood vanishes the fragrance of pad. The wet pad sticks with the butts and everytime I have to unstick it and bring it back to the position. The night passes in changing the sides but I'm directed to sleep by left side.
Fighting all the night, I move to the second day. I can see the blood spot on the bed sheet. I can see that the bleeding this time was much more than the previous one, that's why it leaked out from the side and it is now on the bed. I have to wash the bed sheet. Earlier I used to cry over this but now I am mature by the mind so I think it's normal but still cursing 'why I am a girl?', shouting and abusing 'why I am a girl?'. I am bound to wash the bedsheet. I am feeling weak but I can't do anything. I call my bestie, she catches me with my voice and ask if I was fine and then I say 'no I am going through my periods'.
She says 'I am also going through it, ok which day?'
'The second day'.
'OMG, it's the second day of mine too'. Laughing over the true best friendship, we are going through it.
Ugh it's itching now and it is itching very badly and irritating me now. Oh no! I just sneezed & I am feeling like the blood is flowing like hell ,does it change into the sea of blood whenever i sneeze? Suddenly my mommy sees a blood spot on my lower that makes me feel embarrassed and she scolds me to change it as soon as possible and says me to take a shower. The bleeding is more than the first day. Also I'm feeling like vomiting and headache. My body is motionless. I use two to three pads a day and sometimes forth one too.
The third day, the bleeding reduced still I'm suffering all the unconditional discomforts. The number of using pads also gets less. This is how these days pass. It's the fourth day when I have to do shampoo to change my impurity into purity. And eat something sweet. The pain has also decreased so as the bleeding. As I know it will bleed less, so I use the small pad instead of the big. I'm free of the periods after the fifth day. A pinch of pain ,I felt on the fifth day as well. My periods are over but just for this month. It will come again and again the every month and I'll have to face and suffer all those things. It's the tragic story of every month that every girl or woman goes through.
So this was the story of periods. It isn't easy the way it looks. It's not easy to bleed for continuous five days and suffer the pain and pressures.. We don't need sympathy, we need some love , hugs and a lot of cares, that's it...