first of allll my dumb robin I'm sorry for this late ass wish just like my lazy ass but i was caught up in interviews, and study im sorry❤️ well here we are haa, i never thought we'd be even talking and now see we have given weird names to each other isn't it right half-tea? my first impression tbh was yeh username akhur hai kya usse kaise bolte hai bhyii but then i got to know your name and I was like chloo alien toh nahi hai apne yhi ki hai❤️ but yk apart from being dumb we have one more thing in common we are both broken but beautiful ❤️ I've seen you many times being at the bottom and you disappeared for a long time one time too i got to know why and but after all that time you came back so i never asked but you are way strong than you are dumb❤️❤️❤️ and you are one of the best, sweet and kind person i met on mirakee coz who cares what other person maybe going through but i saw through and I'm so lucky to have someone like you in my life⭐ but you arr more lucky coz you got me okay i remember you said you suck at wishes but helloo tumhara competition agya hai and i think i won neeraj chopra ke baad ab gold mera hai
and yk you are beautiful inside out and now that you have those bluesss and purplesss you look amazing thank you for being there with me Adi✨ it means a lot, you mean a lot to me❤️
Life can be miraculously wonderful at times but also a sudden disappointment too, Sometimes you know how you feel but at times you don't really know if you are happy or sad or frustrated or all of these at the same time but there's one thing that is confirmed, that you are confused, i mean that is obvious really, But confusion can lead to complications if not dealt in right manner, i mean you should not commit to things, or say or tell something to someone that is a lie or if you don't mean it, or take on something that you think you want, Take your time, listen to your heart, or take a break from everything and everyone if needed cause when confused you take decisions that aren't right (most of the time), things might get messed up until and unless you are lucky
You see that's the thing about life nothing stays forever not even you yourself, so how can you expect it from other people? You can't wish for someone to stay with you always if theu don't want to or if they can't cause sometimes we choose to go away but sometimes going away is the best thing one can do i guess, but it is hard to lose someoe who became an important part of your life, someone who beings smile on your face when you feel absolutely nothing, someone with whom you might not share how really a mess you are from within but that person makes you forget everything and makes you feel free in that moment which you share with them but then suddenly one day they are no more part of your life and all these reasons that used to keep you pushing forward in life with positivity are gone and you feel alone, you feel sad, again, if you ask me what i fear the most i would say losing someone who makes me forget all the bad things and who puts a smile on my face by just being in my life I've been to many places which usually are the beautiful places for everyone but at times i make up scenarios in my head, like if i'm on a mountain than i would for no reason see myself jumping off the cliff and than dying, all in my head and i can't help it, i can't stop thinking but then i think about that one person and i would see myself with that person in that same place, but this time sitting there talking, laughing and happy, But I'm afraid no one stays forever, and one day the very person who pulled you out when you were drowning into the darkness is no longer in your life...
What do you wanna become when you'll be a grown up? For a guy answer to this question may be what career one would choose or he would simply say i wanna become a man just like my dad is but not for me as I'm not really sure what career i wanna choose and I'm pretty sure i don't want to become a man like my dad is, everyone no matter girl or a boy looks up to their dad whole growing up but i couldn't even look straight into his eyes, always having my head down in disappointment, with eyes filled with tears, i've seen things growing up things which messed me up from a very young age, i have to be on my own at the stages of life when one use to learn from their father about how to tackle problems in life, they say that with age your father becomes just like your friend but my father couldn't even be a father, let alone be my friend, when i should habe been going out on family vacations, celebrating festivals and small things, i've literally cried on every day when i was supposed to be happy, at the young age when im supposed to discuss about the manly problems with him i was talking to him lile an adult thay what's wrong, why isn't everything okay with us why can't we be like a normal family but that man didn't utter a word while his 14 years old son spent hours crying sitting down right beside his bed as he falls asleep
Have you ever thought what it would be like when you are gone? What would everyone feel like? Would they miss you or you'll be just another person who's no more in their lives? Would they be holding onto the memories Or let it all fade away moments after? Would they be happy, sad or feel absolutely nothing? Would you be remembered for the good you've done or for some of the bad ?
Have you ever thought what it would be like when your soul leaves your body? Where would my soul go? Is there really a place beyond this world we live in? Is there really an almighty power out there somehwere? Would it be blissful and you'll stop hurting or you'll be alone and wander in search of belonging? Would you still be having the memories of the ones you love or it would all be wiped clean?
Sometimes you need a wrong person in your life to know what you truly want and what you deserve and to know that maybe, the one you were ignoring all this long was the one for you, just know the right moment and listen to what your heart says and you will no longer feel confused and restless❤
Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days She told me in the morning She don't feel the same about us in her bones It seems to me that when I die These words will be written on my stone
I'll probably not blame myself for what happened to you, because that is something I promised to someone who is kind of what you were and will always be to me.
When you left, you took away everything. Hours feel like days, days feel like months, months feel like years and everything is still the same, just that you're not there to make it any different, cause you were the only one who could. It gets heavy and I've no idea what to do now. How did you make it so easy for me? How did you took away the heaviness that suffocated me? You were always there, holding onto me, never left my side, Even when we had our stupid fights or Even on the nights I pushed you away, You held me like the light in the darkness. I had you, all of you and now, I have just the memories, which we don't make anymore.
You're the reason i know love, You taught me what love is, You taught me how to love, You showed me what its like to love someone without any expectations. You taught me that you don't give up on the people you love.
//I gave up on myself, while you never did.//
How could you be the only one that made everything better, not temporarily but permanently.
//Sometimes I think the universe was jealous of us, and that's why it took you away from me. Because in this temporary world, we were a forever, weren't we?//
You're the reason I look up at the sky and cry a little more, cause somewhere out there, i know you're there too. I try not to look up anymore, But I still do, Cause whenever I look up, I feel like you're looking at me too and in that moment, I feel whole. -gelukzoeker
Two humans 1 soul Seven births of love Death for death One alive one dead.
Thursday morning over the stained sofa I sit in white , there is grief sitting on the corner of my lips, and I sit naked to let it barge out of me Hands pass down my back passing a nudge of hope and she slips right away, everytime.
My eyes red and hands shivering grey. He stopped breathing, he stopped all of a sudden and once for all. No more beeps of the ventilator and no more money for oxygen . No more tears to flow, no more smiles my way. No more rainbows for me , no more red flowers from him. No more bangles for you my mother says, And no more colours either. No more colours to my lips and no more attempt of being fair. A black woman for a black man. And white for white, But what's left for girl like me whose womanhood is lost and is dressed under coats of blue Do you paint me black again or do you paint me grey the colour of his ash?
The Old Guitarist is an oil painting by Pablo Picasso, which he created in late 1903 and early 1904. It depicts an elderly musician, a blind, haggard man with threadbare clothing, who is weakly hunched over his guitar while playing in the streets of Barcelona, Spain. Source: google.
@sse7enn I'll start with the very first impression you made- Huh this guy is a smoker and looks like he has no intention to quit.
Yes that was the first thing.
At the very start, we never really talked and then one day, you're gone. You deleted all your posts and then after awhile decided to start again I guess. We just read each other and nothing else.
Now this is something I never told you, the thing that really got me, that made me interact with you more, was the post you wrote about panic attack.
It got me, it got me real bad. I somewhat know how it feels and that was the time I was like you don't deserve this. It's unfair, you go around making everyone laugh but only few do that back. But that's how this started❤️
From Aditi to Adi to DR to DBR, From Dipanshu to Dip to D to DB to BDB to CBDB (Ah😂👀) it was big long ride.
And this is CBDB day today, so how can i just let it be? Happy birthday CBDB❤️ Calling by your name now sounds weird after CBDB😂 Happy birthday to the guy who compares his hotness with the Sun🤦🏻♀️💀
You are one of the sweetest guy I know here, You think you're smart, but lemme tell you, You are dumb more. But it's a good thing. To be dumb and a kid at heart, You're someone who showed me that happiness can be found even in the smallest things. You have a heart of a kid, And the strength of batman.
You're the book That's filled with lame ft funny jokes.
Even in the darkest times, Even when you thought you wouldn't survive You survived. I know at times you feel like you're all alone, that you have no one, that maybe this is the end, just know that it's not. You'll never be alone as long as DBR is with you, and I'm always with you. And by now, I know that you just don't let anyone in, cause that's how the world made you and it is okay.
Remember the day i thanked you? The reason was, when i saw your text, i was crying and that time you made me smile. By those silly stupid jokes that you never stop with. So thank you.
It's okay to be scared. It's okay to feel alone. It's okay to feel what you feel. It's just a matter of time and then everything will be fine, it's fine eventually.
You're such a strong guy CBDB and everyone who knows you, they are all proud of you.
Hotness ka title toh sun le hi chuka hai ab🤷🏻♀️
From, Half cup of tea. ( That's the dumbest name anyone could ever give me, but it's so sweet😂❤️)
First of all, paeeee laguuuu parabhuuuu, xD okay, I remember coming across you through your lame memes (okay sorry, not lame :P they we're hilarious) first one was, ''AWW'struck'' and second was ''B U T full glass''. It was for the first time I spammed your post with @sanyaaaa :D. I also remember this was my username and dp and you said "sitting in kangaroo's pouch would be very JOEYful and damnnn that was lame too ! (okay sorry, not lame :P the pun was hilarious) since then I've spammed your posts umpteenth times may it be mocking self promoters or spammers (I'm the greatest spammer tho), commenting in hindi (this was the toughest ;-;) and what not. I can't ever stop spamming ! Specially your posts with aesthetic, funny, or cigarette backgrounds behind. I love your punjabi posts, write them more often. ;-; You're a beautiful person inside out. Baalike adores you. I love your savage replies (jo bas kabhi kabhi aajate hain, as punjabi kudi says xD) Happy birthday punjabi bolne wale bhaiya.Stop praising yourself, arey bhai itni tareef kaun karta hai khudkiii. ♀♀ I hope you enJOEY your birthday, 7 bhaiya. Ughh no you're one and only one. ♀
@sse7enn सिगरेट, तंबाकू आदी सेहत के लिए हानिकारक है । बट इट्स योर बर्थडे, सो एनजौए, फोर्मर चाईल्ड & एक्स टीनेजर ।
So finally Its your birthdayyyyyy!!! @sse7enn Let me start from the very beginning
So here I met a guy i use to saw his posts on cigarette and everything from last year and i use to think yaar kitni cig peeta hoga yeh toh mere liye teri pehchaan yahi thi ki you’re that guy on mirakee jo cigarette pr likhta hai but then we start reading each other and start talking a lil bit like very lil bit not much Then i got to know you a little and i found that you’re really a good person with whom i vibe. I am a good speaker lol but you were the best listener. Tbh i enjoyed your lame jokes way more than others and i really made a good bond with you. You know there are very less good guys left in this world and you’re one of them. A girl could feel safe around you guys and feel free to talk whatever she wants to without thinking twice. I personally think this world is in a need of guys like you. 💜💜 Its been a year i still cant believe. 🤷🏻♀️ You are the best person i met from mirakee. 💜💜 You’re genuine, kind and even sweet at times. You literally take all my tantrums,drama,mood swings,assignment 😂😂so easily And always been there for me 💜💜 Pinky promise i will be always there for you toooooooo.💜💜 I’ve seen you changing within a year and trust me it was such a beautiful change in you. Such a positive and amazing person you’ve become.💜💜 Everyone wants a KJ in their life and I got one already 😂♥️♥️♥️ Thanks for being such a good friend, cheerleader and a kid that you are by heart💜
And you know what you deserve so muchhhhhh happiness and you will surely get it. 💜💜💜💜💜 And You know you made me seriously so happy just because you stopped smoking♥️
So wishing you a veryyyy happpiest birthdayyyyyyyyyyy and may this year bringssss everything you want in your life💜 May you get what all you deserve♥️