“I found a way to live by gazing stars and meeting poetry an art that I could never touch but feel You were still a being; something alive”.
I have some stones to block the world, which says love is just another sector of lie in which we live and a black magic along with it.
But before doing it I feel illegal to commit my own words because never did I feel the emotion of love I just came across with a mistake unintentional.
I thought I would find myself and erase the lyrics that I sang with agony and my self isolated heart but instead found you and lost everything of me that I collected via my own verse.
I offered you my hair and my sensual skin, priceless. Time, love and the loop of forever was everything I sheltered with your hands but when did I loose my own name, worth and your loyalty, I didn’t know.
I became much of thorns for you and scratched evil eyes to save your smile but when did I become this scary that you found a nightingale of your own and I was just another curse you gave on to your enemies.
I guess I was too much of concern and less of care that made you doubt about my innocence. You know, you were my first and and I didn’t know how to love. I’ll neither beg nor die to hear your voice again, I promise.
Cause with you I have scattered my own smirk and my wholesome laughters, you see. I miss myself along with you and I’ll keep doing it with a fact that I have misplaced these two. And now believe, I didn’t change i just built myself.
Time keeps on running even if we hold them with some people who feel more like a part of our closest breathe and these breathe makes me suffocated sometimes but, I survive.
I hope we find a reason to meet again either the fall of good rain or clash of our paper plane, but not again with a collision by mistake.
With every end, there’s hope buying your tomorrow with someone of your deservance. I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
This moment occured on 32th February, Sunday 9AM, when squared dropped a zoom meeting link in the unofficial group of "Miraquilleans", which said," Hola Folks, follow the given link and start joining the meeting as soon as you can, it is sunday hehe, you cannot blabber clever reasons, hit up soon." *meanwhile miraquilleans in the group*
aditii_ : what? a meeting on sunday? No! this isn't happening. shrey2310 : exactly man, i fed my whole night on computer science so as to complete it, i am sleeping man. Squared, you would have told us earlier, we would have arranged our times accordingly. *makes red tomato face*
squared: there is a very important annoucement full of fun. shrey2310: fun? omg, i told sunday that i will be spending time with her, don't destroy our relation by this meeting. * cries cries cries*
the_speccy_outsider: guys, we should take a look, what if there is something important? let's join. inked_selenophile: right brother, it won't be a whole day meeting we can spend few hours on the meeting.
Just when everyone joined, overly 250 people, the background was vibing with "COLD WATER by Major Lazer". What else can we do when we're feeling low? So take a deep breath and let it go You shouldn't be drowning on your own>
After dancing over song, shrey2310 was caught in pyjamas and queen_butterfly with sumiinked were found gossiping with each other over phone call, hence three of them were caught red handed. *mission accomplished hehe*
squared: a very happy morning beautiful hoomans, so how did you feel? fromwitchpen: omg, squared this was so unexpected, having almost every member of miraquill here made my morning full of yayay! daffodilpearlzz: exactly, fromwitchpen.It feels good to take off time and spend time with each other, my fingers abuses me for typing so much on miraquill hehe, now we can stay here and have some fun. squared: daffodilpearlzz, we are not here to have fun. anush18: what? squared, is everything okay? why do you look upset? is anything wrong? heartsease: guys, look at the title of our meeting it says, " DHOOM AT ZOOM". * aditii_ maaking weird faces after looking over title huh?*
thesunshineloves: did something happen on miraquill? do we have some uncertain things going on? fairytales_: thesunshineloves, i don't really think anything is wrong on miraquill, but i am confused now. squared: yes, something happened and we have forgot many things since the day we joined mirakee(quill). someone you know : what is that squared, i mean we write and we talk, what is missing? please let us know, we make sure to work upon it. someone alive: exactly, let's hear what squared has to say. *someone_alive aka Anjali you just meet me i will see you later*
*making my hand read to punch her face when she comes back on miraquill*
squared: those were the days... days when lockdown was the only boon for us, those days when pubg and call of duty lowered the addiction after mirakee(quill), those days when spamming became our favourite hobby during quarantine, those days when running towards each other post was our only beloved race, those days when our friends POD used to bring tears in us, fo real, those days........... *everyone bidded silence, when heartbeats were beating memories in our stomach*
squared: i wanted to come up this way, out of blue, to remind us all our happenings, which are forever memories for us now. i know it was lockdown and now we have been dancing with our work, online classes, backlogs and home chores and what not, but, loooking over our schedule we can tend to stay on mirakee(quill) for a while, we should grab coffees together on sundays, atleast. asmita_chakraborty: I agree right! too much of studies burns my mind, it's good to hear such words from you squared. timeblossom: yes, I agree with asmita_chakraborty. But what about the title, DHOOM AT ZOOM? *everyone laughs*
squared: well... *gets a call and squared attends that call*
Just a second folks, this call is urgent give me a minute, meanwhile folks continue talking to each other about the title. squared: i am back *aditii_ be like no you are squared* *makes lame face*
okay so what do you guys things, why am i here? anshika_winks: omg squared, don't do this, tell us asap. *squared gets a call again*
sayuriii_: no squared, you are not picking up the call, you called us on zoom, do you know , i have stared at zoom more than i have done this to my own poems. * laugh and cries *
puranidiary : huh? poems now a days i feel zoom either likes me or i like him, we spent almost of the quantity time. *makes sed faces* *students scratching their hairs*
squared had just picked her call and unfortunately she forgot to mute herself.
squared on call- Hey Perman, yes yes i brought everyone on meeting and now i will be revealing.......
_ashna_: who is this perman now? and whom was she talking to? do we have a new member on miraquill? shrey2310: no, *shrey2310 being super smart as always guessed correct, but before he could guess squared muted him* squared: i am so sorry the call was urgent. *gets a call again and now even squared was red*
without muting her mic, "krish, what duh, come join the meeting i said join on time, huh? link i havegiven that link in the group itself, come join, yes krish we will reveal the juries today, now join fast. O M G, what just happened, squared couldn't control herself MORAL: always have patience in your life or it will lead you to disguise XD.
*say_me_krish joins in with hurray face* _creatingworldthatdoesntexist_: i see, krish was here and when i asked krish for outing today he refused to do so. *meet me in the corner krish my punches are eagerly waiting to embrace you*
say_me_krish: ayy! everyone is here, omg aditii_ how could you manage to wake up so early XD aditii_ : shuuuuu -_- soulfulstirrings: beta why are we here, squared said something about revealing? what is that? say_me_krish: yes maa, she was right.
"what does that mean krish" "you didn't share with me" "krish tell me, i will bribe you butterscotch icecreams.
say_me_krish : well, I being the host conducted the challenge and again i would like to send my gratitude towards each and every person for taking out their time and indulging themselves. Without you all, it would have been a fail attempt towards bringing zeal back to miraquill. Thankyou so much.
*the crowd appreciated krish for such a magnificent challenge, hoping to see again next year.
sereiin: krish, are we here to reveal judges? yaya! finally prachii_: rightly said sereiin, even i feel krish will be revealing the judges today yuhu!! finally the day is here. say_me_krish: well well well, miss prachii_ and sereiin di you both beauties are right, i am here to reveal the juries today finally! but but but, there is a twist. ak_anjali_daydreamzz: what twist krish? say_me_krish: the juries will be revealed by the co-host of "A VERSE AND A PEN CHALLENGE". moon_bunny: wait what? we have a co-host we never knew tho? taekook_maknae: exactly moon_bunny, we are getting packets of sunday surprises krish thankyou hehe.
moon_pearl: but who is the co-host? shreyah: omg, i am so eager to know who the co-host is. krish reveal it. say_me_krish: so the co-host for "A VERSE AND A PEN CHALLENGE" is..... la la la la
la la la la
sighsandskies: krish fast, we cannot wait kin_jo: yes krish do it
say_me_krish: hehe, so the co-host of "A VERSE AND A PEN CHALLENGE" is SQUARED. *tan tana tana tana* *claps*
here, we faced some technical issues due to wifi and the videos were paused aditii_ : the videos arent paused, everyone is shocked ! shaiz_fs: omg squared, i never thought this. tamanna3: actually, none of us thought. Everything is just so shocking and even its so good to know.
* everyone was whirling with zeal knowing about co-host*
starrdust: krish do we have more co co co co host ? hehe kiddin but still do we? say_me_krish: no, revealing co-host ceremony is completed hurray. laus_deo: no hurray krish, we still have our juries left and that’s the backbone of todays meeting. say_me_krish: yes yes lets get started squared. squared: so here we are to finally reveal the juries for "A VERSE AND A PEN CHALLENGE" *jury1,2,3,4 joined*
zikra_ and adeeba__: oh wow, we have 4 juries quite excited to know that.
squared: yes, so the first jury is...
over years she has baked spree folding woes into peace nonethless she is my_cup_of_poetry.
*crowd patting their own shoulders as many of them, wait, not many 99% people guessed it right yuhu congratulation* *applauses*
she nestled a diction of homosapien with certain traits of humans feel nonethless she is jeel.
she makes serial ribs against broken cartilage with metaphors color nonetheless she is love_whisperrer
raika_: where is our 4th JURY squared? squared: can anyone guess? daphnae: squared, we just cannot guess anymore, we have our most guessed people here as juries already you know right?
* meanwhile kairos_ anna laughing aloud, as he was the most guessed person but wasn't any of it XD *
squared: so our 4th JURY is someone unexpected again, buckle up your seats native people, here is our final fourth jury
JURY 4 : pranat03
of his haikus and tales sails beside every field of storm to nestle breeze as per promised to sky.
squared: And here, i have revealed all the four juries.
The streets were teeming with tourists even at this time of the year, and you sneered all the way to the bridge which was quieter than a bunch of other places; I caught you staring at a young boy of sixteen chatting animatedly with a girl of his age and wondered if you feel the same way I do.
You slid your hand into your pocket when I tried to reach out and, we were right there on the periphery of a conversation, we never had before and I know we were supposed to hold hands while looking at the chemtrails; and I know we were almost there but we just couldn't make it in time.