To all the boys out there!! If a girl rejects you, please don't make her suffer! You never know what she has been through that she is no longer able to trust people! If a guy is hitting on a girl or walking amid the group of girls hardly people say anything but when a girl tend to do the same thing, whole lot of judgements!!! Why?
If she smiles, she is a bitch If she doesn't, she is rude! If she wears short dresses, she is shameless If she doesn't, she is bhenji !! Ah!! Since you are a boy perhaps you won't understand the plight of being a girl. (to all my lovely girls out there, u r beautiful in your own ways, n being a girl is a blessing in itself)
Be a man n take the rejection, don't destroy her life!If you truly love someone then let that love from both sides happen naturally. You can't force someone to love you back! Can u?
My heart aches when I come across headlines of acid attack , blackmail n all such bloody shits!! Is this is the meaning of love you have decorated in your mind? Love is not making someone yours forcefully! It's about being happy even when they can't love you back, smiling when they smile, understanding those unobserved things ! I have always believed that every man Is good within! Don't make people loose this belief. Keep that humanity within you alive! Afterall, your origin is nothing without a girl, from giving birth to nurturing she is the reason for all!! !Don't spoil your goodness n morality just because she can't love u back!! A true man will never let her girl cry no matter how hard for him it is!!
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Ha pta hai lockdown tha, but hmare pass Covid negative reports aur luckily vaccine ke doses bhi li hui thi...
We met at the nearest cafe, aur hmesha ke trah voh time pe thi aur mai 10-12 min late. Maano ye aadat chutni hee nhi thi meri, mano uska intzaar itni siddat se hua ho ke abb wakt ka bhi koi muaina baccha na ho.
Late dekh krr hmesha 2 bate sunaya krti thi but ajj saant thi, ho skta hai bohot wakt baad milne ki vjah se awkwardness ho rhi ho . Aaj bhi kitni pyari lgti hai Meera, mano bas wakt beeta ho, par voh haseen muskaan nhi. Hatho meh hmesha ke trah eak Kitab, right hand me voh black strap valid watch jo use dad me gift ki thi, kurtiyo ka bohot shauk tha useh, aur ask bhi black meh aa-dhamki thi, aise kon krta hai bhala. Agar eak charisma hota tho jarur teacher lagti. Use dekh ke lagg rha tha maano kuch bdla he na ho. Wakt vahi se suru hua hojha paihli baar dekha tha useh. Voh dheere se uthi aur mere oour badhne lgi, aur achanak mera hath pakadke mujhe andar legai aur table pe baitha diya. Pta nhi ye maine notice nhi kiya , ya firr bakio ne jada notice krrliya hoga keh, mai gate pe khada meera ko bas ghoore ja rha tha , unhe kya pta ke kaun lutt aaya hai. Mera ka transfer ho gya tha banglore and mai banglore me pichle 3 saalo se tha akela. Toh use meri yaad aai sayad mai firr se uski mdat krr skta tha.
"Hello sir & mam , may I have your order please?" "Ha sir jee, repeat mine and a choclate shake with choclate ice-dip"
She just ordered in seconds and sonner i realised that she reapeated her order, a lemmon tea, i gess i was too late. She was still the health conscious girl and still remembered my fear of ordering any thing, actually I'm not good at menu, i get confused while deciding any thing from given options. Suddenly it started to drip drop outside and here comes that small but the creappy smile. "Rain still facinates you the same?" And she nodds ger head uttering "No!"
Some people are really too complicated to be managed ,she was the one . But now i see a diverter verion of hers ownself. This was a bit creepy. She had her tea , we had some gossips, some memmories reunited, but she was not the same energetic meera whom i knew. After this we went to a tall building top , she liked to sit on the top places and watch sun getting dipped down.
" Kuch wakt beetana chahti hu kuch apno ke sath, tum bhi toh chood aaye the voh saher , jha kbhi tumhari duniya basa krti thi."
Pta nhi kyo eak muskurahat ne mano meri bebasi ko batla ne theka sa leliyatha.
"Saher baste hai ujadte hai , aur tumse accha kon janta hai ye , yaad haina tum he kha krti thi keh sapne dekhne ke lia sona pdta hai , jaagte sapne dekho geh toh mooh pe girogeh "
Mano meera sbb kuch jaante hue anjaan bann rhi thi, kyo vo lautana chaah rhi thi unhi purani yado meh ? kyo aai thi voh yha ? Use pta hai mai mai drta , toh kyo mere samne...
"Toh ghrr kab laut rhe ho , 2 saal ho gye . Aunty ke baad bhi voh saher tumhara hee hai, vo logg tumhare he hai, kbb tkk rhogeh yha akele ?"
"Pta nhi , bas ye saher apna sa lgta hai. Vfa-Bevafai, koi kuch krta hee nhi, app apne-apne meh masrrof hai, accha lgta hai. Tum btao ye saher tumhe kha bula laya, tumjaise logg kha rhenge "
She again replied stating "kuch wakt bitana chahti hu apno ke sath, tumhare saath"
5 din Voh yhi thi mere sath, fir achanak eak din uski tabyat thodi kharabb hui Maine doctor ke pass lejane ki zidd ki toh..
"Subbhi, kuch nhi bas thoda bukhar saa hai, sayad jagah bdlne ki vjah seh hoga. Tum thodi der ruk skte ho, mere pass ?
Eak alagg si khaamoshi thi uske avajj meh , maine 5 din ki leave le rkhi thi uske lia, ajj office jana jaruri tha, par usne bohott kmm he kuch manga hai zingame, mujhse ? Maine tabyat ka bhana bnadia aur kha keh covid symptoms hai , toh I've quaranteened my self. Office se approval aagai in no time. I was with her ,sitting alongside.
"Subhi, tum ne kbhi btaya nhi, ke tum mujhse pyar krte ho ?"
There was a deep silence in my heart, paihli baar javab pta hone-k-bavjood himmat nhi ho rhi thi kuch bol pane ki..
"Pagall si , bukharr tere body se srr pe chaad gya sayadd , tujhse pyar ? Sakall dekhi hai , ktai chudalo ki sardarni laage hai! "
"Tum nhi sudhrogeh , aunty ke death ke baad 3 mahino me aisa kya hua ke tumne vo ghrr chood diya , jha aunty ki yaade thi , tum voh nhi jo, kisi ki yado ko bhula do"
"Betaa tera maatha dikha, ufff kataii khoon piyegi tab thandd payegi, adate na sudhar rhi tumhari, paihle bhi nautankia krr leti thi aur aaj bhi vhi chalu hai. Meera khi corona vorona toh na le aai tu "
Ye sunn ke vo muskura di , aur ankhe bharr aai uski.
"Papa se baat hui, meri ! Unnhono sbb bta diya, tumhe kya lga keh tum itte wakt tak gayab rhogeh aur mujhe pta nhi chalega"
At this second i was just to faint out !
"Aisi koi baat nhi hai , tumhe bukhar ki vjah se ajeeb lagg rha hoga "
And suddenly she huggs me tight and tight and tight and starts crying.. I can litterally sense her pain , jo uski ankho se bahe theh..
"Ruk jao na thodi der aur! Thodi der ruk sjte hona ! Rook jaao please!"
She kept on screaming this with pain and sorrow flowing from her eyes. I had nothing to say , so i hugged her back and replied
"Manjoor nhi hai naseeb ko !"
I was suffering from brain cancer and i had few more days with me. I never wanted meera to see me in this phase so i requested her father never to open up about me! I didn't wanted to die in her arms. Never! That night she didn't left my hand for whole night, while she was unconscious. Next morning i woke up with a door bell, holding her hands . She was still sleeping. The windows were open , so therays were shining on her face, she was still litterally sleaping verry peacefully. I pulled off the curtains and came closer to her.
Kyoki wakt beet jata ha, jakhm bhi bharr jaye hai , par jab koi kafn me sota hai toh nhi lautna vapass use sayad sikhaya hee nhi jaata.. Maut mere hisse likhthi ,lgta hai glt gharonde me dastaakk debaithi..
"Abb kuch ginechune din bhi akele kaatne pdenge, uske bina . Aisa bhi kya saath nibhana ke maut bhi naa baat sko? Fir milenge ussjahan me, thoda intzaar tumbhi krrlo , raah-e-mohaabat me tumse firr mulakaat hogi "
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U may think ke lead ka kya hua toh hee too left his sole for the journey same day holding her hands after an attack with pain as shown on banner .