@writersnetwork@mirakee Thanks for the like @writersnetwork •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Sometimes we start hating ourself because we start comparing ourself with others. It's okay if you're short, it's cute. Someone calls you chubby>>> now your brain start thinking ten times before eating anything. Someone said you that you're so skinny that the wind can take away you, you pretended to smile but you looked at yourself and felt bad. Sometimes you don't even feel like doing anything on some days. It's okay trust me, you're beautiful even on the days when you don't feel yourself. We've grown up in a society which someone believed that fair skin is good and being dusky is a sin. Trust me, you don't need any fair and lovely or glow and lovely or whatever the fuck the new name is.
If you're a girl you always have to listen you can't wear this, you can't say this, you can't go outside till late night, you can't sit like this and what not and we literally think sometimes being a girl is crime no dear trust me, being a girl is the beautiful thing in this world because you can experience the most beautiful character of a mother! That is beyond your imagination!
Tell the world that you didn't grow up to take their shit and behave according to them. You're beautiful in your own way!
World is a sad place without your smile!✨
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This year has been very difficult for everyone and me too. So I thought why not write down all the things I've faced this year, what I felt and everything!! (So much had happened this year(^^) )
•When this year had started I only prayed to God that everything should be good ( I know it can't be happen). If nothing good can happen with please don't let anything bad happen with me. -BUT NOTHING IS IN OUR HAND!
~In many unexpected things happened with me that I've never imagined. That made me believe that true loves always wins, if we trust ourself everything could happen But at a point my friendship got weak and it made me so heartbroken! But I've always learnt that whatever condition is don't reflect your sadness on your face.
//I could say that in and I've experienced the most beautiful moments of my life that I've never thought I will//
~ In , all got changed this virus came and all got shut down. I made a conclusion from it that we literally don't know that when we're meeting someone for the last time.
~ In , I've learnt that if you do any mistake it have some motives behind it and due to a silly mistake almost my half year was so good. ( Many good things happen that made me so happy)
~ In many flashbacks came in my mind from past few years that made me cry but when I looked in my present I feel a sought of relief that I'm happy today! And in last few days of May something had happened that was literally so unexpected like omg! But on last day of may I again lost my friendship and I thought that I would never get it back.
~ was just simple m Huhhh>>>
~ (Oops my birthday month) I realised that we should genuinely care for those who really cares for us. Many people wished me but I still waited for that one wish but it didn't came, it made a little bit of upset but I've got so much of wishes that made my day so beautiful♡ In mid of the July I again got my best friend (yeaaahhh) but at the end of the month I lost someone of my stupidness, whom I love the most.
~ and were like exam months.
~ , it was going normal but suddenly the person whom I've lost in July texted me and then I was so happyyyyyyy!!!!
~ was a good month not so bad but sometimes I got demotivated due to some people, but I don't share it with anyone. I think so we should not share our weakness or sad moments to each and every person. Try to be strong on your own and I try the most eash day!
~ , OMG I think so its the 3rd best month of the year because we all know that when we're in problems we call/ remember the person whom we trust the most! and it was such a good thing that happened to me after waiting for 7 years!♡ •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
I don't know that what people think of this year but it was the best year of my life till now because of not the pandemic but something that happened with me for which I've almost waited for 7 years. I've learnt many life lessons in this year, and made myself more strong♡
There're days when I feel emotionally and mentally alone. Looking around finding no one! Sitting and getting lost in my own thoughts. Thinking about how 16 years of my life had passed so soon ( Time is so fast or I'm so slow)... There were many sad moments in my life that had broken me into pieces but I've never shown someone my weak side because no one cares. Only few people where there in my life whom I can count on my sad moments. But actually, we come into this life alone and had to go alone no one stays with us. The people whom I loved the most, trusted are not with me now, but I always think I should patch up with them but my inner soul says why always I should take the first step if they literally need me in my life they can also do it.
//I want to say that try to be strong, you've to choose yourself, even when all refuse to. It's okay to take a break a moment for yourself. Don't try to show your weak side to anyone// //I know I'll be okay and then eventually everything will work out. I know that what's meant for me will happen, I know but I need some time to pull myself together because sometimes the shit life throws me in such a different world that gets heavy// ||Try to be happy each and every moment||
I literally Don't know the real defination of depression because I've never gone through it! But yah I don't know why but I want to share something with you! And I hope that it can give courage to you!
We all have seen that people specially teenagers go through this "DEPRESSION". First of all let's see what it is? What is its symptoms? (Omg it is a disease which have any symptoms. )
––––––––––––– 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. ––––––––––––– And many more it's all about internet data! .... According to me what is the main reason that people goes into depression! There are almost thousands of reason - about studies, about carrier, about relationships these are the main reasons! and deep into it many more topics in which people start getting depressed! .... ❃ They start losing hope.. they want to be alone because it gives them happinessss! It happens to me sometimes when I started losing hope I want to be alone! Want to cry alone doesn't feel comfortable to share anything with someone! But no it's not the solution I know I'm saying that who never done this but we've to share it with someone whom we trust the most. ( I know it's very difficult to find, that's why I sometimes feel so alone.) But it makes our heart feel light as I've done it! When anything gets wrong with me and I'm broken! I cried and want to share it with someone but don't find someone so I start talking to god and start asking him such stupid questions why it happens with me and all shits!! But only solution to this is - if you start losing hope it means you've loosen something! And everything is written in our destination so if you've loosen it means for your welfare and something will come more good to you! So have patience! .... ❃ About studies and carries! Yah it is also a topic of depression As we're growing our life is getting difficult, pressure or we could say competition is getting high! And every person is not same have some different quality from others but they also don't know and it's not important that every child would be excellent at their studies! But in today's generation knowledge is getting lack and marks is getting more important! I don't know why but it's reality and we are facing it! A child goes into depression because of the pressure of studies and carrier! What could he/she do when he/she would not score good marks there future would get destroyed! (Such depressing^_^) But marks is nothing if you've knowledge you've the power to change the world but all people don't think so! And it effects today's generation! So all we can do is encouraging people who is suffering from it don't act like supportive, be supportive! Because children being fed up of all this end their life! And it's the saddest part of all!>>>>>>>> .... ❃ And the main we could say the relationships!! I've seen that in today's generation making a boyfriend or girlfriend is getting a trend! (*please don't take it seriously I'm just sharing my thoughts not targetting anyone's relationship!) And literally I've seen there are only few people's who get married and mostly a relationship ends in 2-3 years or less than it! Mainly it effects your studies, your life!
There's so much more to life than me, ' , I've learner to understand that although ' , I can still do big things for myself! ', Not who I try to be and , There is no one like me and there , I belong here, I'm needed here!!! , And I believe that means the best !!! –––––––––––––––––––––––––––––
P.s:-Thank you so much for 2000 followers Ik I'm late but literally I'm so blessed to have Such people around me!! I only want to say that now we are a family so I really seem that @mirakee and @writersnetwork is good platform to express your feelings because we really met unknown people here who don't know us and don't judge us! That's the quality I like the most about it! Because here I can express here what I feel no one is to Judge me! And keep supporting me like this!!! .. .. .. And yah please repost this post so that everyone could read this >>
Sometimes we're nostalgic for the places we've never been in. . . . --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hiraeth
Hey, Do you feel like running away? Because I do, Almost every day,
Where to? You might ask, I don't know where it is I say, As the place, I crave for, It doesn't have a route, Or a name, It is just a place, I ache to go, As the craving in my heart, Refuses to be tamed,
It's Far away from this world, But near to my heart, A place, Where the sun sets a little late, And the moon stays for a little long, Where the days are cheerfully pink, And the night peacefully dark, A place where I don't have to run, Run from anything at all, I can just be at peace, With my flesh and blood, All and all,
Maybe this sounds, A little like a utopian dream, A place more of fiction, Than something ever seen,
Well, maybe it's true, Or it might be false, As that place isn't black and white, To have rights and wrong, And maybe that's why I crave it, As it is where no one judges me, No one Asks me to prove myself, And justify my every breath, Where I am not just brick in the wall, But a little flower on the crannied wall,
So don't ask me, Where, when, and how, Just let me live with this hope, The hope of finding my place, My hiraeth.
Lunar Eclipse The Sequestered diva of Atharvedic Where in sunlight she gets burnt gold To the darkest hours she turns bold Pouring nepanthe she's a sorrow medic. As daylight hits her 24.4 diamond glow Blinding gawky eyes prying the divine soul The veil for the diamond there's dark coal The seraphic Gealach hidden by a dark hallow. Sequined by proficiency and red glossy lips Pearl lust cadence her heart bearing obscene unseen My goodness! She is A Diamond under Pardah Nashin Where the nature adores her as Luna in Eclipse. Ohh look how meticulous Luna shimmers After breaking the eclipse her glitter in vigour Murk weathering at foot of her dazzling figure Perseus smiling proudly beaten at the Lunar Eclipse. ~Inktrovert
The brightest memories of my childhood are not the ones which I spent in dark, they are certain hallucinations, I can't remember much, the ones too vivid to recall - of a classic photograph which shattered as I ripened into a lonely teenage. Of a place called "home, sweet home," a double storeyed empty building, sugarcoating my envisage.
Memories agreed to reveal today so I stepped from left side, as my ridged eyebrow embarked-
once upon a time there was darkness, there was light, emanating from glass window, which coughed at shivering nights, my weeps travelled to vast skies by the speed of sound, and my melancholy was transfixed as the red roses grew.
I used to stare ceiling for hours in hope that calendars would utter my favourite month someday especially the date when I was born, I used to hold silver railings in order to resist the winds and secure my feets amidst life's raging storms, I used to exclaim gulmohar tree in backyard as a shadow beholding fatherly affection, whenever it opened its wide branches and I embraced it with giggles and sighs, but radio seemed like a mother to me, who played lullabies and croons till the next day sun roared high.
Satchel on shoulders, water bottle straps around my neck, since then I was naive girl whom zephyr of brewing morning tickled to wake, bandage on wounded hands bruises on bleeding heart, fading was my broken smile whom pillows caressed to elate, wooden doors, hanging walls and mauve staircase is what I mentioned in schools when asked about family tree, I breathe in home, home breathes in memories, memories are those unspoken emotions which beats inside me, which blinks within me. ~heartsease
What was the last time when you talked about life and not career, future and politics with your father? I did that some years back, and after that - today. I love summer evenings. They're calm, peaceful and a time when you wish to write nothing but listen to what the wind coming from somewhere is telling you. Not talking much with father is the reason why I cannot initiate any topic, also, not talking much with father is the reason why he always has a topic to initiate with. The first line of every different topic remains the same - "I know I get furious a lot and even shout at you all, sometimes" and every second line gives clarification to the first - "because I'm your father and father always cares, is always worried and concerned."
He tells me, "beta, this world is very practical" and ironically, both experience and emotion is seen in his eyes whenever he say this. According to him, life was never like a fair of swings and rides, decorated with lights where cotton candies are found and you win teddy bears if you shoot the target perfectly. To him, life is a circus and every man is a joker who painted happiness on face and forgot that make-up smudges away. He says, life is the nectar of pain and everyone breathing is like that worker bee, looking for nectar that keeps them alive. And the world that's keeping you alive wraps some pain in air then that too you've to breathe, else you die. He said, "you all think I'm a man with no broad mind who's always putting less commas and more full stops, but it's okay even if you think so, because I know, commas will always insist you to go on continuing with the same sentence but a full stop will insist you to start a new sentence, full stops are not ending of the old point but it definitely initiates something new. He accepts the "not-so-open-minded" tag and is satisfied because he's capable of giving everything which is required- food, education, love. Love* he laughs and say, "love is overrated nowadays. People love more and care less. People love more and think less. People love more and worry less. People in love say more and talk less, which is the reason why everyone in love talks about their love problem with the third person. Love is in trend today. A trend that everyone is willing to follow. They want to love the way of loving which is meant to be unlearnt.
More than half hour gone. To make me realise that he's "a father", he ends up his topic asking "wanna fill the form for journalism or LLB?" and to this I make that "I don't know" face. Parents love is different, they'll ask you the same question everytime but never twice. Giving opinions is their responsibility and giving time to think shows that they want life decisions to be taken mutually.
"Chalo, we talked for quite a long time, let's get back to home and watch election news" And I smile, assuming the wind whispering "see you in next summer evening"