Me and my old mates met , it was really good to see all of them happy and healthy .
First we laughed and joke a lot , praising and teasing each other !! We thought we are comfortable with each other ! Just like the past , sharing all our thoughts with each other... Isn't it ? We were smiling .....
Than one of them took out our old photo ! The photo of last day of our school , the day that parted all of us , the day we called it farewell but we all knew it was a " GOODBYE "
Goodbye to our togetherness , goodbye to our recess , goodbye to our picnics , goodbye to that innocent smiles , goodbye to our raw friendship , goodbye to all those time we spent and Cherish with each other
Seeing this photo , there was a complete silence !! We all forgot our filter that we were carring since a lot time
There was loud silence and dry tears on our faces !! Our hearts were screaming with pains that we all are hiding into us !! And we all knew we now have nobody to share these with....
All we could now is to ignore these thoughts and accept the reality and say " what a memorable photo " !!
And silently we parted ways again !! Carring ourselves back to those real and challenging world where we are no more real just FAKE ILLUSIONS ...
I wonder we used to call ourselves " GROUP " who knows our future lifes wanted us to be SOLO PERFORMERS .
Looking at the shimmering stars on the black canvas, They are blindingly bright. Twinkling so as to hide the scars they bear. What lies beyond that vast space? A universe you say. Are you sure? Look at me falling into a black hole; Will I reach somewhere, Or just keep swirling,. With stardust and debris.? I envision to reach somewhere, But will I be able to reach there? I continued to deferre everything to later, What I did glean ? How do I get out from this prison? Falling, falling into the black hole, Screaming my missdeeds, what I did!? I lost resilience, I lost optimism, Falling into the hell with assorted misery and awe. My pain screams with me, Erosion of life comes on gradually, Will I survive? Or will I die? Or just keep swirling in this black hole which never ends.
This poem is soo close to my heart. Thank you thank you so much @mirakee and @writersnetwork thank you. I don't know how to thank you all enough but im feeling so grateful right now! you have my heart ❤️ I AM A CRYING MESS!