Quotes and poetry by silent_screamerss

“The two hardest things to say in life are hello for the first time and goodbye for the last.”

- Moira Rogers

Goodbyes often act as wake up calls. All of a sudden memories rush in and we get filled with angst. It's also said that no matter how much you are prepared, the final goodbyes always hurt.

--Today, write a poem or prose about goodbyes--

Tag with #goodbye and share.
#wod

Goodbyes

What's that last thing you said goodbye to?

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#wod #rhetoric

@writersnetwork Thank you❤

What are you scared of darling when you got love in the lover

if not love, poetry would definitely
treat you right

if not lovers, who would have made
a tragedy admirable

if not death, what would have
saved you from living in hell

if not fate, what would you blame
for the outrageous chaos

if not pain, what would have
made you aware of yourself

if not writer, who would have taught you
the significance of heartbeat

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#memories #wod

I wish I could time warp
the moment
when I chewed up
the pink bubblegum
for the first time,
later it changed
to the white hues
to say I was in awe
is to underestimate
the innocence
of a nine years old child

I still remember
the name of candy,
my granddad bought it for me,
for the first time,
away from mothers eyes,
hiding in his left pocket
I used to tell him
the table from one to ten
just to get a single
piece of sweet chocolate

I wish I could time warp
the moment
when I had my
first crush on grade four
a cute guy
with pink chubby cheeks
just sharing the same
kind of pencil
would light up
the entire day,
away from the chaos,
and heartbreak

I wish I could time warp
all my childhood memories
just like chocolates
inside a thin wrappers
I would hide time,
somewhere betwixt
the silly pages of
my comics, I wish
I would be able to
never flip
the pages again
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Hey, Miss Nineteen.
Arya, isn't this your second birthday here?
Isn't this the second time I'm writing you a birthday wish? I'm not sure if I should write a poem for you, write a basic wish, write my heart out.
I'll start with you first.
You were having your board exams when we first personally talk. I gave you good luck lots of good luck, maybe not so lots. Anyway, I did with all my heart. later you said your exam went well, everything was good. We had our sister chat talked about everything and nothing, in particular, I came to know that you are my long lost little sisters, you left me on a roller coaster ride alone, okay you gonna argue, right? saying
you are the one who left me. Girl, how am I supposed to leave my younger sister. I'm a mature elder, sister. Hehe, I wish I was. Mom would kill me for betraying younger siblings.
Being an elder is tough. So, no argument over here. What about you gifting me, your nose, I'm yet to build a snowman for you. Let's go on hills someday. I'd show you my hidden superpower don't say it to anyone, it's top-secret.
I'd freeze the person who troubles you just say the name. I'm ready to break the teeth and bones. I never said this to anyone but Anna say me if you ever go through a guy problem. I'll solve a puzzle for you. You are like my younger sister. Suddenly, one-day lockdown happened
your exam got cancelled. We witnessed the things that were not in our hand, not in anyone hands. I was worried about my exam which was supposed to be held after a month. You got your result but my exam was nowhere near. They delayed so much, so many times.
After months of struggles, they took our exams
finally, my college started. When are you going to college baby girl? I wish, I so wish you to study a subject you wanna study. Take time but study what you wanna study. If you don't even after getting good scores, regret won't leave you.
We meet in 2020, isn't it? like the year to be remembered? The year of the corona. The year of lockdown. The year of mirakee.The year of mirakains. No matter what I'll remember you forever mirakee, armies, you all have a special place in my heart.
About you, You are a leader, a born leader. Just rule the world the way one should. Our event manager remembers everyone's birthdate.
Plans for everyone our collab, birthday wishes.
It would be a lie if I say I didn't search out how to surprise an online friend on a birthday. It wouldn't be a lie if I say I couldn't plan anything for you. I'm sorry from the corner of my heart. Holding hands-on ear, forgive me, baby girl.
You know na? how much I adore you.
Saranghae ��
Thank you for not giving up on us.
Thank you for checking out everyone
every once in a while.
Thank you for being Anna and making me Elsa.
I need jack ��
Thank you for being an army.
Thank you for being my baby girl
Thank you for being Arya, Miss Arya
and yes
Happy Birthday, Girl. I adore you. @arya_abhipsa
#bday_J

Happy Birthday, baby girl

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and for you, I'm. are you for me?

always always always. I'm always writing.
My sister asked me why are you always writing? I don't know why I write but I know it's the only way to breathe. I started writing cause the voice inside my head was so heavy to control. I wrote when grades fall when they blamed me for my rude behaviour when they called me arrogant when I was blamed for being the silent one in the house. And the worst thing about me was that I did not share my secrets with anyone else even if that hurts the most. I felt it alone in silence, endure it alone. Never asked anyone for help. Never asked anyone to heal me. I've been very private since a child. They said, just share it would make you at ease but I did not. I used to get angry with everyone who asked me if I'm okay. I never thought of pretending anything. I was so honest with my answers. They hated me for being honest too. Every time my friend would wear a new dress with a smile on her face, she asked, Am I looking? I would answer, as usual, I still do. How am I supposed to answer that hmm? She looks the same to me every day with every new dress she tries. I get taunt for this so much that irritates me to the extent that no one knows. I've always been honest with everyone but not with writing I guess, I'm not loyal with writing. I don't exactly write about the exact things that I go through. I don't write about the pain I feel rather I see an alternative to vent my anger. Just like now, sometimes I wish I could say my problem exactly the way it is just to see how a person would react, sometimes I too wanna get an honest review to my honest writing. But then again, what would it change?
Nothing it doesn't, things doesn't change, the things which had to happen, I can't stop it from happening even after knowing that my senses refused to understand. I can't stop myself from being my own biggest enemy.
Even if things don't change, people change, I changed. The only things that I care about are you, your health and your safety. Even after being arrogant to the world my heart wants to be kind to you. Even after ignoring the world, I wanna chase you forever and ever. Even after moving faster than a mind, I wanna wait for you till eternity. Even after being an ignorant fool, I'm possessive for you.
I never cared about people the way they think about me, the way they treat me.
I was always rude to them, I don't mind them treating me the same.
But, I care about you. I want everyone to treat you the way you deserve, kindly and with respect.
I never expected anything from life for me and I never thought someday I would expect it for someone who isn't me but, baby aren't you in me? now I want life to shower you with lots of happiness and prosperity.
I was someone who made a different excuse to stay away from guys. I was harsh to everyone
who approached me. I said I want looks to the one who thought they looked bad. I said I don't trust good looking guys to the ones who thought they look good. I made an opposite excuse to everyone. Among all the easiest was the one where I lied about myself saying I was in a relationship.
When you came into my life, I got a friend the kind of friend I never had. How did you manage to see the real me? I never felt the need to hide anything. From the very beginning, I was scared to lose you even as a friend I would never want to lose you. This fear of losing you I think this will be with me until the graveyard. You surprised me every time, discovering the things I did not know about myself, Knowing about me way before then I said, seeing me the way I failed to see.
You taught me how to love a human being,
and for me, you are only the human being
all the people I came across are just people in the human form. When they gave thousand of lecture about how important is self-love, I never cared. I did not love myself enough but for you, I want to love my self too. How can I not love the person you love the most?
Even after being obsessed with love for a long. Even after adoring, love. Even after loving love so much. I did not love the person the way I loved love' Seeing me so caught up with the things related to just love, romance novel, classic old love song, love games, Just love.
My friend said to me, you'd be a great lover someday. I did not believe her. I knew I couldn't love the person. I never believed there would be anyone who would make love, fall in love.
But some parts of me were afraid to fall in love. I knew if I do. I would do deeply. I was scared that I would fall in love. But, love happens most unexpectedly to the least expected person without a knock on your door. It doesn't go the way you want yet you love. Hopelessly, selfishly, truly, deeply, madly. I remember you running away from me many times I did not care at first but you were so stubborn. I had to care. I'm glad I cared. Idk, if I can ever be a good human being but I will always try my best to be the best lover.
To the guy who taught me how to love, who taught me how to worry for another person,
who gave me a reason to live, who gave me a chance to be in love.
I never had a dream but I want you to fulfil all your dreams, live your dream.
Money was never my priority but I want you to earn money way more than your ancestors did, so no one can question your worth.
I never had an aim that makes so much sense now, I want you to accomplish your goal, reach your destinations.
I want you to be happy the way I want you to love me.

Yours Jelsa

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they can give you a thousand reasons to live but they failed to be one
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I'm okay yet okay.
Daydayday

I hear a creepy sound
unusual yet familiar
high pitch,
loud slam
disturb my sleep
I tried opening
those stuck glued
eyes dipped in
trauma and despair
but couldn't find a way
my vision isn't as
clear as it used to be
I forced myself
to any extent
those fixed sights
lost focus
I gave a quick peek around
nothing was the same those
classic painting hanging on
my grey walls were replaced by
trendy photo frames
the quotes written by
by ancient philosopher and tragedy
writer was replaced by
birthday gifts and fancy quirks
and then something hits me
I was aware that
I left the house yesterday
hibernating on my best friend
apartment my body is
frost numb
empty and dark just
like a black hole
my essence is tired
from feeling so much
just like corpse
waiting for some folks
to dig me a graveyard
I recalled the memories of
yesterday, sitting in the dining room
staring at the food behind
which once made me excited
but today was odd
my mom yelled at me for
showing strange behaviour
I have eaten daily happily but never
in my life,
I felt the taste of rice
that was so tasteless
I couldn't believe
the food I admired for
my entire life would be garish
someday
I held my favourite
tomato pickles inside
my mouth but my tongue
refused to taste the same
at once and for all,
I shield all the tears
that I was holding on
for long periods now,
my mom thinks
I'm sobbing cause
I had to eat vegetables
but mom I'm not a kid anymore,
I would want to say yet
I couldn't utter even a
single word
I allowed the tears
to fall beneath my moist eyes
packed my bag
cause I failed to
hide emotion and feelings
that awakes sorrow and grief.
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#anachromism #wod
2077/12/21 the time I'm aware of myself
9'37 am

I always wanted to live
In the village, I was born on
however, due to some
crises and hindrances
I couldn't, I feel vacant
when I think about it,
I should have lived there
besides all the catastrophe
and terror, I wouldn't have to
regret it now,

I always wanted to study
literature
yet I was admitted
to the science
high school,
not even for a second
I felt like I was in school,
I felt like I was fenced in
the cold walls
of a naked bungalow
I never regret losing my grades
in fact, I was satisfied somehow,
I never felt urged to do good
in studies when my friends were
sad for getting low marks
I was burning in rage cause
I couldn't leave the hell
even if I want too

I always wanted to be born
in eighteen century
if only the creator would give
me a choice,
I would never choose to
have a life let alone live
I would wither like
a fading cloud
like a letters
burned by a betrayed
lover turn me
into a ashes
and vanish
in a thin air

I always wanted to be useful
for the person I love
in a way, any way
just a little, too little,
too late, too fast
but no,
I'm forbidden
forbidden from doing
all the things I wanna do
I'm cursed by my own deeds,
sinners of the sins
I never thought
I would commit.
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@tamanna3
#bday_J
#tambirthday

Hey, Tammy
Do you know that you
are one of the most
realistic person I've
seen here. The way you
write about things anyone
would relate to you like
it's written for them.
Even tho there are things
that I go against on your post
but just know that it's cause
I go very deeply into your words,
sometimes it hits home.
sometimes it increases
my rage but most of the
time I feel good reading
you and your free verses
kind of philosophical
kind of reality
that most be appreciated
one way or another
I adore you, I do
You are kind, kindest
sweet, sweetest
you are polite
to everyone, I've seen
you being good to everyone
taking care of them
asking if they are okay
that makes you
different and best
human
Saranghae
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KIND HUMAN.
Will you forgive me for giving
you such a lame wish?
If it was just two days ago
I would have given you the
best wishes, write a poem
for you in a beautiful
background. Trust me,
I would, I would
I'm sorry. I'm sorry

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#wod #oxymoron
would you still read me if I don't read you?

the most inevitable truth is also the truth that is impossible to accept that it's truth

I have seen a kid losing his dad
At a young age, those innocent
gloomy eyes scream louder
then candid words
he failed to utter
unanswered questions
plagued his naive mind
tortured by inevitable truth
that can't be changed
what would you do?
when acceptance is only the way
yet, it's impossible to accept
what was his fault?
to witness the
tragedy greater than
or equal demise
at such a young age

I have seen women losing
her husband just after the
day of marriage
how would you live?
without a person
you yearned for
living the whole life,
after a month of
enduring grief,
anguish and despair
not yet recovered from the
misfortune
she is blamed by
society,
for the crime
she would never commit
they failed to understand
that extinction is inevitable
it's not the
fault of a particular person

I have seen a dad losing his
teenager child,
at the young age of
learning and studying
about life,
he met the demise
how cruel is the fate
what goes through dad?
who would he earn for?
when there are no kids
to spend the salaries

©fairytales_