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  • shwati 5w

    16/09/2021
    2:00 am

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    Why Me

    Why it has to be me?
    Why they don't even care what we are going through?
    Why they show their fake care and sympathy?
    Why they are two faced?
    Why do only we have to suffer?
    Why now they have everything that I HAD?
    Why is there so much misery in my life?

    When is this going to end?

    ©__garima__

  • shwati 5w

    16/09/2021

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    It hurts to see
    Them laughing while I'm crying
    Them enjoying while I'm struggling
    Them living their life to fullest while I don't even have a life.

    ©__garima__

  • shwati 9w

    15/08/2021
    12:25 a.m.

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    I guess
    I have learnt to refrain myself
    from explaining my side to those
    who have learnt to misunderstand me ALWAYS!!

    ©__garima__

  • shwati 11w

    We desire something, plan something, and finally get something else...

  • shwati 11w

    01/08/21
    11:07 p.m.

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    Needs

    A shoulder to cry on,
    A nice soul to hold upon.

    A consoling sweet voice,
    That fills my day with rejoice.

    Little bit of encouraging words,
    So that my miseries get absurd.

    Someone to hear my feelings,
    Someone who'll help me in healing.

    ©miss_dignity

  • shwati 17w

    #mystory
    22/06/2021
    11:59 p.m.

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    Give Me Some Time

    What do you guys think of me?
    Am I stone hearted to you
    Or am I a matured women to you?

    I am mere 16,
    Lost my grandfather whom I loved the most,1 year ago,
    Lost my father 9 months ago to covid,
    Couldn't even cry after my father's demise just to not show my mum that I am deeply shaken and hurt,
    But you think I didn't cry bcz I dunno what I've lost, that I have no grief,
    You guys don't even know how many times I have cried in the bathroom,
    have wet the pillow with the ocean of tears,
    You have only seen me smiling and laughing just to make you two carefree about me by pretending
    I am fine.
    Have seen the so called relatives showing their true colours,
    Watching my mother struggling with depression daily,
    Used to sleep daily with the fear of losing my mum,
    Sat in Ambulance for the first time for bringing my mum to hospital,
    Saw my mother being admitted in ICU,
    not recognising me
    after having early stage of Alzheimer,
    Bearing all the taunts and tantrums of cruel aunt only because we have no one except our uncle,
    Trying my best to not to be depressed,
    Not being able to focus on my studies,
    Having no one to console me,
    People looking at me with the eyes of disdain,
    Hearing insults and scolding and crying alone,
    Having no friends with whom I can share my feelings,
    Gulping those hurting words, being mocked in front of everyone still smiling like a fool,
    Worried about my future,
    concerned like hell for mum.

    Still you guys expect me to act mature,
    scold me for not understanding every damn thing, telling to bear everything,
    control my emotions,
    speak right, eat right, sleep right...

    Let me breathe!
    Let me learn things slowly!
    Let me become mature with time!
    Let me have some mental peace!
    Please!!

    ©__dignity__

  • shwati 17w

    22/06/2021

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    MY HERO

    It has been 1 year since you left me alone in this disgusting cruel world,
    It has been 1 year since I haven't heard your voice, It has been 1 year since I haven't gotten your blessings,
    It has been 1 year since you said you will treat me after my board results,
    It has been 1 year since you said me to become successful and make you more proud,
    It has been 1 year since you told me to become so great that when you walk on the road people will know you as MY GRANDFATHER,
    It has been 1 year but still I remember your sayings word by word,
    It has been 1 year but still I feel you will come back, come back to support me, come back to bless me,
    just come back my HERO!
    ©__dignity__

  • shwati 20w

    04/06/2021

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    Hope

    Facing the misfortune, hearing insults, crying alone, feeling depressed, missing the loved ones. But a bright ray of hope is consoling my heart that this too shall pass and I'll prove them my worth one day.
    ©miss_dignity

  • shwati 20w

    Two faced people smile at you while stabbing you from back.
    ©miss_dignity

  • shwati 20w

    People leave no chance to take benefit while you are in misery.
    ©miss_dignity