just another me trying to live...
If you were to make a wish this year, what would it be?©shelagh77
I kept needing your touch until it became a need I can live without Time kept ticking and you slowly faded to nothing but a dreamA dream that I realised will always be just but a dream.©shelagh77
#broken #confused # disappointed
What I thought was.
Am disappointed in me for believing in you.Always being there for you yet when I needed you u weren'tTrusting you with my everything to only realise you didn't me.Loving for all this while yet you never meHow do I heal How do I fix me?How do I let go?Of a lie I thought was love?©shelagh77
#confused #sad #depressed #resentful #yetloving
Here I am againIn tearsBecause just again I imaginedThat we are still what we wereThat I could move past it allI know I should let you go Because our past is way stronger than our future And yet here I amIn tears because I can't let my self learnTo leave the past to dwell in the pastWhere you meant the world to me.©shelagh77
Love is over rated Don't you think?©shelagh77
In a world of despair uncertainty and deathRemember the few nice things that kept you sane in a time when things were great.And yes, I said GREAT.©shelagh77
#farewell #byes #politeleaving.What if farewell was a trap?
You should leave, you should run away and you should pretend to stay more than telling me the word that ends it all.When we lose people, shifting to a new town, giving up on love, and letting go its "farewell".The word that stings because even when we think its the best for us, it is only but a trap because I have to learn to live in a world without that one that I bid farewell.The ship that sailed and hope that them not looking back is for the best.©shelagh77
Love is the best thing and yet the worstThe pain that is delayed for all man kind to feel.©shelagh77
#lose #love #you
As I try to reach for your hand and you ignore me. I am slowly drifting further away and now more than ever I accept a world that you aren't in.©shelagh77
#lose #pain #heartache #sadness
The pain of losing you may never fade away
Can lose ever be healed?Can I ever stop hurting this much?Its like every time this day comes forth, a healing wound is opened afresh.Its like I am in a 'live die repeat' situation where I have to grieve your lose like it just happened.Its like I just came back from school hoping that I run into your arms only to find you asleep.Asleep with no rising up again.©shelagh77