A day during the lockdown seems quite pacifying until it does not . How do you get away from something that's being so familiar to you forever ? It was very difficult for me.
I tell myself that this is the time to channel my concentration into doing something useful . But I simply cannot . My mind is disturbed with the sufferings around me -- People dying trying to get home . People at this time have been reduced to mere statistics , which tends to fuel fear every passing day . I tune my ears to the news in hope of hearing something good but all I hear is number of deaths and infection increased.
The afternoon passes with onset of evening . I stare at the sky long enough to see the sun disappeare , as a frightening silence engulfes me again .
These day I utter a prayer to no one in particular Evey night before going to sleep and I wish each day , that we wake up the next morning in a place far from where we are now .
But you have a family who is everything for you . As I make my way through my room . My mother's voice wafts in from the kitchen , she is singing , then my father hands me a piece of paper with names scribbled on it . He explains there were names my mother consider for me before I was born and I see my current name on top of the list .
Heart-deep as I am in this nostalgic Whirlpool , I now see my father stnad up . And as if in a surreal vision , I hear and see my mother's singing voice pave a path for my father , as he moves farther and farther away carrying the box of my childhood memories with him and my brother giving training of how to use phone to my dog ( Kittu )
Hey guys I'm finally back after 7 to 8 months ...this quarantine gave me lot of time ...and I thought to be back ...I miss you a lot ..hope you all are fine and doing well....
Dear friend @solely_you_ I have never actually met you in person . never talked to you to face to face . never heard you laugh out loud right in front of me . just listen your laugh over the phone miles away . And though this post could never fully tell you how blessed I am to have a friend like you and thanks you for always making me smile. No Matter how crazy our conversation are . you never fail to cheer up me . belated happy birthday.
Due to busy schedule I could not post any thing earlier so little bit late
One Day Someone Will Come And I will Be her favourite person... She will take notes about my likes and dislikes , what my favourite song is , what's my favourite color everything.. She will find out about my first heartbreak.. About my first crush.. She will remember my birthdates.. Even my parents birthdates and anniversary dates..
One Day someone will come and accept me as i am.. Even After Knowing that how stupid i am.. After knowing that I'll cry if someone is crying in front of me.. She Will Care for me when I'll sick.. She will appreciate me when i get succeed in my career.. She will see that how cute i am when i blush..
She will know that which book i read to love most.. She will get to know about my facial expressions.. About my feelings without even saying.. She will going to know about my habits whether it is good or bad.. She will discover everything about my past .. She will know that how much i love rain.. She will know that when it is raining , i can leave any work i m doing and enjoy the rain without any care.. She Will get to know that i prefer tea instead of coffee and i am so much in love with tea and books specially love story books..
One day someone will come with whom i can walk in nights on the road.. With whom i can sleep in one blanket and see the stars.. With whom i can dance.. i can sing without caring about the world ..
One day someone will come and promise me that she will not leave me in any situation any circumstances we have.. She will stand with me holding my hands.. And smile on her face.. And I Promise to her that I'll take care of your smile.. Your hair.. And ur cheeks too.. I'll Lay on your lap and your hands on my hair.. Your lips in my cheeks.. One day someone will come and do these things for me.. _From an unknown love..