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  • seapen 4w

    "Journey"

    I am painting my nights with happy lies
    Hoping to soothe my brokenness someday
    Layers of blue-gray covered my wall
    But I shaded it with vivid colors of pretense.

    I was never a speck of dust
    I am part of the constellation
    I live with a purpose and reasons
    And I matter in this life's cosmos.

    Is there an answer on those blank pages
    Or is it my duty to fill them up
    The story of my life is mine to write
    Eventually, I'll find the answers
    Along my journey in this world.

    Sway with the wind and leaves
    Following my instincts led me to the present
    Seasons of life metamorphosed me to be resilient
    On some days, I'm overwhelmed with sadness
    But, I know that if I keep moving
    I'll reach my destination where I no longer have
    To keep on pretending
    A place where happiness will prosper
    A moment to smile and be grateful for my answered prayers.

    ©seapen

    #start #wod #brokennessc

    Not feeling well lately, will read your works in a few ❤

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    Journey

    I am painting my nights with happy lies
    While I sway with the wind and leaves
    Is there an answer on those blank pages
    Looking for answers, I found one undeniable thing
    That I was never a speck of dust
    My brokenness will soon heal
    And my nights will no longer need the lies.

    ©seapen

  • seapen 4w

    "Tu Me Manques"

    Since the day I weaved poesies about love
    I chose you to be my muse
    That made you a part of the proses I wrote
    As I pour the emotions from my heart
    There showed that all my writings
    Were lyrics for a song of yearning
    Sentences never end without you
    Ballads of longing with rhythms of my heartbeat
    I may not know rhetorics and archaic words like Shakespeare
    But, I can write an acrostic style of your name
    Send you handwritten haiku and tanka
    Yet our story could make a metaphorical novel
    Of how unrequited love happens
    A cover designed with the night and moon
    To portray where we first talked
    With pages painted with colors of sunset
    While I watch your silhouette from a distance
    When my cheeks were sun-kissed from imminent tears
    And my letters never again reached your presence.

    ©seapen

    #writingc #miss #wod

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    Tu Me Manques

    I miss you because you are missing from me.

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  • seapen 5w

    He sincerely apologized
    Changed his ways
    And it stopped
    Her series of crying
    Like how morning
    Cried dewdrops
    During summer.

    ©seapen

    #dewdrop #wod #apologizec

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    Apology

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  • seapen 5w

    "Autumn of Life"

    I wrote a fairytale inside the lyrics of a song
    The first part was the spring of her life
    The ending was filled with the ambience of autumn
    When the music dies
    She felt like waking up from a dream
    When the leaves turn brown
    Her heart slowly froze along the pain
    The day her ship sank
    It's when she felt the real agony
    Of melancholia and loss.

    ©seapen

    #start #wod

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    Autumn of Life

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  • seapen 5w

    "A Poem You'll Never Read"

    I wonder how it would feel to see your face
    To touch your cheeks, hold your hands
    Lay my head on your chest
    Kiss you and smile in betwixt our lips
    How sweet your fragrance is
    How your voice would sound
    While you whisper my name
    All these I think of when I look at the moon
    I uttered your name...
    And even the sound of it
    Makes my heart react rapidly
    Ache and longing fills my chest
    Remembering your memories like a slideshow
    Kept me holding on to my window
    Cause all these thoughts will no longer happen
    Now that we've said
    Goodbye.

    ©seapen

    #senses #wod

    I planned to write a love poem but my mood can't. ��✌

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    A Poem You'll Never Read

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  • seapen 5w

    "Living"

    With a touch of life, I started to look alive
    While I thought the world will welcome me
    I was abandoned and hated
    The dull smell of Zephyr affected my sight
    Colorful buds in my eyes became gray
    Everything I see turned faded black
    I hear voices in my head
    Perhaps the gossips about me.

    With a touch of a warm hand, I started to look alive
    The morning breeze smelled like spring
    Vivid colors of nature bring a smile to my face
    The sound of birds serenaded my heart
    Slowly, I tasted the sweetness of life
    I don't want to just breathe every day
    I now choose to live.

    ©seapen

    #senses #wod #livingc

    Touch of warm hand - help of a kind person
    Spring - beginning

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    Living

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  • seapen 5w

    "Nightmare"

    Evil lurks around looking for weaknesses
    They come to my sleep
    Where I show my bleakness

    They laughed and mocked me
    Playing around with malice
    Getting satisfaction by my cowardice

    Despite their scary face
    I fought hard
    Standing firm and brave
    Even whilst my knees shake

    "In the name of God, I rebuke you
    and destroy you!"
    The evil's smile faded
    And she was gone

    While I thought it was fine
    There was another stronger evil
    Waiting outside my house

    If only I could close my eyes
    But I couldn't,
    He started to come to me
    With a smile like he has victory
    But I stood firm
    And shouted with all my might
    "Get out you evil!
    Get out! Get out!
    In the name of Jesus Christ!"--

    I know I speak His name
    But it sounded like I was groaning
    Like I couldn't speak clearly
    Yet I heard my voice

    I opened my eyes
    I see blank space
    "Am I in a coffin?"
    I panicked a little
    "I don't see my room"
    "What's that light?"
    I reached for it
    And shoved away
    The blank space
    Like it was a false view

    And I saw my room
    The single light was from the modem
    It was dark
    And my heart was beating rapidly
    Heavy breathes

    "In the name of the Father
    and of the Son
    and of the Holy Spirit,
    Thank you, God,
    for waking me up,
    Amen."

    ©seapen

    It's 02:26AM when I woke up, and I just felt sleepy now. 04:58AM. Sleep sleep sleep ♪

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    Nightmare

    Now
    "Get out!"
    Made
    Sense

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  • seapen 5w

    I don't know if this makes sense.

    #slovec

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    Love

    Love isn't soft
    It is hard
    It is deep
    It can either make you brave or aloof
    Love is the utterly stubborn fire
    That lets you understand
    And see the world
    With an open mind
    Love is the adhesive tape to a broken heart
    It clings to your soul
    The true kind of love is not easily destroyed
    It is resilient
    Yet, love is also like a two-edged sword
    While you enjoy the advantages
    Disadvantages will backfire
    When love is gone.

    ©seapen

  • seapen 5w

    "Musing"

    Once when I was young
    Goodbye doesn't hurt much
    As I know I can see them again
    Yet now, it's one of those
    Scariest word that I don't wanna hear
    Sometimes, it's not said
    But felt.

    Once when I was young
    I thought love is like a fairy tale
    Like how the books explain it to be
    Yet, experiencing it
    It's way deeper than its word
    And it includes other emotions
    That love alone isn't enough
    And it must grow
    For it to be stronger.

    Once when I was young
    I fear having memories
    Of things which once became
    A part of me
    So, I practiced the art of forgetting
    But now, I wished
    I should've kept them in me
    Cause my memory is fleeting
    Who knows when
    My human brain
    Can keep remembering
    The memories of my life
    Which made me, me.

    ©seapen

    #once #wod

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    Musing

    Once when I was young
    I dreamt of love
    Yet, all I received was goodbye
    So I tried to forget
    And now, I found love
    One that is inside me
    And is for me.

    ©seapen

  • seapen 6w

    "Torimodosu"

    Darkness is nothing new in our lives
    It causes loss and strifes
    Yet we must still strive
    To grab the wheel and drive.

    When everything is hopeless
    We can't even get up on our knees
    So, we let our time freeze
    And watch it destroy our peace.

    The process of healing is never easy
    It's a flowing breeze that is never steady
    It gets worse before it continues healthily
    But, the reward of it is being ready
    To stand up again and this time you'll see
    How you've overcome your dark times bravely.

    Don't be scared to say "I need time for myself"
    'Cause we're all just books in this world's shelf
    Some people's covers are all pretty and strong
    But some are dusty, used, and torn.

    With healing, we can repair our damaged parts
    Choosing to heal is not being weak but being strong
    Use the pain and transform it into an art
    That art is you, with a beautiful heart.

    ©seapen

    #heal #wod

    PS: I've been gone for days. I just took some time for myself. Recently, I felt emotionally drained. I'm an emotional person and growing up, I'm aware now that this is how it is to be drained. I did many things to balance myself again. When you're in tune with yourself, you can feel there's something wrong or anything you're missing. I tried some digital art even though I don't know how to draw, I successfully did it and got satisfaction from it. As someone going into healing, it's opening my eyes that there's more about myself that I did not know. It tells me when to recharge and when I'm fine. I know I don't know much of people here, but please know, it's okay to take some time for yourself and heal. All the best! ��

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    Torimodosu

    It's okay not to be okay
    But, it's not okay to not be okay
    Without trying to be okay.

    ©seapen