I thought not to write something soon, then YOU happened; I was going through a tough time, then YOU happened; I always wondered what is so fascinating about not existing? But then YOU happened.
I have never known YOU but YOU stole my peace.
While YOU were there unaware of the consequences, your whereabouts went missing.
I always thought about easing the knots, releasing all the pain, giving myself away to an eternal void, but only until I came across the people who love me, and also the people who loved YOU.
I can see your family in your backyard, trying their best to keep YOU with them, wanting YOU back. They all are ready to get away with YOU, only if that was in their hands. Knowing that ain't gonna happen they'd now only be surviving in a world YOU created for them where YOU don't exist.
YOU left for the people, who weren't even yours.
It's strange, how I didn't know YOU until you're not around anymore.
I can see your flesh going with the flow, not caring about what others would do, not caring about a last goodbye, not caring about what you're leaving behind, or taking away.
See, what you've become, a bitter-sweet memory? No! A haunting one, to be precise, that would cling on to those who loved YOU, until their last breath.
I wish, YOU could take away the endless sufferings from these people.
Did YOU just want to know, who would actually grieve and mourn for YOU? Who would care, even after YOU decided not to? See, there are enough of them, right in front of my eyes. Now what?
You might wonder Scenes going blur Kinda like crimson red plastic sheet Wrapped over your head. White roses aren't white anymore. No need of hiding the Jeffery dahmer inside you That's the only thing that keeps me upto. Resurrect the killer sojourning deep down in your head And don't you dare think of ever redeeming yourself. If you do, I'll be ready to show up at your door with a handful of my own blood in a flask, waiting for a sin to happen.
Not that talkative I see But neither am I , don't you agree? Just staring at eachother Blood rushing through my cheeks Everyone knows we ain't that slick Nah can you stop smiling at me? How do you expect me to feel the heat? Touching the back of my hand intentionally And now you are staring at your phone screen These games are getting very tiring I saw your friends, they were laughing While your eyes were on me 'Angel in disguise' is that what you see? I don't want to break your heart but that ain't me I have my own flaws so deep You are too naive for me But seriously though Why does your voice make my heart skip a beat Conflicting feelings maybe I need some sleep? Or should I ponder on this fact? indeed Judging by the hints you give There's definitely something in between Heavy metaphors aren't my bit When it comes to you Raw emotions take the shift Now I guess it's my time to flee Not gonna lie This crush culture is killing me.
Soul steps-out from the ambrosian fields of body, Each fragile petals drip-off from life , i laid tacitly down the cancer ward Death awaited out the door ,and kindly behold through those murky glass Pain termited holistic as, Aura Aromated unanswered medicines , While taking pain killers for soothing others Hour glasses harps aloud, the doomsday rituals, Trying to stoop downward it's sand as to bury heartbeats Immortal reminiscence lingered past veins Death Outlined 'X' mark on the door of life As No Moon ,No Sun could enter, Even Dawn and Dark lefts my vocabulary!
And then Hope whispers the words of W.E Henley “It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.”