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  • sanyaaaa 28w

    rant maybe..

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    A letter to her

    How have you been lately?
    Quite frustrated, incomplete and confused
    Things are struck.
    Struck in between nothing and everything.
    If you wont be doing anything its nothing and if you did,it will cost you everything right?
    You’re in a state of nowhere.
    Nothing is moving an inch and it makes you so much uncomfortable that you might not get enough sleep.
    Thoughts keep on pressuring you and you are thinking about so many thoughts that you are losing the track and number of counts you are breathing every second.
    So many things flashes in your head and you are not able to be in the present moment, even if you really wants to.
    I know you are trying so hard to look at the bright side but something pushes you and takes you to the dark side.
    You are strong, you know this right?
    This shall too pass and its not the first time.
    This is the time which will eventually pass and again the sun will rise, darkness will vanish and you are going to stand as a whole in front of the brightest side.
    I know this is too hard to be understood but trust the process this will help you in so many things you cant even imagine.
    Its hard but not impossible.
    All i wanna say is I love you for holding on, for being strong and going and growing through all this.

  • sanyaaaa 60w

    So finally Its your birthdayyyyyy!!! @sse7enn
    Let me start from the very beginning

    So here I met a guy i use to saw his posts on cigarette and everything from last year and i use to think yaar kitni cig peeta hoga yeh toh mere liye teri pehchaan yahi thi ki you’re that guy on mirakee jo cigarette pr likhta hai but then we start reading each other and start talking a lil bit like very lil bit not much
    Then i got to know you a little and i found that you’re really a good person with whom i vibe. I am a good speaker lol but you were the best listener.
    Tbh i enjoyed your lame jokes way more than others and i really made a good bond with you. You know there are very less good guys left in this world and you’re one of them. A girl could feel safe around you guys and feel free to talk whatever she wants to without thinking twice.
    I personally think this world is in a need of guys like you. 💜💜
    Its been a year i still cant believe. 🤷🏻‍♀️
    You are the best person i met from mirakee. 💜💜
    You’re genuine, kind and even sweet at times. You literally take all my tantrums,drama,mood swings,assignment 😂😂so easily And always been there for me 💜💜
    Pinky promise i will be always there for you toooooooo.💜💜
    I’ve seen you changing within a year and trust me it was such a beautiful change in you. Such a positive and amazing person you’ve become.💜💜
    Everyone wants a KJ in their life and I got one already 😂♥️♥️♥️
    Thanks for being such a good friend, cheerleader and a kid that you are by heart💜

    And you know what you deserve so muchhhhhh happiness and you will surely get it. 💜💜💜💜💜
    And You know you made me seriously so happy just because you stopped smoking♥️

    So wishing you a veryyyy happpiest birthdayyyyyyyyyyy and may this year bringssss everything you want in your life💜
    May you get what all you deserve♥️

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  • sanyaaaa 61w

    little inspired by the autumn vibes 🍂

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  • sanyaaaa 62w

    Super cliché. Bear it with me
    #temp

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    One fine morning
    Its you and me,
    Its we.
    I am yours and
    You are mine.
    A day with you is like
    Celebrating a day,
    And life with you is
    Celebrating life everyday.
    Its peaceful and calm
    For me sleeping next to you
    When sunshine from open
    Windows will annoy you,
    I would let my hairs to
    Cover you from it.
    I will let you sleep to see the
    Calmness and waking you up
    with a morning kiss.
    Nevermind, its your everyday reward
    for loving me at my worst.
    For being my cheerleader everyday.
    For hugging me in middle of your sound sleep almost every night after my worst nightmare.
    And letting me sleep in your
    Arms every night. I might sometimes
    Do intentionally cause every single time i feel loved.
    Loved like never ever in my life.
    For once let me love you with my whole
    Heart without any regrets without
    Pretending a single thing.
    My soul is touched in a way that it craves for your love every now and then.
    I didn’t fall in love i just raised in love.
    You bring breakfast on bed,
    With a coffee and a kiss on my head.
    We took a leave for work and every
    morning you compliments me brings
    Gleaming smile on my face.
    You never leave a single chance to
    Keep you out of my head.
    Getting calls to have my lunch and
    How is my day going texts instantly
    makes me smile and valued.
    And after tiring and drained out day
    We came back to our home
    And talking about how our day went
    With dinner and over a glass of wine.
    Cuddling and sleeping in cosy nights
    And ending my day on the same note
    I started it.
    Love is…
    Feeling of getting love and being in love everyday with the same person over and over again.

  • sanyaaaa 62w

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  • sanyaaaa 63w

    Its been one and half year I’m here on mirakee and its been almost an year to know you. The one who is sweet,kind and loving with everyone here. Ask anybody and they will say the same.
    You are such kind hearted and sensitive person.
    You always reciprocal all the love you get.
    You feel low sometimes and you know i am always here for you and always been there no? 💜
    You’ve always treated me like your elder sister and always tried to cheer me up and everyone here. That is the best thing in you, do you know that? And and and
    Most importantly you know how much beautiful you are. I was spellbound. You wrote a post on “beautiful” on me and it was like the best read for me. But you deserve it more . And i mean it 😭💜

    We somedays talk a lot and somedays we are not talking at all, but whenever we start talking we don’t stop. We had all kinda girly conversations, complementing each other, asking each other to meet and come to their place but we cant😭
    But Jelsa a friend like you is a sweet little blessing. The person i have talked the most here and you know we share secrets and understand each other the most.
    This is a sweet bond we share and hope this stays like this always 💜

    Somedays you are not here for others but for me, you’re there🦋
    You know how much i get tensed when i see a text from you with these emojis 😭
    I start treating you like a younger sister and might scold you a little but made you feel better 💜
    I have lot to say right now my mind has jumbled all the things but all i wanna say is, You matter to me and no matter how far we are i am just a text away. Okay ?


    So wishing this prettiest, cute and gorgeous girl a BIG FAT HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY 🌺
    May you get all the love,happiness and everything ♥️


    I know i am very late but i have a reason for it,i had fever and couldn’t complete on time I swear😭 I wasn’t active whole day i even had a reminder on my phone for your birthday but still i am late😭


    AGAIN HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY MY BUGGYYYYYYY♥️
    @fairytales_
    - Yours favourite
    To My Favourite 💜

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  • sanyaaaa 63w

    @inara__ I just tried. Couldn’t meet the expectations thou 😢

    #tale

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    Fairytale,

    A story which is magical and
    Imaginary.
    My fairytale is not like
    Princess found his prince and
    They lived happily ever after in a
    Huge beautiful palace.
    It is about queen who’ve liberty
    To take her decisions which are
    Much bigger and significant than
    Choosing a prince charming for her.
    My fairytale is like every girl
    Can achieve whatever they want
    That too with their family support.
    A fairy tale where girls are treated
    Like fairy,
    When they are not attacked and cursed by
    Saying what they feel like,
    Where girls are neither measured as
    Property nor any deal.
    Fairytale must not be where
    A prince will come and rescue princess from difficulties,
    It is something where a princess can
    Rescue herself instead the prince
    Will love her, completes her
    And embrace her flaws.

    But i guess this is what a fairytale is;
    Imaginary and distant from reality.

  • sanyaaaa 63w

    @vivenne
    Happpiest Birthday Vvn💜
    Wishing you loads of success, happiness and love in your life 💜
    I adore you, just bcs i could feel the innocence and truth in you.
    Though we’ve not talked much and i don’t really know a lot about you but still you’re the most genuine person i’ve met here.
    Love is not always cliché yaar, write often about it😂you could do wonders 💗
    And when you were not here i really missed reading you cause your vocab always made me google it😂


    Ps- once you told me you like cats, and this bcs this have a same vibe😂🙈

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  • sanyaaaa 64w

    After so long it is raining today,
    It rains so heavily as in clouds
    Are screaming their pain out
    Weeping and screaming
    And thundering to pass through
    All the aggression they had in themselves.
    I hate rain
    You know why?
    It reminds me of you
    It reminds me the happiness i thought
    Will stay forever
    Forever? How could I even believed it?
    I was stupid to think you can hold anything for as much time as you want,
    I thought if i would ask you to stay
    You will stay..
    You know either i care too much or i don’t care there is no in between,
    And you? You know I cant afford to let you
    go,
    You know i find it very difficult to trust
    somebody and what you did?
    Now I cant even imagine loving somebody
    Like this,
    My conscious, my heart will never allow me to do this,
    People find joy in rain?
    Isn’t it?
    people enjoy looking
    At other’s mistakes pointing out them for the mistakes they did,
    If they are doing fine they judge them
    by saying how insensitive person he/she is,
    And when they cant control their emotions
    They judge them by saying how sensitive and stupid.
    There was a time when I enjoyed
    Dancing in rain, looking those tiny droplets.
    The excitement when i could smell the
    Petrichor, looking at those beautiful skies
    As if im living in some painting.
    It was indeed a beautiful feeling which
    Is now taken over by some stormy thoughts.
    My mom was right,
    Adulting hits hard
    Growing old hurts
    And loving someone more than they deserve is miserable.

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