sam_no_mi_ma

just smile even if u r going through hard times...and be proud at least u can smile n overcome yur hardship

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  • sam_no_mi_ma 7w

    Sometimes I wish it was a dream
    All these hurting
    And all the broken loyalty
    I wish I could wake up from this pain
    It cages my mind
    Makes me break myself
    And crying in silence is a job of mine now
    Sitting in a corner
    Hoping a comfort would magically appear
    Making foolish fantasies just to keep my mind from wondering
    To that dungeon of memories.
    ©sam_no_mi_ma

  • sam_no_mi_ma 7w

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    You bring me joy ,
    You make me smile,
    You let me know that the world still has good people in it .
    You end my day in the most beautiful ways,
    Everyday .
    You are a blessing to me.
    But then when someday you want to leave
    When someday you fall out of love
    And even if I have asked you to stay forever,
    You can leave , let me go
    I promise I will let you go
    Because my love is not selfish
    It only wants to see you smile.
    ©sam_no_mi_ma

  • sam_no_mi_ma 9w

    And just like this ,
    I would get hurt
    And a part of me would die inside
    With every tear drop

    But here I am now
    Feeling nub against myself
    The words that used to once pierce my existence
    No longer hurts me
    And the worst part is
    I don't care anymore

    Am I all dark inside now ?
    Am I dead?
    Because I surely don't care that I am lost
    I am not able to cry
    But then again

  • sam_no_mi_ma 9w

    Sometimes I wish it was is a dream
    All these hurting
    And all the broken loyalty
    I wish I could wake up from this pain
    It cages my mind
    Makes me break myself
    And crying in silence is a job of mine now
    Sitting in a corner
    Hoping a comfort would magically appear
    Making foolish fantasies just to keep my mind from wondering
    To those dark valleys of memories and people.
    ©sam_no_mi_ma

  • sam_no_mi_ma 9w

    I feel empty
    Drowning in my thoughts
    Trying to stay awake
    Feeling broken
    More than ever
    Mounting up all those unsaid emotions
    In a dark corner
    Hiding from the light
    That had once betrayed me
    It's not alright,  this empty void
    That makes me wanna seek a closure to my life.
    ©sam_no_mi_ma

  • sam_no_mi_ma 9w

    I hope you don't get mad at me
    When I decided to silently slip out
    Of the mess I have created
    With my existence
    And escape this life
    Don't get mad at me when I say I feel like a mistake
    Cuz that's what I am
    And you can't change that even if you try.
    I've accepted who I am
    But it dosen't get any better
    So when I'm gone,
    I hope you get over me
    I'm a human and another human can replace me someday
    It doesn't end in me
    So when you know I'm gone for real
    Remember I'm gone for good.
    And that I will always love you
    ©sam_no_mi_ma

  • sam_no_mi_ma 10w

    He bothers me to the point where I just want to sit in a corner and cry for hours.
    ©sam_no_mi_ma

  • sam_no_mi_ma 10w

    HER

    You're holding my hand
    But she is lingering in your thoughts.
    You kiss my cheek
    But the kiss doesn't belong to me.
    You hold my skin ever so firmly
    But the firmness is not mine to begin with
    I die everyday
    But I'll put up my best smile for you.
    Because you are not mine,
    You will never be mine
    I'm helplessly falling for you everyday
    Even knowing that she will eventually be back
    And I will be forgotten;
    I can't help it.
    But I hope you don't regret meeting me.
    Because when I know that she is here for you
    And that you are happy
    I will not let my love be in your way to getting happiness,
    I will leave
    For my love is not selfish.
    ©sam_no_mi_ma

  • sam_no_mi_ma 13w

    I hope you don't get mad at me
    When I decided to silently slip out
    Of the mess I have created
    With my existence
    And escape this life
    Don't get mad at me when I say I feel like a mistake
    Cuz that's what I am
    And you can't change that even if you try.
    I've accepted who I am
    But it dosen't get any better
    So when I'm gone,
    I hope you get over me
    I'm a human and another human can replace me someday
    It doesn't end in me
    So when you know I'm gone for real
    Remember I'm gone for good.
    And that I will always love you
    ©sam_no_mi_ma

  • sam_no_mi_ma 15w

    It's hard to live in darkness, where I try to heal from my past everyday. It's not easy when I try to let go. It's hard to live in a place of no protection, where I fear everyday not of life but torture, physically and mentally. I die every day looking at his drunken state, it puts me down and makes me feel unworthy and like a burden. I feel like this world is not where I belong and it is true when they said I was here in this world by mistake. The outer world put me down, made me feel hollow. But the inner world hurt me more and for some reason I just want to escape, all of it. Leaving everything behind and live with just me and myself. Because one day I surely will not be able to listen to those screams and curses and bare up with empty but hurtful blames, I am not strong enough. And I also know that this darkness is where I then die.

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    Everyday I suffocate in this darkness
    Maybe pain is what I deserve
    I die every morning, and every night I bleed
    The pain that I hold , maybe I will never be able to pour it out
    Tears and honesty is not enough to let it out
    It's been carved in me for years.
    Yesterday I thought of healing but today again , all I can wish for is death
    Maybe it will never change
    And maybe I don't deserve happiness
    Maybe I really was a mistake.
    It's all the same, the hidden empty bottles
    The cursing and screeching
    And is it wrong that I want to leave all of these things behind ?
    My memories, my pain, the sadness yielded in me
    All of it that holds me back from trying to heal
    But this darkness pulls me in,
    Like it's where I belong
    Where I am born and where I will die
    ©sam_no_mi_ma