saahilc078

Did i ever tell you the definition of insanity?

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  • saahilc078 2w

    Your touch couldn't be gentle enough since your heart wasn't kind enough
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  • saahilc078 2w

    We wouldn't last no we cannot,
    You are meant to leave and i am not meant to hold,
    You wouldn't stay and ill push you away,
    We will leave this ground and never look back,
    We wont fall down again no we wont,
    You wont shed a tear and ill die to break that way,
    Whilst a flower blooms just to die in the most beautiful way,
    A dead one gets attracted to the pain,
    Craved from tides,
    When everything departures,
    No one waves a goodbye,
    The sail sets high,
    Tears form the river to cross,
    The tide carries us apart,
    Explaining what couldn't be,
    Mother held no prisoners,
    And my words couldn't be more complete,
    Craving what i fear,
    Love of the broken and kind,
    In the most cruel way,
    I couldn't explain how it all meant that way
    I tried my best and i failed
    Like i knew i wouldn't and so couldn't
    This got me nowhere,
    But this beauty was always alive,
    In a heart that tore down from rocks,
    Cold and cruel in the unfair
    It found a way and a few to keep alive
    Hence it'll always be more than fine
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 2w

    No i can't shed a tear,
    But i wanna break that way,
    Once and far all
    It will all go away.
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  • saahilc078 2w

    Every kingdom,
    Craved from tides,
    Said "full of love,"
    They ran away
    And they go,
    Over the plain evening
    Under the birds tail,
    So unleft and undone,
    Just to draw such an empty portrait,
    Capturing everything it could see,
    They ran away
    And they go,
    Even though they said
    "Oh full of love"
    Craved from tides
    They let go.
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 2w

    I sat down at home,
    Thinking just maybe ill come home,
    Asking myself who am i,
    Oh he's just another kid,
    Something happens every other day
    And so he flees away,
    Listening to such sad songs is his thing,
    No he cant wait to fuck up every friendship he's ever had,
    Every breath's as scary as it would ever be,
    There's no need to search,
    This sorrow teaches me where the joy is,
    Just another kid oh he is, fleeing away like he always does,
    No, i wont go home.
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 5w

    Such a broken fate,
    And you said the words i could never hear,
    Hearing i realised where i stood,
    A nowhere merely for no good,
    Crying was dismantling,
    Whilst music was healing,
    In this balance i forgot what i could,
    Hearing the words that you stood by,
    That made me shook,
    How could it be possible i asked,
    Realisation never hits as nothing belonged,
    Such a broken fate,
    You dont seem interested, neither do i.
    Held by constants my heart searches nowhere,
    Finds nothing but the words you said so easily,
    They couldn't be let go of,
    Yet you've surrendered every piece of.
    No i cant say, it astonishes me as i hear,
    Thats the very end i presume,
    Never built for it so as i can only consume,
    As i stand in the middle of nowhere,
    I find nothing but it all a mere jumpscare,
    Yet it doesn't succeed in its trail.
    Blossoming flowers, oh they die
    Keep me awake i cant help but watch them cry,
    Neither alone nor accompanied this heart doesn't try,
    I guess all it could ask for was to simply die.
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 7w

    Bring me the night,
    But the day comes too soon;
    Such a dark embrace,
    I guess ill star gaze.
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  • saahilc078 7w

    As the spring falls,
    The burning witch calls me,
    To lose hope,
    Giving up all the things
    She's made up of,
    Learning how to fall,
    And here i wonder,
    Why i am trusted
    By the king and princess of self doubt.
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 8w

    Stay, no you wont,
    Like an animal we'll creep in the night,
    Continue to be the ones you hate to see,
    We'll be dissapointments that dont agree
    We dont change we make the same mistakes,
    We dont care no we dont feel enough to do so,
    In this world we fall to our state
    But we're armed like animals in cages
    And slowly you'll see how it messes with our brain,
    Chained spirits ours rage,
    Cruelty commands the unfair love men hate,
    And upon this there lies their fate,
    Everyone in this world they all stand by what they hate,
    Rage is an abstract emotion yet it fails,
    Helpless in nature calls for the change,
    But they still make the same mistakes,
    Falling in this loop you die,
    Waking up in another lifetime,
    And my pen shivers as i write this down
    Yet to feel i know I'll shake it down
    Eyes looking without mercy
    No they dont see,
    They will change they will stay,
    They will see one day,
    We wont be left behind cause we wont stay,
    But for today we'll be a disappointment they cease to care,
    They don't care no they wont,
    They will find themselves in a huge stack of hay,
    The future holds none, well we dont hope anyway,
    This breaks what we stand for but we never pray,
    Like an animal we crave,
    Armed to teeth and choking on our sleeve,
    We fall into our graves.
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 8w

    Empty face,
    Solipsistic joy in hands,
    Stretched to the heart,
    Rubber bands made of tarp,
    They dont care, no they dont,
    Its just another stoic belief.
    Armed to the teeth like another animal,
    Needn't feel cause its not weak.
    Not better but worse
    Owe-ing me another life,
    Falling through the floor;
    The heart stops,
    Searching for obscurity,
    Finding nothing but glory,
    And rage arising;
    Finding hatred its art,
    Pathetic choice of words, it knows its gonna fall,
    Armed to the teeth,
    Chained to the collar,
    Free of everything,
    Over a bridge of sighs
    Thinking its gonna be yet another creep,
    Not yet interesting enough to see,
    Not good enough to be,
    Sure, it knows its drowning
    This makes no change in how it sees
    Merciless eyes, no don't let them be,
    Thinking- nah it shrinks slowly.
    It falls asleep,
    Asleep and then awake in its coldest dream,
    Watching the lonely sun setting
    Yet nothing's settling.
    ©saahilc078