Help me out of the chaos I am engulfed within. The fear of falling back threatens me day and night. I fear, what if I fall and I break myself to pieces..Pieces which can never be rejoined to make the former self again... Will you be there to hold me back? If not help me to rise, will you be there to atleast take me in your shelter and let me rest there..In extreme peace?
Will you guide me like you did to Arjuna , will you forgive me like you did to shishupal , will you make me feel beloved and important again like you did to Draupadi? Will you make me happy again if I shed my life long held tears in front of you.
Will you understand me if I tell you that I myself don't know the reason of why am filled with anxiety and sort of pressure... Will you be there to give me my luck??
I know the answers , or maybe not. Maybe I want to be assured of , or maybe not. But I know ... I trust you more than anything.... And I know I trust myself too (,or maybe not!!)