·dreamer·Artîst·survivor of the worlds evils
#sadpoetry #depression #mentalhealth #writing #writersnetwork #mirakee #journalwriting #journal
Black and Light
Looming in darkness leads to sleep in the daytimeLurking sadness lends its horror day and nightDay and night fright, horror sneaks in the light..Sir horror stalks me alrighthe wont let me be..denies me clear sight..Remove these shackles of horror and bring me where all is brightthe dark noose must be severed I dont want to sleep forever
#hardlife #depression #ptsd #mentalhealth #suffering #fightingformylife #keeptrying
A blank pageA blank faceA blank stareA blank spaceYet without a traceThere's already too much thereA mix of rawnessRubbed bareA life so unfairGave into sin in despairNow I look hell in the face when it snares©runawayartistx
#writing #newyeargoal #life #deepthought #depression #perseverence #believeyoucan #possibilities #lifeisprecious
The very first morning on the day of yet another new year. Two-thousand nineteen. I feel it necessary to note something to myself, see , because I've never started a new year in the condition I am currently in. Simply put, I could have very easily not made it to see this new year. For whatever reason, I survived a freak accident that woud have killed any human being. So, where do I go from here? Still processing much information, trying to wrap my head around the whole scenario, it is hard to say. What I do know for sure, is that I believe I need to make it a daily practice to remind myself that this second is precious, along with so many other things that many take for granted. I want to celebrate so many things, though my depression and my severe chemical imbalances in my brain make it SO difficult. I must dive into the deepest parts of my psyche to find a way to bring harmony to the surface. I must believe this is possible.©runawayartistx
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Hey everyone!^^^^^.Can I please get some followers? ^^^^I love to write, but just got out of the hospital after a freak accident trying to save an animal from a high roof and I almost died, so I lost alot of time to produce material. I am lucky to be alive. Most people would have died falling that far straight down onto bricks.
#poetry #pain #life #artist #writing #love #lovemyself
"Here, There, Everywhere"
"dont ask me how i feel because i dont knowI dont know how to act or what feelings to showso mixed up in so many wayslost with myself lost in a dazeGuide me somewhereguide me awayfrom the lingering illnesscold rainy and grayDont give up on real loveand never youselfbe closest to yourself alwaysI know that is where I want to beeverywhere I gowith all that I see.See it all knowing that I loved myself…" 12-22-18 ELIZABETH MARIA
#neardeathexperience #broken #brokenbones #lifeafterdeath #isurvived #howamialive #miracles #medicaltrauma #severetrauma #trauma #questionlife #strength #recovery
"The end, The beginning"
And in my sober painAwakens streaming thoughts Inside my broken, once bleeding skullSo many waking dreams-they feel so realThe feelings they bring are deep with despairWhere do they come fromBesides my damaged left side skull crackPaired with the obvious trauma of near death experienceThen.. The obvious question why my heart beats still
#prison #criminalinjustice #prisonreformnow #inmates #advocateforinnocence
Thoughts Inside a U.S courtroom
Functionary with the badgeglorified drive through window workerNo Doubt-the ones in shackles beneath us want to shoutShout at the injusticeShout to be HEARDHalf of them will be tortured and burnedMoney talks, those men walkPoor foes fall through paperwork cracks,get attackedglued tight in the system guaranteed to always bring 'em backEveryone makes mistakesEveryone doens't get caughtEven if a 'bigfish' is, noone gives it a thoughtNo Responsibility for accountabilitySoaking in their lies and greedFilthy bastards stinking of their power need!
#drama #talkingshit #toxicworkenvironment #pissedoff #immaturity #waitresslife
Grown women acting like little fucking girlsHow dare you come at me like you rule the world?Petty cellphone texts-coward-condescending contextYou miserable bitch, EVERYONE sees through you, you witch!What the hell is your deal? Your whole being is anything but real!Shit talker gossip stalkerGorgeous house, husband, & financially no reason to poutKarma is a bitch, and I hope she calls you out-frustrated waitress 2018
#darkpoetry #prison #inmatepoetry #usinchains #poetry
Look but can you see? Do you know me…What I can do?The soul of every sin, and where you've been - Yes I know you so well!Hide behind your lies, to your surprise, I dwell here tooIt's I who moves your tongue, from when you're young, until I drag you to hellNow I have you-hold you tight..HellMaybe just as wellI took you when you fellAnd this is eternityTryMaybe close your eyesWhatever gets you byBut this is eternitySo scream your throat raw, but after all, you should have knownFor what in this world's free? Invest in me, I'll let you play a whileKill fuck and inject, but don't forget, the seeds you've sownAnd now your bill is due, I come for you, and you'll stay in my worldNow I have you - there's no light!HellMaybe just as wellI took you when you fellAnd this is eternityTry Maybe close your eyesWhatever gets you byBut this is eternity-lyj 2018