on a constant war with self.
Therapist : what would you like to talk about today? She: I feel like I'll kill someone someday. I really feel like I will. I imagine smashing their heads in the wall. The blood oozing out of their foreheads. I feel happy to see that.©roadside_writer
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Call me by my name
Ruby: ZaynZayn: what are you doing? Ruby : what am I doing? Zayn: Don't call me by my name. Ruby: why?Zayn: wives don't call their husbands by their names. Ruby: okay but then you too don't call me by my name. Zayn: What? (confused) Ruby: See, that's why they don't want to educate girls. So that she blindly follows whatever is said to her without questioning. Zayn: Not a big deal, don't make issue out of itRuby: Why did your parents give you a name? Zayn: ugh! Why? Ruby: It's a means to call you and to give you an identity. Zayn: fine, fine. But don't take my name in front of them. Ruby: why? Are we smuggling? Your name isn't a drug.©roadside_writer
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Ruby: Don't you feel my weight? Zayn : What do you mean? Ruby : the way you are carrying me in your arms I feel weightless. It seems gravity isn't acting on me. Zayn: hmm (he drops her on the floor) how about now? Zayn laughs out loud.Ruby: not funny, alright. Got my back hurt. Zayn : let me make you feel weightless again. Zayn carries Ruby back in his arms.©roadside_writer
I'll Make it upto you
Zayn came late at night on his birthday. His surprise party was over without him. He was surprised to see the decoration and leftover cake and food. He recalled that Ruby had asked him to come home early today, she didn't mention why though, obviously because he wanted to surprise him. But unfortunately she got the surprise, he didn't show up. She has invited all his cousins and close relatives. Ruby had slept already, he knew because his mother opened the door when he came. Or may be she was just mad at him and didn't want to see him. He just hoped he could gather all the courage to face her in the morning. #Next morning#Ruby got out of the washroom. Zayn sat up in the bed. Zayn: I am sorry... Ruby : it's okay. Zayn: I was with my friends partying last night. We had a last minute plan and I forgot to call you. Ruby: hmmRuby grabed her lip gloss, looked at the lips of her reflection in the mirror. Zayn : Are you mad at me? Ruby : no (She pressed the lip gloss against her lips and slid all over it. )Zayn: You are, aren't you? Ruby : No. You ditched me many times before so I am not surprised, hence not mad at you. (she closed the lid of lip gloss) Zayn: Ruby. I didn't mean to, I mean. I should have showed up but then I didn't know you are throwing a surprise party so how could I... (Zayn walked out of the bed) Ruby: Because It was supposed to be a surprise. but it turned out to be a surprise for everyone but you. See I wasn't expecting you to show up I was just hoping you do. (Ruby removed covers and sheets and dusted off pillows) Zayn: I can make it up-to you. It's never too late to celebrate birthday, you know. We can go out. Ruby: Stop bugging me Zayn. I already told you I am not mad. Zayn: Then why are you doing everything so quickly as if you wanna get out of this room as soon as possible?Ruby : I am doing everything quickly because I am in hurry. Zayn: Why? Are you going somewhere? Ruby: YesZayn : Where? Ruby : My parents' house. Zayn: Because you are mad at me?Ruby: No, because I want to see my parents. Zayn: Why today? Ruby: it's not a last minute plan. I had planned it on last weekend. Zayn : You didn't tell me.Ruby : I must have forgotten. Zayn : Why? Ruby : What's that question? I forgot to tell you, I am sorry, okay. Now, stop bugging me, it's annoying. Zayn: You seriously leaving? Ruby : Yeah, I have a train to catch in a couple of hours. #At the Railway Station. In the city where Ruby's parents live#Ruby gets out of the gate of the Railway Station. She saw a familiar face. She was confused but walked up-to her husband anyway. He was standing there with a bunch of red roses and few boxes of her favorite chocolates. Ruby : What are you doing here? Zayn : Waiting for my wife. She is mad at me I thought I'll make it up to her. Have you seen her? Ruby shoots an eyebrow up. Zayn: I have taken a few days off, I have decided to spend it with you and your parents. Ruby shakes her head in disbelief. Zayn: I know I have been a not so nice person to you but now I want to change that. I have decided to learn how to stop being a bad husband. Ruby's lips turned involuntarily into a half smile . She looked away. Zayn: I promise, I'll become a nice life partner but I guess before that I'll get baked by the sun. It's so hot here. Ruby giggled and hugged him.©roadside_writer
Ruby: love you byeZayn : who's it? Ruby : my best friend. Zayn : let me seeTakes her phone. "Bella" he reads. Ruby: You should call and check. I can save a boy's number with a girl's name. Zayn stares at Ruby. Ruby takes the phone and hit the call button. Bella: RubyRuby: Hey Bella, sorry it was a mistake. Called accidently. Bella: oh okay. Bye love you. Ruby : love you too. Bella hangs up. Ruby: You okay now? Zayn: Yeah (stares at Ruby in confusion) Ruby: Sorry but this isn't a great start of our marriage. You should have enquired about my character before marriage. Ruby leaves the room. #At night, on the terrace.#Ruby stares at the starry night sky. Zayn walks up to her and hugs her from behind. Ruby jerks and turns around. Zayn: What? Ruby : Why are you acting like nothing happened? Whole day you acted like nothing happened. Zayn : What do you want me to do? Ruby: apologize and change your behavior. Zayn: I thought you must have forgotten about it by now. Ruby: No. I know your aunts don't like me but it's insane to ruin your life by listening to others. Zayn: RubyRuby: I am a good girl. The problem is I know that I am a nice girl and I can't be with someone who can't put their trust in me. I know we haven't known each other before marriage but it's not fair to assume the worst about me. Zayn: RubyRuby: What? Zayn: I am sorry. I have realized my mistake. I won't let anyone spoil things between us. I just got driven away with my aunts' whispers but not anymore. Zayn hugs Ruby Zayn: I promise. Ruby hugs back.©roadside_writer
Receptionist : Name Zayn : Mr. Zayn Deewan and Mrs. Ruby Deewan. Ruby: it's Ruby Khan. Zayn: I get it, it's just second day of our marriage. You forgot you are married.(laughs) Ruby : No, I didn't forget I am married neither I forgot my surname. Zayn: What do you mean? Ruby: Changing anyone's surname after marriage is unislamic. So, I am still Ruby Khan.
Ruby : No, I won't go with you guys. Shaan: Why? We won't mind. Ruby: Yeah, may be but I don't wanna bug Zayn. Shaan: you're gonna bug him? Ruby: No, but you know he is my husband. And even if I don't bug him he is gonna think I am. It happens, right? Like when I sit in my room painting or something, and if someone walks in, I won't be able to focus on painting. I'll feel their eyes are on me even if it isn't true. Besides, I know none of you. You are all his friends what will I do there? Shaan: Come on, Zayn. Tell her. We'll have fun. Zayn: Ruby, you won't bug me, I know. You can come with us I won't mind. Ruby: But, please I don't find it right. Zayn: I'll make sure she comes, you guys.Ruby : Zay.....un. Zayn: Ru-beee. #At the hotel. 11 pm#Zayn: here are the keys. You go, I'll come. Ruby: Where are you going?Zayn: To see my friends. Ruby : okay. #In the hotel room#Knock knock Ruby: Who's it? Kabir: It's me Kabir , Zayn's friend. (Ruby opens the door. )Ruby: YesKabir: Where is Zayn? Ruby: He has gone to see his friends. Kabir: Good thing (smirks) (Ruby rolls her eyes and tries to shut the door. Kabir puts his foot between the door and the wall) Ruby : Are you mad, what are you doing? Kabir: Zayn is not there so I thought I'll give you some company. Ruby: I don't need (emotionless Tone) Kabir: but I do(Kabir push opens the door and steps inside) Ruby(shouts) : Get the hell out of here.Kabir : Will you please calm down. I don't like drama, alright. ( Ruby grabs the tele phone to call room service. Kabir takes hold of it. Ruby slams his head with the vase on the table. Kabir's forehead starts to bleed. Zayn walks in. He is shocked to see Kabir. Zayn calls his other friends and they take Kabir to a hospital ) #At the hospital #(Ruby sits on a wooden bench, with her face buried in her hands) Police officer: Are you Ruby? Ruby: Yes. Sir I.... Police: You did a good job. Don't worry about him. He is out of danger now. Andy: Aren't you Ruby? Ruby: Yeah Andy. Andy: everything okay? Ruby : No. I broke a guy's forehead. Andy: You need some... Zayn (interrupts Andy) : Ruby, I am sorry...Ruby: Not now Zayn, just leave me alone and do hell with your friends. (Ruby gets up and go. She reaches the beach. It's almost midnight. Ruby roams to and fro like an angry lion. She find Andy sitting on a bench on the beach) Ruby : What are you doing here? When did you come? Andy: I am sitting. I came just after you did. Ruby: I asked to be left alone. What the heck are you doing here? Andy: See, it's been years that we haven't spoken for some reason that you kept to yourself. But I still care and I can't leave you alone this time of the night here. We are no more friends but I can't help convince my heart to stop caring for you. You get that? Even if you don't, I am not going anywhere. (Ruby stands still with teary eyes)©roadside_writer
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If accidentally a guy walks in the girls washroom, instead of asking him to go out, I'll doubt myself : am I in the boy's washroom? Freaking anxiety? IDK©roadside_writer
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Is it normal to have constant thoughts about someone you are about to marry? Because it's bugging me now. I am so frustrated about not being able to stop these thoughts. I don't wanna think about him. I am at that point where even his name makes me sick. I feel sick after battling the thoughts. I feel exhausted. In spite of that, my brain won't stop. I am not liking it. Everyday I am like, one more thought and I'll go mad. I'll go mad in the process of stopping these thoughts. Struggling for months now! Just want to get done with wedding already so that these thoughts stop. But then I wonder will it really stop? I am so sick. Somebody, please, give me an award for over thinking...©roadside_writer
Working for an unpaid job sucks. No money comes in, only frustration. But you can't leave it because you don't wanna go back to that pit of depression to escape which you joined the job. You keep asking for the money like a begger but they act like they owe you anything. Does it even end? Huh! What sort of a life is this? I wanted to travel and eat but before that I had to fix my mental health. Am I doing it? Yes, but I don't think I can hold on for long. I wonder what should I do now! ©roadside_writer
We yearn for something others have by ignoring what we are contained with.©sparklingteja
Do what makes you happy, walk away from anything or anyone who takes away your joy. life is too short to put up with fools
Celebrate being Yourself!©ankita_kawale
I am a Kashmiri, and the colour of blood,is the only colour, I know.-T#Kashmir
A note from life:
To love is to take action
One of the key actions of love is attention . When you give attention you demonstrate love.
Just talking about how much you love something or someone without paying attention is akin to praying to win a lottery without buying a lottery ticket
Pay attention to yourself first
"Mind creates your reality- use it wisely" ™ HyA
People live in temporary solutions with permanent problems.
Stress leave makes more sense than sick leaves.
And then I really did not want to defend at all. And defeating appeared like a victory.
When you look at yourselfWhat do you see"That I need a little help""I don't see me"©quantumwriter
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