"Today everybody is showing their love and affection by presenting gifts , spending time ⌚ with each other. There are ballons in one hand, roses in the other, smile on the face with the little touch of blushfulness. Their hands in hands, shoulder rubbing each other, looking into each other's eyes shows that the the love is prevailing in the air. Movies tickets booked, grabbing popcorn and buger; they are interested in each other more than watching the movie. Dates are planned, special proposals are prepared, surprises are ready, gifts will be unpacked, dinners are ordered, dim light everywhere and only love is there! Atlast, they all are happy and enjoying their moments with their loved ones! So, it's a satisfaction that our sacrifice was not in vain!! "- said one of the 44 forgotten soldiers from heaven who got martyred on 14 feb 2019!! Show some love towards them too on this valentine May their soul rest in peace!!
and the whole enigma of that is we attempt to protect ourselves from them by submitting to the places where they hide, whether it is through dissolving into the jaded ness of tactless remarks or damning yourself to isolation as you spit people who love you out like poison. I sometimes struggle to discern whether it's other people damning me or myself.
In a lurid sense this is death by a thousand cuts but the difference is that this is of a much greater frequency as instead there are two
and within the endless circumference that is of repetition,
I am 100% sure that you will never see or even know about this. We didn't know about each other but I know this; I have feelings for you. I don't care whether they be of infatuation or of actual love. What I do know for certain is that you are kind, handsome, and one of the most talented and fantastic people I have ever seen.
Something I always hated to do was stalking. But I can't believe that I started stalking you on social media. Scrolling your profile to find your photograph's and reading all your works just to feel that you wrote them for me, staring at your sketches and trying my hand at them.
I throw many attempts to catch your attention. I always wished you to go through my posts on social media and may be drop a comment. Each time I see you talking to someone, I feel jealous. I never had the courage to talk to you. I'm dying to know about you but afraid to find out. Hell, just talking with you is something I look forward to. You are the one who introduced me to feelings which I had never experienced in my life. You are the one responsible for irresistible blushes on my face. You are the reason that I would smile constantly like an idiot, whenever your thoughts would tinkling, cutely touch me.
I day dream of spending time with you. Walking across the streets and dancing in the midnight under moonlight and singing together. I'm in some fantasy land living out my wildest dreams. Sometimes I wish, maybe, just maybe, I'm not dreaming at all and this is all real.
I know that you do not feel the same. I'm completely out of your league. I mean how could someone like you fall for someone like me? And I wonder whether you know about my existence.
Your Secret Admirer.
(I hope you never come to know about my feelings for you or see this, else I die of embarrassment.) #bb_him