Ya rabbi ,Today I kneel before youNot in want for anythingInstead I want to spareThis very secondTo thank you for everything I have and don't. ~R
There's this heaviness that clings onto my chestthe one that is pulling me down. -R
How can IAsk people to love meWhen I don't rememberThe last time I loved myself. ~ R
How can I Ask people To spare a secondAnd love meWhen I don't remember The last time I loved myself. ~R
I don't know what hurts you moreThe people of your choiceOr the choice of your people. ~ R
Tracing fingers Upon my skinAll chapped and slittedHow isolated ive beenWith no one aroundAnd no one to holdTrapped in my skinOut of their coldI stride to my gardenBut oh those flowersFor they have wiltedHating my appearanceI look in the mirrorAnd heres to what i seeAll of my uglinessStaring back at meAnd so i tore my skinBut its freezed to stoneThe ugly never comes outPerhaps its confined to my bone.And if i sum up my lifeIn mere words todayThere'd be only hateMy lips would ever say. ~R
I can't breathe. I can't breathe.
And only when I was brokenI realisedHow much we took Peace for granted
When you dont adore your pain ;Your happiness will be just a sugercoated myth.