Suicide or self harm is not a solution to anyone's problem. Let's socialize ourselves, a little more. Befriend to one who's in depression and sorrow. May be our little help can save a life.
When life gives only sorrows and wounds when tragedy augments by leaps and bounds When setbacks of life seem permanently loud When love turns into pain, pain and only pain When there's point of no return and no gain Leave me not alone In a road unknown and utterly strange Allow me not to sink beneath Within sands of depression, that kills Where flute of melancholy wails In an ocean of grief and tears Lift me up in an aura of glee So that death stands aloof In its graveyard of six feet from you and me.
It's easy to write. It's easy to talk about. It's easy to use that word. If you are sad and broken for few days and you use I am depressed. It's easy to take that tag. Sorry this time I had not any hope at the end. I tried though.
In the rotten crevices, At the chasm of the bones, Perished with honed heartbreaks, Metaphors of melancholy dangles, From the wrinkled, papery, Single layered skin, tapered edges, Similes of greyish despondencies, Embedded with jet-black hopes, Glimmers in the alleyway of cartilages, Stygian patches of trust, Bleaches into whitish blooms of promises.
You were born Under the solasta canopy of a coruscant night .. You lay on your ma's bosom Slowly matching the rhythm of her grateful heart . From the aegis of her warm womb .. You now lay held cradled.. Betwixt her loving arms . She wrote an orison in your name that night .. "may my little one .. always be sophrosyne .. Free from all that might ever hold back or bind" She sought a Moira beautiful To bless you with .. She invoked the unseen To forever be your caim .
As you bloomed She kept crossing her heart .. Praying each night to keep the vim In you forever intact . But somewhere whelved In her anxious heart She feared what if you might fall apart ? She kept reminding you ... "Even if the world ends .. You will always have my back " Just don't drift away my child .. Like the river learn .. To flow with the flow "
You carried those words Etched in crimson in a corner of your heart .. But slowly did they turn blue ... As you kind of drifted apart .. And as you moved on.. and away .. You wore silence as a smile .. Now all she could see was When you face timed once in a while . Each time she asked of you . She heard that empty scream . But you became a clever mime artist .. And you just wouldn't let her reach . Perhaps you would be alright .. Now that you were grown up and she old .. Oft she said this to herself to comfort ..
A noceur you turned into . Sleep evaded . You kept rushing the next day .. Yet to come .. in your head . Life's a race to be won afterall . Slowly without realizing , You pushed away everything That ever mattered .. Including the loving arms That cradled you once . Betwixt eons of pauses and silence .. You conveyed your well being .. But that old frail heart Still hoped you'd turn around , For the sake of your own self .
Then one night when Everything inside just crumbled and fell .. Your quivering hands reached out To make that one call ... You remember as the walls closed in That she'd been always there .. The one who wrote an orison In your name ... The night you took your first breath ... /She was there when you were young and unsure .. And she's still there to help you through your storms and fears/
Refer- Solasta - luminous Coruscant - glittering , sparkling Aegis - protection Orison - a prayer Sophrosyne -Sophrosyne is an ancient Greek concept of an ideal of excellence of character and soundness of mind, which when combined in one well-balanced individual leads to other qualities, such as temperance, moderation, prudence, purity, decorum, and self-control. Moira - destiny Caim - an invisible circle of protection drawn around the body Noceur - one who stays up all night
Past two days Held me on to new self, Something really strange.... Something really unusual, a viral fever, And now my health deteriorates With highest temperature. Coughing and coughing I drained myself, Aches and pains all over my body, Stressing on and on over my health, I even noticed, loss of taste and super tiredness. Nothing to worry it's just a cold, My mom consoled and tried to convince But my heart beat raised when I felt, Tightening chest and heavy breathing, This could not be normal ill health, This is actually something even worse. We need to go to hospital and have a checkup, My mom cried and off she called an ambulance, And admitted and attached me to white bed. Where doctor came in a strange dress, Checked my temperature in thermometer, Conducted hell lot of test and suddenly changed his expression. He took me a room named the isolation ward, Covered me all type of injection and meters available this far. May I know what's the issue? Why I'm held like a water in tissue? Anger and anxiety together exploded, I asked these questions directly to the doctor. You have to worry. You have admitted because of COVID. You are a victim of the deadliest virus recently discovered. Shocked and struck at the voice ,I stood and heard. This couldn't have happened if I seriously cared. I knew about this virus, I knew the prevention, But the least and careless attitude will now take me to heaven. Nothing can save me from this deadliest virus, Nobody can stop from attaining my end. How I wish, I could see my mom and dad for a while, But no no..even they will come in the hang of the virus, I'll die myself, but never get their life to the danger. I wish they don't cry for my unexpected departure. Fixed myself into the bed, laying down watching the ceiling, My memories,my dreams, my passion, my family, All stroked my head like an unfulfilled desires, Nothing,whatever I wished for, I could acquire, This is the end of my whole journey, How much I wish,that I prevented this virus a little early, Now I've to leave the world, watching it die, Slowly kissed Corona, for my life to end and acidify.
************************************* My only prayer is for the better health of everyone. May this virus die with all our struggle. Stay healthy ❤️ stay safe❤️