A very happy women's day to you....I know you are a boy but do you know that you too are a woman sometimes? Do you know that every man has a feminine side? Yes, you have it and I want you to embrace it instead of shunning it away. It won't make you any less of a man nor avoiding it would make you appear more masculine. I just want to tell you that if in our society a girl can behave and live like a guy, so can a guy. I know people have said this but I felt that I should say this again for the sake of emphasising this thing again and would say it till it becomes normal. It's fine when you put your head on a girl's shoulder and let your feelings and emotions flow naturally. It's alright to cry and to not try to hide your tears from others. That's good to express what you feel for other person because this won't reduce your worth. It's okay for a man to cry, to gossip, to be shy and to be mama's boy. It's okay for a man to be a woman. It's alright!!! Remember this!!!
I may tell you that I get bored easily but the truth is that I feel that I might get too attached. I fear that the amount of love and care that I am giving, I might not receive the same back. I am afraid that people will get bored and leave me and hence with this fear in my mind, I am the one leaving them first. But somewhere deep down I want you to stop me, I want you to hold me and tell me that you won't leave me. All I need is some reassurance that you still feel the same way as you did earlier. Can you please tell me that no matter what you will stand by my side? And do you know what the funny part is? That I might say that I get bored but I am planning to make you a permanent part of my life. And I might lie to you that I am heartless and cruel and might even tell you some worst things about myself because I want you to accept and love my darkest part. I know that this is not your fault. It's me.....it has been me all the time- my habit of overthinking, my past experiences, and my constant fear of being left alone is the reason. Even those nonsensical discussions I have with you, of which you couldn't make heads or tails out of it are my ways to know what you feel and that you are still willing to stay. But then I end up hurting you. I want you to understand that no matter how much I pretend to not care and to give up on you, all I feel is fear of losing you. I am afraid that you will leave me. So, please remember that I want you to stay. I want to be with you in the best and the worst times of my life. So, please stay. Please.