I don't have the courage
To roll back to you,
It's not because
I don't love you anymore,
But my heart still
Sinks deep in the quagmire
Just to see you
Looking straight into my eyes
With the passion
I always wanted you
To look at me.

The moon still questions me
If ever i really did love you?
But the tears that cease at
My waterline of eyes
Make constellations of
The untold secrets which
Are deep buried in the grave
Of my heart.

I remember i was twelve,
When you open your arms
To let me in as if you're
Sharing my burnt skin
With the coldness of your heart
I didn't know that you
Were diffusing your vain
Into the my pores.

Maybe when you left me first,
I was shattered into the
Infinite parts between which
All that was lost somewhere,
But anyhow i managed to
Take up those pieces again
And put them into the
Cage of hollowness
And because of that,
When you came to me,
My arms didn't wrapped
Around you with a
Fear of segregation
But got twirled around self
For it knew that
I can never stop loving you,
And then i let you go
As a stranger, i never loved.


My eyelashes remind me,
How you used to
kiss my eyes while
I was deep asleep
Because you know
My night terrors
Effected my optical nerves,
How you used to
Undress my hair
Because that brown bangs
Rushed at your cheeks
As if the safest place ever known.


I have lost the blackhole
In me,
I am an empty galaxy
That is fine with the
Hailstorms,
I don't want asteroids hit
You hard,
So better you go now.

Bye, bye.







©_breathe__