• only_words_left 13w

    The night
    Doesn't scare me anymore
    It comforts me.
    What's this thing in my chest?
    Heavy and painful
    Why isn't it moving?
    Going nowhere

    Am I at peace with myself?
    Why is my head so heavy?

    Despite knowing the inevitable
    Why am I trying to dodge it?

    Let me fall
    Let me move
    This space I'm in
    Feels so trapped

    I wanna free myself
    From what, I don't know.

    Can I cry?
    Can I fix this?
    Will this end?

    And never come back.