Sometimes you don't even know where you are stuck, lost, or obstructed. Just being pathetic all this while trying to make others happy, pleasing them, and living up to their expectations and whatnot.
You were lost, you are lost, or who knows about the future.
But you should remember that nothing remains the same, not even the ones, who promised to love you and always be with you. Things change and humans too. It's a fact that you have to accept. You have almost forgotten yourself and never tried to find a new you and not even the one you were before.
Stop making rules for yourself. Live up to your expectations. Have faith and be bold.
Just be happy.