• reeya1206 14w

    # to my youth # world # pain # life # happiness

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    My youth

    At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world
    The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night
    Will I feel better if I just disappeared?
    I was so afraid of everyone’s eyes on me

    During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain
    I hated myself for not being able to receive love
    My mom and my dad, they’re only looking at me
    It’s not how I really feel but I keep getting farther away

    What do I do?
    What do I do?
    What do I do?
    What do I do?

    The saying time is medicine was really true for me
    As the days went by, I really got better
    But sometimes, when I’m too happy, I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again
    I’m afraid that someone will take away this happiness

    Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful
    I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn’t go away
    My friends, all these people, they’re only looking at me
    This isn’t how I really am but I keep getting farther away

    But still, maybe I can be
    A bright light in this world
    Maybe after all of that pain
    I can shortly shine a light
    So I couldn’t give up
    I couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night
    Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this
    I will find myself.......