So much for me to stay
Its been so long since I've been existing
But never once I believe I am living
Forever I've been walking
To this vast desert unknowing to who I was praying
I no longer know how to accept this little changes
New things to me that shouts I am not alone
That I am needed by my own.
My endless sadness transform to madness
Only I can see myself in the darkness
Why haven't I saw this coming earlier
I lost myself I lost half of my life in idle
Just stupid for me to think and stupid how I balanced this as it sounds
Forever I've been waiting
Only now you have come.