@__writingishappiness___

A : Ananya The Interviewer

A : Hey! It's been so long Rahul.
I have been calling you since a very long time. Where exactly were you hidden ? (Smirks)

ME : Haha, I have been searching for cupid with a gun in my hand. (grins)

A : Cupid ? But Why !? Is it because your Love story hasn't reached an exclamation mark ? Sorry for being a little blunt.

ME : Haha It's all okay. Well Her cells repel me and...umm that's it. (With a numb face)

A : I didn't get it !? What do you mean !?

ME : She doesn't feel the same for me. And she told me this . But there is one more thing to it. I have been constanly loving her since then without saying those three words. I put everything on lines. Yes, My life too. And aftermath comes out to be "Her cells repel me". Still I find Hope even if it is a little bit cause if there wasn't any hope there won't be this me. I am afraid of the guy I see in my dream. Yes, the one who portrays the future me. So With some knowledge of Science I keep on searching for dead cells in her, From where I can dwell through poetry or through any kind of thing and directly shoot to the core of heart.

A : I heard some of your friends saying "You don't show up to them".
Where had you been all these days !? Don't you stay at Home !?

ME : Home.... I stay at Home Daily.
Daily, I enter that Home a little,
Daily I realize that I am just a guest in that Home.
I don't want that feeling.
I don't want to be her Favourite Temporary.
Even if it's a Temporary Permanent kinda thing. I will accept that.

A : Today I realized what love can do to a 20 years old boy..

ME : Haha.. It either stains or brings colour to your life. But Most Importantly It makes him a Man.

A : Will you ever come out of this trauma if she left you forever !?

ME : Umm.. Yeah. Obviously I will get out of depression sooner or later. It's just like going into a war. You fight there.You either win or lose. And at the end of day you come back, No matter if you are still alive or
...(deep silence) Dead