Where To Find Me

I must have lost the will to write
And the will to dream too
I must have hidden myself from the light
And lost the candles too
I'm soaked up and engulfed by my lonely nights
I can't seem to stop thinking about you
A thousand times have I imagined your lips on my lips
A thousand more I've felt your arms around my hips
I must have loved you with all my heart
And the most part of my brain too
I think I've left my emotions in the tank to get drained
And every energy it could ever carry washed away in the rain
Now I don't kiss because I want to kiss
And I don't smile because I want to smile
I've been too blinded by you that I lost myself
In search of you.
And now after you, there's just me
The void and confused me
The me who doesn't even know myself
The me who I've left to drown
Someone please tell me where do I find me?
Because I'm so desperate to be me again
I wanna find me so badly I'm scared I never will.
So someone take me away from this pills
And tell me where to find me.
©fortae