Drifting Apart

Walking past each other
No eye contact (No eye Contact)
There goes another
My hearts been ransacked

Becoming so used to the pain
I just become numb not caring anymore
Blaming myself engraving it in my brain
Fighting my mental war

It's a shame thinking you mean something to someone
Only to see you're the only one making the risks
Suffering through all of this conflict
I'm tired of being tired I'm tired of being sick!

We can't look each other in the face anymore
Can't even hold a conversation without feeling awkward
My emotions being torn and tortured
We're going backwards instead of forward!

Always looking on the bright side of things
Hoping you'd be the one
Hoping I finally meant something to someone!
Hoping that finally someone could cut my strings
But everyone keeps breaking my heart..

I'm Drifting Apart.. Drifting Apart
Drifting Apart, Drifting Apart..
Drifting Apart, Drifting Apart..

Wishing someone could jumpstart this thing in my chest
He had the cables but threw them to the side
All of this information is hard to digest hard to process
I thought you were my ride and die but you were my ride and lie

Going from Cloud nine to square one
If you want to be with someone else
How miserable do I have to be just to make you happy!
I've gone from sappy to snappy
All these thoughts and memories on rerun..

I walk faster head down to hide my tears
Bumping into people accidentally tears in my eyes
They ask if I'm ok I tell them lies
My feelings begin to disappear

My heart shrivels and blackened
My eyes go from golden specks to dull marbles
Why did all of this have to happen..
Leaving my heart and soul in shambles

I'm Drifting Apart, Drifting Apart..
Drifting Apart, Drifting Apart..
Ooo...OoooOoo.
©teenangst