I realized the difference of living and surviving when they holded my freedom.
I became used to of living in a suffocation when they wanted me to be just like them.
I saw myself at my worst when I couldn't deny not being me.
I felt myself similar to a puppet when they made me just like them.
I hunged my soul when I couldn't go against them, couldn't fight against someone who fed me, couldn't say that "I want my life back, I want myself back"