• fajr_fajr 79w

    There are nights when I so want to talk to you.
    But i know, you must be setting yourself on fire to stop the fight between your parents.
    Or sitting on the roof, looking at the dark cloudless sky, and injecting that deadly poison in your veins, that temporarily gives you peace.
    Or you must be with some girl, who's in love with you, but you are probably just playing around, using her body to shush your demons; feeling guilty, for you are going to leave her alone on the stained sheets next morning, or it might be one of those good days for you, where you play with your favorite niece, who treats you like an ideal, or you are just sitting there with your ex, telling her to heal you, for you've broken her beyond repair, and hearing " I've forgiven you " somehow breaks you a little more.
    It's been so long since we've sung our favorite song together.
    It's been so long, since I've played that song, and i cannot dare to, it hurts. Playing our song, without you completing the lyrics with me, hurts.

    //Dard dilun k km hojate,

    Mein aur tum agar hum ho jaate//.

    Mein aur tum agar hum ho jaate.
    Mein aur tum agar hum ho jaate.

    -fajr