From college to work, you instantly all of a sudden feel aged, your shoulders feel heavy, your brain overworks and easily exhaust, you search for a shelter to open up, having trust issues in your work environment you will be pushed to pour your feelings to even your college rival, you feel more tired than ever, cry every night and start your day with the same shit that's aching you, you feel like you have lost yourself, your daily lazyass activities, some of your "me-time", of all, first time experiencing no time availability for your family, thinking about where the life's headed, why goofing around the crap you think, you think and think and think and finally fall asleep with heavy heart and eyes and finally a tired brain. You cook so many plans to find an escape out of it but in the end you miserably fail or maybe the time isn't in your favor. Hence, planning to avail leave but again, you think about losing your wages which is a nightmare so again the plan flops and now for one more time you got to deal with shits. To even step out for a family or friends time together, you check your days of leave like how every girl checks their date of the month. And people in office act like girl on a period with a rollercoaster moodswings that from time to time, they change their stands. In the end, if we keep talking we can for days together, years together as this is a never ending rathole that every human gets stuck in their life at one point or the other. And we, with no other options left or with no other boat to board on, must accept the "oxymoronic" life that's been given to us with either glee or gloom. It's Okay to feel both and it's even more easy to say rather follow. More love to the ones who is more suffering, to make their ways to sunshine.