I wander lonely in the crowd,
The sad ,the cynic ,the fallen,
I scream, I yell, I cry ,
Vale of sin and ceaseless desire,
I just can't handle it anymore,
The pain, the tears, the scars ,
I am fading away in the dark,
Felling nervous, depressed and crying,
Who has no strength for the strife,
Fading away to nothing,
I asked God : why why why?
Is it worth the struggle,
Or should I die?
I am one lonely voice,
Will I be read or heard ,
Or lost among the herd,
Within the fragments of this uncertainty,
Shall I layin my grave ?
But then I am quickly but gently chided by Holy spirit inside,
Reminds me to simply abide,
For we get life once in a while.