Stupid hope

Every night i sleep in hope
In hope to change
Or in hope to never wake again.
But the hope breaks
Each morning
Everything is same
Everyday, every minute, every second
Every feeling
I'm tired
Let me go
I can't breathe
I'm numb
But i still feel
I hate it
The hope stays still
It never fades
Each day it comes again .

©smilywrites